Seungmin POV

Han enters the room. I turn to him and ask him in the same second: "Where is Innie!"

"Balcony!", he answers harshly. What have I done, that he hates me? I look at Minho distressed. He just gives me an apologetic smile and drags Jisung at his waist to the kitchen where the others are laughing, while waiting for us with the drinks. We eated a few hours ago and the night is cold and dark already.

"Jeongin, will you come in?"

He nods slowly without even looking at me: "Yeah, go in again."

Sad I turn around and wanted to leave, but the next question of him makes me stop my doing abruptly.

"Seungmin, do you think I can break your heart?", his voice sounds strong and this tone mixed with his question scares me.

"Would you cheat on me?"

"Never."

"Will you get bored of me?"

"How can I know that? We never know that until it happens, don't we? You could also get bored of me.", Innie turns around and the view destroys me. His eyes are red, dry tears decorate his cheeks and his lips are purple because of the coldness.

"What has Han told you, that hurted you so much?", my question only left my mouth in a faint whisper. I don't even know if he had heard me. Without waiting for an answer, I go ahead.

"A relationship needs trust. Nobody will ever know what happens in the future. We need to believe and love. This is not a bad movie. We can't know what happens next. But that is why life is exciting. This is the spirit we live for. The end of good movies can never be predicted, still we love them. If you love the character AND the actor, the movie can't be to bad. As long as it's not hate in the streets, love in the sheets, as long as we don't hide, as long as our love is not a game to anyone of us, as long as we mean it, this movie will be ours and we can control the ending. I love you, Jeongin. I love you from the bottom of my heart. So, will you be my boyfriend until someone kills our love? Until this movie is not good anymore? We will see how long it is, but until that moment live with me Innie, don't think too much."

I kneel down before him and kiss the back of his hand.

"I should be the one saying that.", he sniefs and falls around my neck.

"Wae? Just because you are Top, I can't confess?", I chuckle.

Innie laughs too: "Hate in the streets, love in the streets? That's kitschy."

"I stole it from Felix, he always says: 'When it's hate in the streets, love in the sheets, there is no true love in the relationship.'"

He laughs and I hold the door open for him. He is so beautiful when he laughs. Not that he isn't beautiful so.

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And Lix stole it from this wonderful author, whose live is to flex with bad quotes I invent.

Writing this to SKZ2021 and Winter Falls (gave me the right vibes for writing some confessions). Which song of it is your fav of SKZ2021? Small Stay poll.

Thank u ❤️ cu, lovelies
PS: sry that the chap was so short. only a few more days, than I have holidays. I am excited. and on the we i will write more too.