A I D E N :

where were you today?

you were there in 

person

yet so so far away.

I shouldn't have disturbed you.

But I am cruel

so I decided to 

cut

the string that was holding you together

with a 

crappy pickupline.

Huh.

I don't think I have ever heard you scream and shout so loud

and you ranted

about your friend

about your family

about how I was always making it worse.

And then you ran away.

Later, a girl came to tell me you were sorry.

Even In Apologies You Try To Maintain Hijab!

And when she told me of your apology

I felt something,

a tug 

like someone was tuning my heart strings.

Was that...

remorse?