Have you ever felt like the never ending pain is killing you?
Like it's tarring you to shreds?
Ripping you apart?
Choking at your throat?
Squeezing your lungs?
Piercing your skin?
Threatening you?
Tempting you to commit a sin?
The sin of your death?
For I have felt that,
And I feel that now.

WHAT is wrong with me!?

IS this the end? This has been-

GOING on for far too long! Hasn't it!?

ON what ground do you come to me and say that it will be alright!? For I see nothing but darkness, and feel nothing but pain, and want nothing more then for it to stop, and want nothing more then for it to keep on torturing me.

I MAKE NO SENSE!
CAN'T YOU SEE!?
I AM HERE!
CAN'T YOU SEE!?
I AM SICK!
CAN'T YOU HEAR!?

I can't do what I want and I can't do what I need to, cause my head won't let me, and my limbs do not obey my order, so do not expect anything of me, for I do that very well on my own, and in the end, I am my biggest disappointment who can't get treated, so don't bother with me, please bother, don't you dare care! Care... Does any of us really know what we want? Let alone what we need? What a mess...