aha hiiiii

well, so um i haven't written anything in like half a year. that's strange. i first and formost want to apologise for my abrupt absence i discovered that i made some of you worry and that was never my intention. people we're concerned about my mental health but honestly i am doing really well, so i want to give a little update on my life and the future of this story.

i am a 19 yo student now lmao- jesus i started writing this book when i was still 17. i have a boyfriend now who i love deeply and since covid is kind of over (not really but there are no restrictions anymore in the netherlands) i have been out a lot and am really enjoying my life as a student, which leaves me with little to no time to write or even chill in general lmao

my mental health has been better than ever, and i really want to credit my boyfriend for that as well, he's the best.

but now about this little story of mine... i have messed up the (s)pacing of this book entirely, which drove me to the point where i can't find the motivation to continue to write, seeing as realistically speaking, i don't think we're at the halfway point yet, the story is already more than 50k words. it is now just too overwhelming for me to continue to write. so, i want to make a proposal:

even if i don't think i will ever complete finish writing this story, i have planned out everything that will happen and know exactly where all characters will end up and how the plot goes. because of this i want to maybe do 2 things:

1. share my translated notes of every chapter that i planned out so you can see what would happen if i actually wrote it.

2. open up a sort of q&a where you can ask every question imaginable about the continuation of the story which i will try to answer as thoroughly as possible.

i still hold a close connection to this story; i'm still proud of it and am very much still in love with my dear eris- that will probably never go away. so hopefully, through this i can give you guys the ending to a story that will most likely never be finished.

on another note, i want to announce a new book i will publish soon. it is still very much in the works but i have worked hard on it (and planned it out a lot better so hopefully i can actually finish it in a normal way). it will be a DNF story, not the streamers but more so the personalities of the two in a completely different setting. bc shipping the real streamers gives me the ick. it's gonna be set in a fantasy world with dream as a god and george as a prince. the only thing else i will say is that the story is going to be called 'le droit devin' :]]]]]]

anyways i love you guys a lot. and please let me know if you want me to publish the notes. if you have any questions you can ask them in here somewhere, i don't mind where.

again, i love you lots. you're all a bunch of beauties,
- blue