A I D E N :

What the f-

where the hell

who the flip

freaking

HOME

Expletives escape my mouth

mind remembering nothing.

nothing except brown eyes

and brown skin

and a mysterious body that I would

never get to know.

"Hey man"

deja vu hits me and I remember

words leaving my own mouth

"Hey Babe"

"Dude"

And I'm pulled back into reality

and I ask

"Where, who, Why"

And my friend

explains

what you did

and how you helped me

in the most indirect way possible.

You called a girl who called a friend who called my friend

How?

did you do it.

How?

did you resist

Yet How?

were you so kind

And my intent was to ruin you

Shame On Me