After I was done with trying to kill myself I walked in my house and mark hugged me "hey Sean" "mark WHAT DO you want" "you to be happy" "not happening my life went down hill and it's not going back up I'm depressed" I said and he stared in my eyes "come on be a fucking angel like you are" he said and spread my wings and they were a mixture of pink and grey "so you are enjoying this?" Mark said and bit my neck and I held it in but my wings were turning pink and I was about to let it go and wade walked in and mark stopped and then bob "oh great a fucking friendly convention can I please go to my fucking room to cry myself to sleep again" I said and looked at mark who was holding my shoulder "no jack" "*sigh* fine let's get this shit over with I wanna know where I went wrong after I met mark" I said and crossed my arms "jack stop wearing so much black" "why should I?" "Cause your fucking pale it's not YOU color now that color on the collar that's your color" I covered my throat "NEVER talk about my collar it's my gift of mike" I said and mike took it off somehow and hugged me and I hugged him back and he picked me up and cradled me in his arms and I blushed and when he thought I was asleep he carried me to my room and when he shut the door and put me in bed I grabbed his shirt and kissed him and he kissed me back and I pulled him in bed and locked the door and I laid on him and I was getting tired and mike took off my shirt and his and the put pants and my boxers and I took off his boxers and I pulled the covers above us and it looked like we were kicking and punching each other when REALLY he was just pushing in me and we couldn't get in good positions and when we were done bob knocked on the door and i mike walked out "he's knocked out cold" mike said walking out "or is he fucking awake and HOT from you fucking my husband!" Mark said and they started fighting and I woke up the cops were getting envoled and I put on my clothes and ran out there to break the up "I'll take it from here officers" I said and I pulled them inside my room and slapped them both as hard as I could and I locked them in the closet "YOUR NOT COMING OUT UNTIL YOU APOLOGIZE!" I said and I walked out and I saw my sister Sidney she stared at me in all black and hugged me and I almost cried "careful of the throat" I said and took off the other collar I was wearing and everyone gasped and she hugged me and I quietly cried and she also cried "Sean what is wrong with you you're scaring me what's wrong" "everything" I said and I explained every wrong thing in my life and I cried more and I fell on my knees and she crouched down and lifted up my head "I want to know how I can help" and I silently said "kill me" I was the unlucky one of my my family my brother and two sister were never infected with reversed heart only I was a mistake "stab me in my theist kill me please I'm a fucking MISTAKE! I said and I cried more