No Matter What..

Y/N P.O.V
" Oh my gosh, sunshine ! What the fuck happened to you ?! " I sighed as soon as I heard my brother's loud voice. Shit.. You fucked up, Jung.. He ran to me then closed the door behind me before immediately pushing me towards the couch, sitting me down on it. I just came back from school, planning to lay myself down on the bed and relax but it looks like my plan failed.. He sat down in front of me, glaring at me. " You better tell me from A to Z.. "

I gulped. Hearing his voice make me shivers down my spine. " Emm.. S-Someone bullied me today.. Nothing else.. " I said, biting my lips. Don't scold me, oppa.. " Bullied you ?? Who the hell dared to bullied my little sunshine ??!! " He spoke in a loud tone, angrily. I sighed before looking down.

" Someone who made my phobia attacked me.. " I said before slowly looking up, wanting to see his reaction. He is staring at me while his jaw clenched. I swear to God, I can die just by looking at his eyes. " Who is that person ?.. " He asked in a dark tone, making me gulped again. " Y-Yuju.. " I answered, stuttering.

Few Weeks Later..

It's been 1 month since I'm here, at Daegu with Hoseok oppa.. Yuju was arrested for bullying me until I injured. Everyone was so shocked of that news and now, almost everyone will smile at me when they saw me and some of them will say something like 'Sorry for her behaviour. We never thought she will do those things to you..'.

And here I am, be like.. WHATTT ??? And you know what ? Everytime I saw Jimin, I can see that his eyes are full of.. Relief when he look at me.. I don't even know why.. I exhaled heavily, laying myself on my bed. I woke up a little bit early today, so I decided to just stay in my bed for a while before getting ready. It's been few weeks.. Yet I still haven't  get Jimin's forgiveness.. I sat up, brushing my hair back.

I have to talk to him today.. I can't wait anymore.. I have to try.. Oppa's time almost up. We need to get back to Seoul next month.. " Ahh..! Why is it so hard for you to forgive me, huh ?.. " I then get up and started doing my morning routine. Miracle time skip and this is me for today.

I marched downstairs then ate my breakfast with oppa before both of us walked out of the rented house and he drove me to my school. Hope you will be okay talking to me, Jimin..

I sat down on the chair, looking around. " Y/N ? You okay ? " Sky asked, frowning while looking at me with a worried expression. I turned my head to her and smiled. " I'm fine.. Don't worry.. " I said in a soft tone before my eyes suddenly fell towards the four guys that are walking inside the cafeteria, making almost all the girl started squealing. Gottcha.. " Skylar.. "

I called her, making her looked up from her phone, humming in response. " Emm.. I have to do something.. If the bell rang, don't wait for me, okay ? Bye, love you.. " I said then stand up, heading towards the four guys that already sat down on their table. " Jimin.. " I called his name softly as soon as I stand in front of them, making them shifted their heads towards me. The other three guys immediately turned their heads towards Jimin, waiting for his reaction.

Shit.. His glare is really something.. " What the fuck do you want ? " He spoke in a cold tone, looking at me. I gulped. " Emm.. May I talk to you for a sec ?.. " I asked, tilting my head at him. He rolled his eyes, snorting before standing up, immediately grabbing my hand then pulled me with him harshly.

Jimin pushed me to the wall, making me winced in pain. " I give you 5 minutes.. Tell me what the fuck do you want.. " He said without even looking at me. " Jimin.. " I called his name, reaching up to touch his face but slowly, I pulled my hand down to my side. I'm sure he won't like it if I touch his face.. " Jimin.. Do.. Do you hate me that much ?.. Why are you doing this to me ? Why can't you forgive me ? "

I spoke, staring at his side profile. He turned his head at me. " You.. You ask me why ?? You ask me why can't I forgive you ?? Seriously ?? " He said, looking at me while moving closer to me. I stared into his eyes. It fulls of anger, revenge and something that I can't explain.. " The answer.. Is in you, Jung.. You have the answer.. You actually know everything but you pretending that you know nothing ! A complete nothing ! " He raised his voice, making me closed my eyes, sighing.

" Look.. I know it's all my fault.. All of it..! But at least, give me a second chance, please..! " I said, holding his hand afterwards. He scoffed, snatching his hand away from me harshly. " Second chance ?? You're asking me for a second chance ?? Do you even know the pain I was feeling when you broke up with me in front of everyone ?? They're laughing at me ! Hey.. Think about it.. "

He whispered the last part, coming closer to me again. I moved backwards, sinking myself into the wall. Oh my god.. Why is this happening to me.. Why does he have a very big effect on me.. " If you were in my shoes.. Will you forgive the person that changed you.. From a nerd to the biggest fucking playboy in school.. Will you forgive that person ?.. Hmm ?.. Tell me.. "

He whispered, his hot breath hitting my lips. My vision started getting blurry. Oppa.. " Jimin.. I-I'm sorry, okay ?? I know that because of me, you're not yourself anymore.. But everyone deserve a second chance.. Please, I want to redeem my mistakes.. Please ! I'm begging you ! " I keep on begging, tears started streaming down my face.

He snorted, pushing me to the wall again. Harshly.. Help me.. I can't stop.. " I told you I love you.. Why is it so hard for you to believe me.. " I said in a low tone, looking down. I can't look at him.. I just.. Can't.. " Love..? You want me to believe the word that just came out from your mouth ?? You want me to fucking believe it ?? " He said, pointing his index finger at my lips.

" Jimin..! I love you ! Believe it for once, please ! " I raised my voice, crying harder while turning my head towards him. I swear to God I love you.. I don't wanna lose you anymore.. I want to make up with you.. I'm here just to find you.. Believe me, please.. " You think if I believe you, everything will change ?! Hey !! " He raised his voice a little louder before pushing me to the wall again, also roughly.

" You bitch.. Keep this fucking sentence in your mind, okay ?.. " He said, pointing his index finger towards his head. " Jimin.. " I whined his name while pouring my tears out, sliding down the wall while looking at him with my puffy eyes. So pathetic, Jung Y/N.. His next words make my heart broke into million pieces..

" No matter what happen.. You are still the reason I changed.. "