"I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone."

"Stop drowning for people who won't go even get in the damn water for you".

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Naomi's POV:

I was so close to jumping, until someone stopped me.

Of course, it was Jimin. He said something that really caught my attention.

"You don't realise don't you? If you jumped, my life will become a blur, my world won't spin, my heart wont beat, and the universe will come crashing down on the boys and I"

It made me think..

We got a call from Krisha.

{Phone Call}

Krisha: "UNNIE!!! COME TO V'S ROOM"

Naomi: "What happened to V?"

Krisha: "THEY WANT TO TAKE HIM SOMEWHERE ELSE.."

I ran to V's room quickly, leaving Jimin. I was stupid, but whatever.

As soon as I stepped into his room, he wasn't there. Instead I see all the boys there crying.

"Where is he??" I asked softly, trying not to cry.

"They want us to arrange a funeral already" Namjoon said.

I was crying. He is definitely gone. My best friend is now gone. There is no way he can come back to life again..

I went outside and sat on the chairs, I cried. V, I'm sorry.. This is all my fault.

Someone approached me, Doctor Park. She sat down next to me.

"Hun, I know your upset. You can see him one more time before you plan his funeral. Would you like to see him?" She asked me crying.

I nodded with sad red puffy eyes.

We arrived in the hospital ward where all the dead people were placed.

I stepped into his room. I saw V, this time he was pale. Of course, because he has no more organs inside of him anymore. He has no more blood inside of his body.

Seeing him dead pained me so much, I walked slowly to him. I hugged his dead body.

"Without you, something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it" I whispered to him crying.

I wish you were here to wipe my tears.

Doctor Park approached me. "It will be okay.."

No it won't, it will never be.

"Goodbyes hurt when the story is not finished and the book has been closed" I replied with tears balling out of my eyes.

I was about to leave the room, I took a glance at V again. "I'll see you in your own funeral.." I whispered and turned around walking.

Jimin's POV:

Naomi just left me like that. Once I went to V's room, I didn't see him there.

"Where is V? And Naomi?" I asked.

Everyone was crying. "They took V to another room,  the ward of dead people. Naomi left crying, but give her space." Namjoon said.

Suga and J-hope nodded crying. I saw Jin looking outside the window with tears rolling down his face.

I walked up to him and cried, "Hyung, I'm glad you're okay."

Jin smiled, "Thank you". I knew that smile was fake. Everything didn't go the way I wanted to.

Naomi walked into the room with sad eyes. "We should start planning the funeral now." She said coldly.

"Noona.. I don't want to see V leave and get buried down in dirt" Jungkook cried.

Krisha and Jungkook weren't sitting next to each other at all, they were both crying their heads off. So was everyone else and I.

"Me too Jungkook, but theres nothing we can do. Mrs Park has told me a place and we can book it.." Naomi said trying not to cry.

"Okay.." Krisha sobbed. Naomi went to her and hugged her. "Dongsaeng, don't cry. You're my happiness, don't cry, jebal. It hurts." Naomi said crying.

"Unnie.." Krisha cried and hugged her back. Everyone else tried to hold back their tears, but we couldn't. It was too hard for all of us.

Jungkook's POV:

*two weeks after*

Today is the funeral for V. Krisha and I haven't talked yet, I guess she's still mad or sad.

I went to her room and knocked. Everyone was getting ready for the funeral.

We all had to wear black.

Krisha opened the door and sighed. "Oh, it's you" she said looking down.

"Jagi, mianhe. Forgive me for my mistakes. I didn't mean to push you away when things were messed up before. I don't want to fight or lose you. I've already lost V, I don't want to lose you either. Forgive me Jagi, he wouldn't want to see us crying and fighting." I said hugging her.

She hugged back, "It's okay Jungkook, I'm sorry too." Krisha smiled and cried.

Krisha's POV:

Today is going to be a hard time, saying goodbye for the last time. It's so hard for us, and I know it'll be hard for Naomi Unnie.

She has lost her childhood best friend.

Jungkook has apologised to be. I missed him a lot.

All eight of us were dressed in black, "Are you ready to go?" Namjoon asked us.

Everyone was looking down towards the floor. "Ani.." Jimin said with tears.

Naomi hugged him, "It's okay babe.. lets go before we get there late" she said putting a letter in her pocket.

It was her speech for the funeral today.

We went in the van, everyone was silent. "How is V's parents?" Suga managed to say.

"Really depressed.." Jin replied. Naomi was leaning her head against the window.

Naomi unnie, I hope you're okay. I also wonder whats in your mind.

Naomi's POV:

We finally arrived in the cemetery. It looked so depressing.. I was feeling depressed and lonely.

"Jagiya.." Jimin said holding my hand. "Mhm?" I replied.

"Be strong."

I smiled, "I will".

I won't. I won't be okay at all. We got down from the van and I saw V's parents. Aunty Jiselle and Uncle Daniel.

"Naomi, is that you?" She asked me with sad eyes. I froze for a second and nodded.

Her eyes widened and hugged me. "I'm sorry Aunty Jiselle.." I cried in her shoulder.

"Don't be sorry honey, be grateful." Uncle Daniel said patting my back.

I looked down.

Surprisingly, I saw my parents too. "Mum.. Dad.." I cried in tears and fell to the floor.

The funeral hasn't started but I was already crying.

"Oh darling, I'm sorry for V's loss." She said lifting me up.

A priest came up, "The funeral will begin".

I sat with Jimin, Krisha and the boys.

The priest was doing all these things, we threw in flowers, also he blessed his coffin.

During the whole time the ceremony has started, the coffin hasn't been opened.

The priest lifted the coffin and I saw V inside there. His hands on his heart, his eyed closed and his blonde hair fixed.

Loud cries were heard from V's parents. Tears came out of my eyes.

"Are there any speeches?" The priest asked looking around. I raised my hand up. "You can do it" Jimin said kissing my lips. I smiled.

I went up and started my speech.

"Hello everyone, my name is Son Naomi. Kim Taehyung and I have been best friends for 22 years. Long time right? We have so much memories together, like when we started pre school together and I accidentally kicked him in the face, when we started elementary together, even high school. It was very happy in the family house with him. He was everyones happiness and everyone's 4D alien. At first, I thought to myself "Is this boy even human?". After being separated from him for seven years was pain. Seeing him after those years was surprising. In a school bus? His nickname was Taehuggy. You're all probably wondering why, it's because his nickname is taetae and his hugs were warm. Seeing him in a coffin is depressing and heart breaking. I would have never thought he would end up this way just to safe a life. V, Jin and I are really lucky. We are grateful for your kidneys. We will look after them well. Honestly, I think the hardest part of losing someone isn't having to say goodbye, but rather learning to live without them. Always trying to fill the void, the emptiness thats left in your heart when they go. I wish we could have created more. No one can beat how kind hearted and caring he is. He is a  best friend you can find in disney shows, and fairy tales. There is no one like him, he is one in a million. Kim Taehyung, my childhood best friend. I love you, and I hope you can hear me from heaven" I said crying.

I looked at the audience and they were sobbing.

I went back to my seat and Jimin hugged me. "Jagiya, you were brave."

I smiled and kissed him.

His coffin was being closed and it was going down towards the dirt that they have dug.

I couldn't bare to see. It was depressing. Everyone was crying so hard. Jin didn't have the guts to look, so he looked away and cried.

I went to him and hugged him. "It's going to be okay" I forced a smile.

V's coffin has been lowered and we had to all leave.

I felt sad and depressed. We all went home and went to our own separate rooms.

I know everyone else was crying in their beds like me.

*one week later*

(STILL NAOMI'S POV)

I left the boys and Krisha alone in the house.

I went to the cemetery and tried to find V's grave.

They had to give it a week to have his name placed on the ground.

Finally I found it his grave.

Kim Taehyung
December 30, 1995 - June 16, 2017
A loving son to Kim Jiselle and Kim Daniel. Caring dongsaeng to Kim Baek. Sweet best friend to Jin, Jimin, Suga, Hoseok, Namjoon, Jungkook and Krisha. A great and loving childhood buddy and first love to the one and only, Son Naomi.