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Sighing gently to myself, I stand in my bedroom with my eyes trained in on my reflection. Insecurities picking away slowly and slowly at my mind as I judge my appearance with a small sniffle. Hands sliding over my stomach, looking at the skin and trying to figure out why on earth it decided to heal this way. Phlegm slowly building up in my throat as I clear my throat and shake my head with a whine. Hands slightly shaking as I can't manage to tear my eyes away from each and every insecurity. My mind reeling with sorrow...

The scars on my stomach stick out the most, unable to leave my eyesight. They stick out like a sore thumb. They really, really do. All they serve is a reminder of that time I got kidnapped. Being trapped in a windowless room that never had any heating. Being cold in the corner, shivering on the slab of stone for a bed with the thinnest blanket known to man to try and keep me warm...

Why couldn't they just go away?...

I don't need any more reminders of that night. I don't want to know what happened anymore, I just want to forget that night... why couldn't it just go away? Why does it have to stay ingrained in my mind?! I don't want it! I don't —

"What are you doing looking in the mirror with a frown on your face?" Keigo asks as he walks into our bedroom. The male sending me a small reassuring smile as my teeth worry the skin of my bottom lip. Unfortunately, Keigo can read me like an open book, so can't exactly lie my way out of this one, "Babe? Talk to me, what's gotten you feeling all blue?"

I almost want to scoff at that question. I have to almost bite back a cynical laugh that threatens to leave my lips as the questions leaves his lips. What's got me feeling down? I mean... I have many things that I could think of that makes me want to cry. What do I have that possibly makes me want to curl into myself and hide for the rest of my life? What makes me want to smash the mirror into nothing but dust particles? I mean...

Where do I even begin?...

Do I just leave the question and play it cool, act like I haven't just been staring in the mirror for the last half an hour? Do I face it head on and have a rant about everything that I feel is wrong with me? What do I even begin to do with this?

Part of me just wants to brush him off, to tell him that everything is fine. Smile the pain away and act like this never happened. Act like today's just an off day mentally and just go back to sitting on the couch and eating junk food until the slump finally passes without Keigo having to know a single detail. However; some parts of me want me to list everything and anything I can think of that's got me feeling like I can't do this anymore. Parts of me want me to burst into tears and seek comfort from the one man that I have sort of devoted my life to right now...

I just don't know what to do in this situation...

Keigo is hurting enough as it is. The last thing I want him to worry about is me. He has more things that he needs to worry about than worrying about me frowning at my reflection, I know that for a fact. He doesn't need to worry, he really doesn't. Losing his wings and being unable to work for a couple of weeks is bad enough on his mind. What will it do when I tell him I'm being so self conscious about my body that I plan on never undressing again? Last thing I want is to upset Keigo more than he already is.

However, the more I contemplate about my response, the more worried and anxious my boyfriend gets. If he had his wings right now, they'd be fluffed up. His yellow irises watching me with utter perturbation as I look down at my feet and fiddle with my fingers. The irony of it all, huh? The more quiet I become, the more anxious he gets. It's bad enough that he can read whatever I'm feeling. He can't not know what I'm feeling... it's like a sixth sense to him or something. Or maybe it's a bird thing?

"Baby, talk to me," Keigo tells me making my bite my lip as I slink down onto my bed with a sigh. Eyes focusing on my feet as I run my fingers through my hair, "Tell me what's happened... please? You know I won't judge,"

"Wow, look at you, you're growing," I tease, laughing as he throws a pillow at me for teasing him about not being judgemental like he was in high school, "And it's nothing, I'm fine,"

"You're not leaving this room unless you tell me," Keigo says, shutting the door behind him and leaning against it making me arch a brow at his childish behaviour, "So ha! Get owned!"

"You do realise I could kick you in the balls and you'd go down like a light?" I ask, biting back a grin as he gawks at me with wide eyes at the statement, "So you don't really have any power in this situation,"

"You wouldn't dare kick me there! Especially riding on the talk about children!" Keigo whines, butting his head against the door while I roll my eyes and lay down on the bed with an exasperated sigh, "Would you just tell me what's going on? If you don't tell me... I'll uh... I'm not putting out,"

"When do you ever?" I hum, snorting when another pillow flies my way and smacks me in the face. Keigo whining as I hike myself to slightly stand on my elbows, "So what is your brilliant plan, oh great Hawks?"

"You have to tell me! Come on! I really wanna know," Keigo whines, pouting at the fact that I'm dragging this along further and further with a playful grin, "Tell me what's going on right, or I'm going to... uh..."

"Kei —"

"Hold on a second! I'm trying to think!" Keigo squeaks, resting his finger against his chin as he tries to find something to blackmail me with into telling him what's wrong with me, "Uh... I'll... Ooh! Ooh! I won't take you to that restaurant I was telling you about for our date!"

"Oh hit me where it hurts, why don't you?" I hum flatly, squeaking out in shock as Keigo walks over and grabs my shoulders and shakes me with a pathetic whine leaving his lips, "Okay! Okay! I'll tell you, just please, stop being a child for two seconds,"

"Yes! Nagging works!" Keigo cheers, throwing his hands up into the air before grinning toward me as he sits in front of me, "Now please, tell your loving boyfriend what seems to be the problem~"

Taking a deep breath, I slowly slide myself further down the bed. As soon as my back hits against the headboard, I look up at Keigo who sides himself beside me and kisses my cheek as I rest my cheek against his shoulder. Keigo wraps his arm around me and allows me to cuddle up to him before sharing a soft kiss with him.

"I just..." I begin before sighing gently as I fiddle with the hem of his shirt. My heart hammering against my chest, "I'm just getting a bit self conscious with all the scars and stuff... it's not a big deal, really... I —"

"Hey, don't dismiss your feelings and think they're not valid," Keigo tells me, cupping my cheek and forcing me to look up at him with a small hum, "Baby, you're beautiful with your scars, they show me that you're strong and that you're so so brave. You've been through a lot these past few weeks, you've been starved... you've been exploited with your quirk... you have a right to feel like this. And it's my job to help you feel better about yourself,"

"You're so sweet, Kei," I hum, leaning into his touch as he rubs my cheek with his thumb. A faint smile on his lips as he kisses my neck softly, "Mmm... Angel in her bed?"

"No, she's with your mom and aunt," Keigo hums, pressing more kisses into my neck, his hand sliding down my side and resting on my thigh as I hum gently at his ministrations, "Mom and Aunt Yuna are out taking her to their place for the evening since I asked them to,"

"Oh right?" I hum softly, releasing a small gasp as Keigo's hand slowly slides into my underwear and gently rubs circles on my clit. My legs slightly spreading as I look up at him, "Why's that?"

"I thought you'd need a bit of loving tonight," Keigo hums, sliding us down so we're on our backs, Keigo on his side as he peppers kisses on the sensitive skin of my neck, "If that's what you want, baby? I'll stop if you tell me to,"

"Kei, I can't turn you down," I hum, closing my eyes slightly and relax as I feel the pads of his fingers gently stroking over my lower region. A faint whine leaving my lips as my lips slightly flutter with want, "Mmm... stop teasing me!"

A deep chuckle echoes through Keigo's throat as he nuzzles his nose into my neck and wraps his lips around a second of the skin. My eyes widening as he finally pushes a finger inside, my walls clamping down on the digit immediately as I release a mewl. A faint smile playing on my lips as Keigo adds a second finger and leaves hickeys amongst my skin with a small chuckle.

His fingers rubbing against my walls chase mewls from my lips as I look into his yellow irises. The male smirking my way as he pulls his fingers out to elicit a whine from my lips. A grin plays on my lips as I sit up, pressing my lips against his as I hastily begin to undo the buttons on my blouse. Immediately, I shrug off my blouse once the buttons are undone and throw it to the side with a small hum. Pulling away for a split second, Keigo throws his shirt to the side and kicks off his shorts while I kick off my jeans. The pair of us giggling like schoolchildren as Keigo shuts the curtains and climbs back onto the bed, caging me against the plush mattress and his body.

With our articles of clothing flung across the room, Keigo and I finally get to work. A small hum leaving my lips as Keigo attacks my skin with as many kisses as he can. His hands sliding down my sides while I wrap my arms around his neck to pull him closer. As Keigo pulls back up, admiring my figure, he grins to himself before looking at me in the eyes. Smiling to himself, Keigo kisses my nose before sitting up and pulling himself over my body.

"You're so beautiful," he coos, kissing down my chest, smiling when I whine to myself and shake my head as he kisses the scars across my stomach, "This is nothing to be ashamed about, they're beautiful just like you... and our baby, when we have them, will think their mama is the coolest person ever,"

"And their daddy," I coo, kissing his cheek as he chuckles to himself and smirks my way, "What?"

"You wanna try?" He asks, grinning toward me while I arch a brow and hum with a shake of my head. The male whining at my actions, "Aw... come on!"

"Kei, you can try but I need to get off my birth control first," I tell him, watching as he deflates slightly in front of me before grumbling, "I just don't want you to get too excited about something that won't happen for a while... how about I stop going on it tomorrow? Will that make you feel better?"

"Yes!" Keigo cheers, grinning to himself as he settles himself in between my spread legs and goes back to rubbing circles on my clit. The male smirking as I release a small mewl, "Oh I can't wait! Can I do it without the condom? Pretty please?"

"Pretty please? You talk to villains like that?" I tease, gasping as he slides two fingers into my entrance without a word. The male smirking as I whine and buck my hips against his fingers while he thrusts them, "Okay! Ngh... yes, you can do it without... you're clean right?"

"Of course I'm clean," Keigo coos, kissing my neck as he thrusts his fingers into my core to stretch me out. A grin on his lips as he curls his fingers upwards, his ears picking up on the liquid gold that is my moans, "God... I could do this all day... you look so beautiful,"

"K — Kei... Ngh..." I mewl, arching my back slightly as he peppers kisses along my chest and nuzzling against my breasts, "F — ah... come on! Don't keep teasing m — nwah..."

"Shhh, baby, let me take care of you," Keigo hums, burying his fingers knuckle deep. Stomach twisting with utter pleasure as my toes scrunch up with my thighs trembling with need. Eyesight becoming slightly hazy as I wait for him, "Let me handle it, you sit back and enjoy the ride,"

Trusting Keigo with every inch of my being, I relax onto the bed and take a deep breath. My eyes focusing on his as he kicks off his boxers and slides his fingers from my core. My walls flutter around nothing, desperately wanting something inside. Wanting something to rub against them, creating friction. The male grins as he grabs the bottle of lube from the nightstand and lathers it over his cock with a small hum. The excitement of doing it without protection radiating from his person making me smile to myself as he positions himself.

With my legs over his shoulders, his knees underneath my back to prop me up slightly, Keigo gently guides himself through. His face scrunching up in utter pleasure as he breaches, a gasp leaving my lips as my head is thrown back. The pillow beneath my head crumpling under the pressure as he continues to push further into me, his hip gently bumping against my own as he finally gets as deep as he'll allow himself. The pair of us panting as we adjust to the predicament. The stretch of my walls deliciously coursing through my body.

"Ready?" Keigo asks, gently grinding his hips against mine to test the water. A grin on his lips as I moan, "I'll take that as a yes,"

Bracing himself against the bed, Keigo gently begins to snap his hips against mine. The sound of skin slapping beginning go echo around the room while I cup his face in my hands and mumble his name every so often. A groan leaving my lips as he slams his lips against mine for good measure. Our lips moulding against one another as the spark in my stomach ignites an even brighter flame. My stomach twisting with utter happiness as he squeezes my ass in his hands. Hands slide across his shoulders and around his neck. Pulling him even closer toward me. A faint chuckle leaving his lips slowly merges into a moan as I tightly wrap my walls around him while arching my back. Our eyes unable to leave one another's as he continues to thrust.

"F — ah... god, baby..." Keigo groans, practically folding me in half as he kisses my neck and slams himself harder into me as he picks up the speed, "I — ngh... I love you so damn much,"

"Love you — ngh — too," I gasp out, digging my nails into his back, trying to be careful of the burns, as I wrap my ankles around one another to trap him in between my legs, "Fuck, Kei... h — harder!"

Happily obliging to the request, Keigo snaps his hips harder against me. My moans filling the space of the room as the friction creates electricity through my body. Toes curling. Mouth hanging open and eyes scrunching up as all I can do is just take what he gives to me in this situation. Back arching, I dig my heels into his back as he continues to thrust, hips slapping against my own. His hands work wonders over my body, keeping me in place and kneading the flesh of my breasts and ass as he pleases. The pair of us —

Fuck...

Immediately, my thoughts are stopped with one single thrust. The tip of his cock slapping against that bundle of nerves that makes my mind all hazy and fuzzy. Mouth releasing a high pitched moan as I look up at him, whining as he smirks playfully toward me before continuously abusing that spot. Heart in my throat, I arch my back and dig my nails harder into his skin, hard enough to leave crescent indentations in his skin.

"I — fuck... Keigo! I'm gonna..." I whine, my eyes rolling to the back of my head as he continues his onslaught of fucking right into me with a groan, "Shit... I'm gonna cum!"

"Me too baby, can I do it inside?" He asks, hissing through his teeth as I tighten a considerable amount around his cock and pull him closer with a small whine, "Please?"

"Y — yeah! Go ahead," I mewl, gasping out as his hips begin to thrust more erratically. Keigo buries his head into my neck as he digs himself as deep as he can, "F — ah! Ngh..."

As Keigo becomes more erratic, the knot in my stomach finally snaps and the water bubbles over. Juices beginning to coat Keigo's cock as I release a whine mixed in with a moan while throwing my head back. My walls spasming around his cock. Thighs trembling with utter pleasure as I pant gently and look up at Keigo, a tired smile on my lips as he buries himself to the hilt and releases himself. The male groaning as he throws himself over me with a choked groan.

"Fuck baby... god that was good," Keigo groans, panting as he pulls out and slumps onto the bed beside me as I pant gently and shift to get comfortable, "Always a good lay, baby bird,"

"You're unbelievable," I groan, rubbing the bridge of my nose as I snuggle into his side and kiss his cheek with a hum, "But thank you for that, I really needed that,"

Keigo chuckles softly and sits up, throwing on a pair of boxers before heading toward our connected bathroom. Seconds later, he leaves the bathroom with a washcloth and gently wipes me down with a small hum. A giggle leaving my lips as he slides a pair of his fresh boxers on my body and then hands me one of his shirts to wear as well. My heart squeezing with happiness as he winks my way before the doorbell rings.

"Who's that?" I ask confused, frowning as Keigo walks downstairs without even telling me who it is. A faint sigh leaving my lips before gasping as he walks in with a bucket of fried chicken, "Oh my god! You ordered fried chicken?!"

"Yeah, I was gonna ask if you wanted any but then you were sad so," Keigo begins as he sits beside me and turns on the tv in our bedroom, wrapping the blankets around us as he places the huge share bucket between us, "So I ordered a share bucket in case,"

"Well, I am hungry,"...

"See! I'm full of great ideas!"...

"I wouldn't go that far,"...