Im walking over to the lab when i pass ambers room and i hear crying wait crying this is going to be the most ungentlmanliest thing ive ever done i opened the door and closed it behind me and in front of me is amber crying really hard

Amber: ..Dad..

That hole thing about her dad must have really shaken her system i sit next to her on the bad and put my hand on her shoulder blades she jolts up and tries to cover up the fact she was crying

Amber: what are you doing here

Shes trying to stop crying but failed i hug her

Me: i heard you crying

Amber: not even the hulk or my dad can hear through those doors

Me: mam you forget im a super soldier

I hear her chuckle and she comes face to face to me

Amber: i want my dad back

She starts crying into my uniform and i put my chin on her head and let her cry

Me: doesnt my chin hurt

Amber (crying): i dont feel much pain anymore

Me: is it cauz of the red room

Amber: yes there is something nobody knows actually many somethings and im tired of hiding those secrets

She crys even harder

Me: shhhhh tell me something

Amber (crying): i cant

Me: shhhhh you can trust me

Amber (whimpering and crying): you know about nat right

Me: yes trained by the red room nobody is even is on the same skill leval as her they tried in the red room and here some people just comes close nothing more

Amber (crying): thats not true

I stare at her

Amber(crying): when i was 6 they toke me to the red room they thought only an assassins daughter as great as clint could be better than nat they toke me thinking i might be the only one who could survive and i did they skipped the mental strengthening and tolerance to pain they went straight to the assasin part

Me: you dont have to continue if you dont

Amber (crying): i cant keep this in anymore they wanted me to be the next black widow and they succeeded

I stared in shock

Amber (crying): when i was 7 i was as good as black widow and during the next year they sent me on missions and upped my training by the time i was 8 i wasnt as good as black widow i was so much more than black widow but i didnt want to hurt anyone anymore so when dad got me i lied on my physical test i only used about a quarter but they still thought i was toooo dangerous and they recruited me since i was eight thats why i hate infirmaries i saw the husbands of wives or children i killed or injured to the point of death with there familys watching them shields right i am dangerous im a monster

Me: your not a monster you had no say in the red room you are not a monster no matter how many times you killed you are not a monster understand

She kept crying into my uniform i cant even imagine what they did to her shes even more dangerous than agent Romanoff and yet she was only eight i dont even want to imagine i feel honored that she told me

Amber: hey spandex

I smile at her

Me: yes

Amber: for some reason i really trust you

And she fell asleep on me i smile at her comment she made And stayed there with her while she slept an hour later i heard voices but they were from her laptop i turned it around and saw stark and banner in the lab this is shield footage but it shouldnt be on her computer

Amber: steve i can explain

I didnt even hear her wake up

Amber: red room they taught us to be quiet when we wake up

Ohh okay

Me: what is this

Amber: i watch you guys talk sometimes because i cant be in the same room without breaking into tears they taught us to control our emotions but somehow i cant stop crying over dad ive cried more in 3 days than in over 16 years you know how messes up that is

Tears were in her eyes about to come out i get it she can watch us probably fury he sure loves her as if she was his own daughter probably gave her access to the footage

Me: it is not messed up the only thing messed up is they taught you not to show your emotions thats what messed up but you show them all the time happiness cheekyness but you hide everything else

Amber: i cant help it

Me: i know but i am very honoured that you shared this information with me

Amber: i did didnt i im sorry i probably shouldve kept my mouth shut but i was crying and i couldnt keep my emotions in

Me: why are you apologizing its good to share its unhealthy to keep everything to your self okay

I cup my hands on her face

Amber: okay i think you better go to uncle t and b i have a feeling okay

Me: okay you coming

Amber: in a minute need to fix my hair and makeup

She forced a smile

Me: okay but ill get you if you dont

Her smile turned genuine

Amber: you can try and also you cant tell nobody what i told you okay

Me: i wont i promise

Amber: thanks

Me: your welcome

I walk out of her room and make it toward stark and banner like i was an hour ago Tony pokes Banner with a MINIATURE ELECTRICAL ROD i walk in on them pissed

Banner: OW

Tony looks at Banner closely

TONY: Nothing

Me: Hey Are you nuts

TONY: You really have got a lid on it haven't you What's your secret Mellow jazz Bongo drums Huge bag of weed

Me: Is everything a joke to you

TONY: Funny things are

Me: Threatening the safety of everyone on this ship isn't funny No offense doctor

BANNER: No it's alright I wouldn't have come aboard if I couldn't handle pointy things

TONY: You're tiptoeing big man You need to strut

Me: And you need to focus on the problem Mr. Stark

TONY: You think I'm not Why did Fury call us and why now.Why not before What isn't he telling us I can't do the equation unless I have all the variables

me: You think Fury's hiding something

TONY: He's a spy.Captain, he's the spy His secrets have secrets It's bugging him too, isn't it

BANNER(bobbling the words): Uh...I just wanna finish my work here and...

Me: Doctor

BANNER: A warm light for all mankind, Loki's jab at Fury about the cube

Me: I heard it

BANNER (pointing at Tony): Well, I think that was meant for you Even if Barton didn't post that all over the news

Me: The Stark Tower That big ugly

Tony gives me a look

Me: ...building in New York

BANNER: It's powered by Stark Reactors self- sustaining energy source That building will run itself for what a year? TONY That's just the prototype I'm kind of the only name in clean energy right now

Wow clean energy im impressed but im still not showing it

BANNER (referring to Tony): So why didn't SHIELD bring him in on the Tesseract project I mean, what are they doing in the energy business in the first place

TONY: I should probably look into that once my decryption programmer finishes breaking into all of SHIELD's secure files

WAIT WHAT

Me: I'm sorry, did you say...

TONY: Jarvis has been running it since I hit the bridge In a few hours we'll know every dirty secret SHIELD has ever tried to hide

holds out a bag of blueberries

TONY: Blueberry

Me: Yet you're confused about why they didn't want you around

TONY: An intelligence organization that fears intelligence Historically not possible

Me: I think Loki's trying to wind us up This is a man who means to start a war and if don't stay focused he'll succeed We have orders we should follow them

TONY: Following is not really my style

Me: And you're all about style aren't you

TONY: Of the people in this room, which one is A wearing a spangly outfit and B not of use

BANNER: Steve tell me none of this smells a little funky to you

i takes in the possibility but as an obedient soldier i shake it off

Me: Just find the cube

I walk out of the lab Still torn apart by the possibility i walk away towards the HULL of the ship so much for obedient soldier

Amber pov

Wow steve that was snarky T is T he should be accepting that i guess i was wrong about steve hu but i still cant shake off that they might know about the hole weapens thing in an hour or two i go to the bathroom and do my hair and makeup and i put on my sunglasses i always wear them except inside so i put them on my forehead i walk out and hear the entire team arguing guess the entire team found out about the hydra weapons i watch a diffrent footage

The ramp of the carrier opens The carrier maneuvers next to one of the large turbine engines dad stands at the base He points the arrow at the engine

Me: ive hot to warn people

I run to the lab but i can hear arguing Back in the lab

Steve: Put on the suit let's go a few rounds

Thor laughs at them ARE THEY ALL FUCKING CRAZY

THOR: You people are so petty... and tiny

B: Yeah, this is a tee...

i get there

Me: HEY

Uncle nick: Agent Romanoff would you escort Dr.Banner back to his...

B: Where You rented my room

Me: HELLOOOOO PEOPLE

Uggggghhh

Uncle nick: The cell was just in case...

I punched the glass and it shattered into pieces but nobody noticed they were all to focused on arguing

B: In case you needed to kill me but you can't I know I tried

I run through them and punched the emergency glass with my bad hand stupid and pushed the red emergency button and spoke into the speaker

Me: this is agent barton well his daughter everybody into battle stations we got intruders here for loki i need defeanses around loki and everyone in charge of the egines find a way to boost it back on one of them are about to blow

I put the mic down and grab bs tablet and show them dad shooting an arrow at the engine

Uncle fury: everyone suit up

Steve: why didnt you tell us

Me: i tried i shouted i punched the glass

I pointed to the shattered glass behind them

Me: but you were all to buzy being snarky

I look at steve

Me: and bitchy

I look at t

Me: now come on lets stop my dad and the rest of lokis team before they reach him

Then then everyone is thrown in every direction Steve Fury Thor and Tony are thrown across while Natasha and B and i are down in the lower equipment room Nat looks over to Banner who is breathing heavy having landed hard Hes gripping the grated floor to maintain control but his eyes are green

Nat: I'm okay We're okay right

Me: nat calm down

I then see our legs stuck on some pipe in the dim light as he struggles to suppress the rage but his face is growing changing slowly Nat and are trying to pull ourselfs painfully free well for nat its painfull

Nat: Doctor... Bruce you gotta fight it This is just what Loki wants We're gonna be okay Listen to me

Two approaching SHIELD soldiers arrive to check on us but i furiously wave them away They bolted out of here

Nat: We're gonna be okay Right I swear on my life I will get you out of this you will walk away and never...

B: Your life

His voice has the change in it the bitter amusement is morphing to a growled threat Another explosion rocks the carrier and he turns to look at her transforming just as the lights go out I get free not caring my hand is fatally bleeding and put in a earbud and put on "back in black" i run up to the hulk and knock him out and turn around to see nat shocked i run and lifted the pole