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To mark his territory again. 

He kissed me very slowly yet passionately making me feel each emotion he was feeling for me. It was very clear in the slow stroke of his soft lips on mine, making me close my eyes tightly and curl my fingers around the sheets as I felt the longing and intensity of his passion. His words increase my heartbeat even more. Even if I'm angry with him for not telling me the truth I can't deny the love I feel for this man. 

For most of my life, his words, his thoughts, and his actions had dominated my mind. Without me knowing he made me so used to him that at one point I couldn't imagine my life without him and to be true I can't imagine my life without him because I don't know when he became my life. The rude arrogant Jack Miller, the person I hated, made me fall for him so deeply that I still have not reached its end. I don't know how much he is planning to make me go crazy for him. 

The thought of leaving him forever made my heart bleed beyond anyone could imagine. Even though I hated him, there was still a very fine line that made me fall for him without me knowing and I don't know when I crossed it and became crazy for him. He has always made me go crazy for him and today his confession that he loves me back has filled that hollow void in my chest which I was trying to fill by myself. 

A single tear slipped from my closed left eye as I accepted my increasing feelings for him the very first time. I know I'm in very great trouble and I can't even help myself anymore. He slowly parted his lips away from me as he felt me shaking a little bite. He wiped the tear away from my cheeks with a pad of the thumb and a fresh tear took its place. 

"What happened to the cupcake," he asked in his pleading voice, making me open my eyes and look at him with glassy eyes. 

"Am I hurting you somewhere?" he asked, almost lifting his body away from me in fear but I stopped him by letting the sheet go away from my hand and cupping his face. He stopped moving away from me as he felt my touch. He leaned in my touch and immediately covered my hand with his which was resting on my cheeks. I slowly moved my head in no. Warm tears still kept slipping out of my glassy orbs and falling from the corner of my eyes. I saw him breathing in relief as he saw me saying no. 

"You want me to stop" in his same soft voice. But I saw the restraint he was putting on himself. I could indeed see that he was on his edge. I saw him breathing hard as he was making himself ready to hear my answer. I again moved my head in no, as I didn't want to see his long face. 

"Then what's wrong," he said in the same soft voice while moving his hand from mine and cupping my face. To answer his question I slapped him but not like I did another day with the same hand from which I was cupping his face. He was a bit shocked but he again put my hand on his little red cheeks. 

"Slap me as much as you want but never tell me to go away from you my wildcat," he said with a bittersweet smile on his face. His words were somehow able to calm my heart but yet evoke a storm at the same time. 

"Why didn't you come early to me?" I complain in my crying anger voice. The Jack Miller I know would never let me alone for the whole six months even if I didn't want to go back with him. I have been stubborn all my life and he always knew to make me go with him. If he wanted he would have taken me back with him a long time ago. I want to know why he came back to me now.  

Did my dad's health make him come back to me or like how dad asked me to give him a chance? Did dad and his parents do the same with him? Did they ask him to give us a chance at our relationship? I wanted to know the answers to all the questions. Instead of answering me, he smiled bittersweetly at me, making me piss even more. 

"Why did you make me wait so long," I asked him in my crying voice instead of slapping him. I cupped his face wanting to know the answer eagerly. He moved his hand to wipe the warm tear with the pad of his thumb with the same bittersweet yee happy smile on his face.

"Why," I said in my soft voice as I was dying to know the answer. I was running out of patience. 

"Because I didn't want to force you anymore. I didn't want to hurt you more than I have done all our life. I didn't want you to hate me anymore" he said the last part in a heavy voice as I saw a very thin layer of glassiness in his light brown eyes. 

"I'm sorry I didn't come early because I had lost all my courage then. Even though I never wanted to let you out of my sight, I didn't want you to have me anymore. It broke me when you said you hate me," he said with the same pained smile on his face. 

"I have been saying it to you all my life but it never stopped you from doing what you want," I huffed with a big fat scowl on my face. 

"Funny thing is you have been saying it to me all your life but on that day I knew you meant it and it was very hard for me to accept it that the love of my life hates me and to when she was carrying our love in her womb. It made me feel like my life was meaningless and when I waited for you outside every day you ignored me and it made me feel like I completely lost you. Breathing was just an act my body was doing to keep me alive in people's eyes but inside I felt dead when you ignored me. I felt like dying---" before he could complete his sentence I shushed him by connecting our lips. I parted my lips slowly as I knew I made myself blank in his head. 

"Never say that again do you think I stood on my balcony in the cold with my swollen feet just for fun," I asked him with questioning eyes. 

"Every day I wait for that one moment when I can see your face. It was like I was only leaving for that moment. Going through the hardship of every day just to feel your presence was the only time I could tell our baby that dad was here to see us" I said sobbing as tears continuously kept slipping out the corner of my eyes. Hearing my words his eyes shone in happiness. He slowly moved his hands from my face to my tummy. 

"Our baby," he said as I had said it the very first time. He caressed my swollen stomach with so much love and care. He moved down and kissed it tenderly, making me smile. I saw a teardrop fall from his eyes on my baby bump. I know how much he wanted to make me pregnant. He always wanted to be a dad and I have deprived him of loving our child and I felt guilty as I bore our child between our pretty fights. 

"I'm sorry," I said as I saw him still lovingly pressing a kiss to my baby bump. Listening to my words he looked at me with raised eyebrows. 

"I'm sorry for not letting you do this to our baby," I said, gesturing at his loving act towards our unborn child. 

"Don't be sorry. I'm happy that you are letting me do it now" he said while moving up and kissing my forehead lovingly. It warms my heart and tightens my chest at the same time. My eyes moved all over his happy face. 

"Nina just gave me a chance to make everything right for us and our baby. I promised these times I will not let you down" he said in his pleading voice while looking straight into my eyes. I cupped his face with both of my hands. I was going to give them a chance to improve our relationship and our relationship further. But before that, I wanted to forget everything to start new. 

"Jack, make love to me, make me forget everything"

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