So for all those who have read my story CRIMSON GAZE will better understand these small head canons.

In this different universe with the same storyline, same characters, Y/N Morde instead ends up with Angel Dust, instead of Andrealphus or Alastor.

Here we go!

🩷: Angel would be first to fall. Of course when he first saw you when you joined the hotel, he instantly thought you were attractive. You were a spider demon like him, yet...a bit deadlier. And that alone was a turn on. Of course, his choice in career and your reputation caused major differences between the two of you, yet overtime, Angel would find himself kinda liking your company. You were different, much more mature and confident whereas everyone else was lost or finding there way.
   In a way, he was both jealous of you and he admired you, your rank, your abilities. All he had was just his looks and weapons training with guns. That's all.
   But you, you were a total badass. It was inspiring.

🤍: Unknowingly, the both of you just clicked over time after you joined the hotel. When the hotel was destroyed both of you tended to work side by side a bit more and make small talk about anything and everything.
   He of course would occasionally flirt, though it was modest compared to what you've seen him do or say. He would hold back his remarks a bit more around you.

💚: Angel always felt some sort of connection to you, yet it was always blocked or pushed away.
   It was when you willingly put yourself in danger and destroyed his contract to Valentino that he officially knew what the hell it was he feeling.
  You risked your high and mighty self for the likes of a dirty sleeze like him. Which...he still to this day can't understand why the hell you did. You were practically like royalty compared to him, why would you risk everything just to help him?
   Because he was your friend. But that even seems a bit much for just friends to do. As he recalled, you always seemed to get along better with him--and Alastor--for some reason. You confided more into Angel, showed parts of you you didn't show to anyone else really.
  He in return did the same, unknowingly, of course. But after you freed him, he knew that he owed you for life.
  Though you freed his soul from the contract, you stole something that he feared he wouldn't get back.
  His heart. And that, was something he vowed would never happen...yet it did.

🖤: Overtime, Angel found out that you had your own secrets. You were arranged for marriage to Andrealphus. And just when Angel thought he had a chance with you...
   Everyone else turned their backs on you--Alastor mostly--since they found out why you joined the hotel in the first place.
  But not Angel.
He was there for you when you cried, when you screamed, when you claimed you hated everything, he sat by you, hugging you tightly, trying to tell you everything was okay. You helped him, he of course couldn't just leave you. He had to be there for you, even if it was kinda painful for him to do so.
  Though one thing was for certain, he was going to do anything he could to get you out of your contract.

🩷: It wouldn't be easy, but he was determined to get you free from Andrealphus. Even if it meant selling his soul yet again to someone else.
   You were worth it, after all.
It took a while, but eventually, your contract was broken by the help of Angel and some others who agreed to come along. (No spoilers!) And in the end, you were forever grateful.

🤍: after your contract was broken, you continued to help out at the hotel, but you began to see things in a different way.
  Mostly Angel Dust. You once saw him as your best buddy, your friend, a battle companion.
  But after everything the two of you went through, you began to feel a tingling sensation whenever he would look at you, or whenever he would say your name.
  Were you in love? You never experienced it before, so how would you know?

💚: Well, you knew you were in love after about a year and a half of knowing Angel Dust. The two of you of course went out sometimes just for fun, but it was never considered a date.
   But the night you knew you were in love was when Angel decided to cook dinner, his old family recipes that he still remembered.
   You didn't see the flirty, sexual Angel Dust, but rather, you saw the real him. Anthony.
   Yep. You definitely were in love with this spider demon. And the awkward yet gentle kiss on your cheek goodnight was proof enough.

🖤: For a while, Angel felt like he would never be good enough for you, but at the same time, he couldn't find himself pushing you away.
   So in the end, he was selfish--as he claims--and decided to make it official.   You were his first girlfriend in Hell, his first real girlfriend, and not a one-night-stand deal. Though choosing to date you, was actually his cure. He managed to cut back on drugs and alcohol, and for the first time ever, he was happy. Really happy.

🩷: your relationship with Angel was kept secret, due to you being Zestial's daughter. If he found out, he would be furious. You always knew that day would come, but you wanted to wait a little while.
   Dates included things like movie night, dancing, lounging, beach days, shopping, cuddles, cooking, dancing, things like that.

🤍: For the physical part of things, Angel held back, even though on day one he felt the desire to take you. He was well experienced in EVERYTHING, whereas you had no idea about anything. Daddy Zestial kept you well sheltered.
  So dating you meant he had to be slow and patient, which was alright with him.
  You were worth every second of that wait, and he wasn't going to fuck it up over the heat building in his pants when he would see something that you would do that would seriously turn him on.

💚: When that day finally came when you ready to experience that part of things, he was thrilled. Especially since he knew he was your first in literally every aspect.
  First kiss, first boyfriend, first date, first touch, first everything.
  He made sure the mood was right, made sure he wasn't going to slow or to fast, and of course, he always would ask if it was too much, if you wanted to stop etc. this was a special moment for you, just as much as it was special for him.
  Though it may not have been his first time physically like you, it was his first time doing it with someone he genuinely loves.

🖤: Of course, the day came when Zestial discovered the relationship. He was against it immediately, but after some explaining and convincing--and proof that you were really happy--Zestial gave his blessing.
   Meaning now, the relationship could be out in the open without the fear of the wrong eyes seeing.
   As the days went on, so did the romance. Angel would randomly sneak up and kiss you from behind, dance with you out of nowhere, hold you from behind. And sometimes not leave the bedroom for hours. He's like that. XD
  Overall, he was your soulmate, just like he was yours.
  Angel knew that if he had a choice, he'd take all those fucked up mistakes and do them again.
  Why? Because it led to you in the end.
And he wouldn't have it any other way.