She was ready to suffocate herself with his love silently
She was ready to keep her promise that even if she ever fell in love with him...she will not risk his career for her selfish love.

He was back in kma....after his trial
But nothing was same between them

An unsaid deal to remain distant
An unsaid decision to drift away from each other
Very smartly skipping conversation in crowd without getting noticed.
Never crossing eachothers path.

His withdrawal
His resistance

Never ever she was hurt
She knew this was meant to be
She knew she is not good for him

Those silent conversation
Those quite encounters
When they use to hide the anxiety of their heart coming in their eyes.

Pretending as if nothing happened
As they don't feel at all the way it is

Never letting their heart win...over their mind.

But no matter how hard she deny
Somewhere in the corner of her heart
She had waited for him.
Not admitting this even to herself
But her secret desires sometimes slipping in her dreams.
Where life is less cruel to her.

And she use to wake up not pondering her mind over those dreams.

He is so divine
That she can't even wish to have him
Indeed how lucky that girl will be ....who will rule his heart.
She can definitely never be that girl.

And collecting the pieces of her heart she had returned back her home after graduation
Not even meeting him one last time.