We had gone in the car far too long without thinking it thoroughly.

"Where are we going?" I inquired but it was an obvious question.

"Just sit back like you always do."

He finally decided to put the keys and turn it, starting the engine.

My head was throbbing, my heart was pounding like no other. I was certainly not used to it anymore. I've been clean for months now. All of my hard work would be gone in an instant. And I didn't want that.

Don't do it. Don't try and go somewhere!

I felt like I have been here before because I had and it didn't matter before. Now that I'm here, all I wanted was to get out.

"It's in the past." He mustered to let out a sigh and that made all the difference.

That was what it took to make me stay and I didn't resist anymore.