I felt like I was staring at the sky for forever. The rain started to pour not very long after it started.

I sighed and stood up. My stomach instantly hurt, but I just ignored it.

All the possibilities of what could happen tomorrow ran in my head. What if Clyde tells Craig? What do I do? What happens if Craig knew? What happens if Craig makes fun of me for it? 'What if's' spun in my head, giving me a headache making it hard to think.

When I got home it was about two hours after school let out. I was on the ground for a while I guess.

I found a note on the table that said my parents would be gone at a coffee convention for the rest of the week.

That just added to the already very present stress. What if the underpants gnomes come and get me during the night? What if I get raped? Or murdered? Or kidnapped?

I made myself some coffee to calm down. I need to get some sleep, but I can't.

Because my parents aren't home, I end up staying up all night, not even trying to go to sleep.

I stay up watching movies and drinking coffee. Anxiety building up for the day to come.

When my alarm goes off, I look in the mirror. The bags under my eyes are more prominent then before. I looked even paler too. Taking in my whole appearance, I just looked plain sick.

But for some reason, I still decided to go to school.