I loved this confession. I needed this confession. It was a confession, wasn't it?

"You... you mean it?", my voice trembles.

"I do.", Felix' voice does not tremble.

"You love me?"

"That's what I said."

That was Felix' last sentence, then he leaves the room, walking on the hallway, leaving our roomdoor open for me to decide. Should I follow him? Hyunjin, do you love him? I thought back at all the moments. The hugs, the kiss, the talks. Oh fuck, and how I love this guy. I definitely should follow him.

My legs run like they are determind only for that. I don't even care closing the door. Only actors we know are in this building, so I don't have to care. At the end of the hallway, I see Felix entering the elevator. Only a few steps away. The door closed. But I got my hand between it. So now we two are awkwardly standing next to each other in the small room of the elevator.

"Felix, let's go for a walk."

I see how he is confused. I see how he hesitates, but I also see how he nods.

We walk along the river, over bridges. We came to an park.

"Do you want ice cream?", I tried to break the awkward silence. His eyes lit up and I had to smile.

"Do you still like Mango?"

He looks surprised.

"You still remember?"

"Well, Lix: That's what it's like, when you are in love."

I confessed. Oh my, I did it. I am so nervous right now. How will he react? I look at Felix. His eyes are teary.

"Please don't cry. I am sorry. I am really sorry. I tried my best to protect you. I promised your brother. I was not supposed to fall in love. I only thought because you said-"

His soft lips met mine and interrupt my uninteresting, insecure speech. It feels so good. It feels so right. My hands find their way to Felix' hips automatically. It feels so perfect. I really don't want want this moment to end. Lix' small, cute hands hold my neck desperate, like he is to scared to leave me. I also don't want to leave him now. I am too scared that this could be just a dream. But we needed to break the kiss. We needed oxygen. Felix' forhead finds mine in the second our lips parted.

"I love you so much, Hyun!"

"I love you too, Lix. I love you too."

It was just a faint whisper. They both were just faint whispers. But there were so much emotions in there. It nearly was overwhelming. As I got my mind working again, I lightly laid one arm around Felix' hips and drag him to the ice cream truck.

"One with Mango and one with Vanilla, please."

We get our ice cream, paid and walk around the park. Felix is licking his ice cream like a small kid. It looks so cute. He is just a little, childish sunshine and I love him and want to protect for the rest of my days. We really did it! But what are we now? I automatically gripped Felix' hand stronger.

"Felix, are we boyfriends now?"

"I don't think so. You haven't asked me yet, have you?"

I chuckle.

"So, Lee-Bang Felix. Do you honor me, with being my boyfriend, my love?"

Felix is now standing infront of me, the river next to us, the trees over us, the sunshine around us. He is blushing. The moment can't be better.

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Ahhhh, only short Chap. I hope I get a longer one, tomorrow. I am so stressed right now.

Big thanks to BbokAri_Lixie14!

And a lots of love to all who read this, CU lovelies.