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People who smile wholeheartedly looks happier to the world, world thinks their life is full of lights lying consciously within them... But harsh reality lies within heart, there is so true line "Every shiny surface is not diamonds " this phrase suits perfectly to Shehnaaz and shubh.

Sidharth's state of mind had taken toll on him, he had been into the pool of emotions, feeling and truth but still he felt numb, he couldn't recognise which part of his body had embraced those feelings because heart was stiff and brain became numb.
It was just the image of yesterday when he was on cloud nine thinking about reaching home and drawn towards the heavens he left one month ago, he thought he would surprise his naaz with his sudden entry, but his luck turned sour after landing, the moment he stepped here he had been showered by surprises... first Shehnaaz's accident and then this, these siblings story.
He wasn't able to react at that time seeing shubh broken but now it dawn upon him that his naaz have a brother too and that is non other than his own friend, friend... with whom he had spend his almost career. The person he grown up playing cricket, the person he shared all his success and failures,  the person with whom he shared all his team and room... came out to be big brother of his girl.
His eyes widened at realisation... he looked at his left where shubh was tapping his feet continuously in desperation,  and he looked away, shrugging all the thoughts.

His mind traveled back to the person who had occupied it form so long... His naaz... he wasn't able to accept that the girl he knew, who always seen chirping, jolly, who always spread the shine and lightening all around her, who was so angelic to peace out anyone's chaos, had faced so much alone... so did the person sitting next to him had. Shubh was the person, so humourous, lively... he never thought he will br so void and broken from inside.

"Shubh, bache shant hojao... sab thik hojaega" Sidharth's trance broke by the conversation.

"Thanks uncle" Ashokji smiled at him this young man always made him fascinated towards him. But knowing the truth that the two important children who were so close to them stayed so far from each other his heart churned seeing the two.

"Tension mat lo beta... shayad woh tumhe maaf karde... Shehnaaz ka dil bohot saaf hai" Ashokji said to give him atleast some relaxation and looked at sidharth who gave him carry on look.

"uncle, she is just like a sea when calm it looks so beautiful, if turned wild them most dangerous too" As he said Ashokji looked at sidharth.

" She was calm... she hugged me because she missed  me, that doesn't mean she has forgiven me... and honestly i don't want that because i deserve her madness... its just i cant see hate in her eyes" Shubh Expressed his feelings and rubbed his palm over his face taking deep breaths.

"Everything will be fine" Sidharth patted his back and he smiled in return.

Shehbaaz came out from her cabin after checking her.

"Kaise hai meri noor?" daado was the first one to stood up.

"Abhi bilkul thik hai par abhi hum mese koi ek hi milsakta hai kyu ki woh koi pressure, tension ya shock nahi jhel sakti, brain cells injured hai" Shehbaaz said to everyone while they nodded in understanding.

"Shubh, tum jao" Ashokji said.

"Nahi uncle, sidharth... tu ja" He replied to him and turned to sidharth.

" But shubh..." He was cut off by him.

"Sidharth, she needs you... i know... Shehbaaz ne bola na she can't take any pressure now... and you are the only one who can give her peace" He blinked his eyes making his heart flutter rapidly.

Sidharth entered in the room with maa because he didn't wanted to discomfort her or hurt        in anyway by his excitement or longing, she needs tenderness and who can be more tender than a mother.... the sight in front made his eyes welled up which he suppressed by clenching his hand.

She just opened her heavy, blurry eyes and due to heaviness it was about to close again but stopped just at the time it falls on the two figure standing by her sides... her blurry vision refused to see clearly but does she even need to recognize them... they were just not people but the souls she was yearning for, yearning to get into their holds, yearning for their pampering, yearning for their smile...
And it happened... her all yearning came to an hollow breakage when she was trying to get up and stumble back on two arms which held the strongest power in the world... a mother's hold... the most tender one.

"Maa..." A bruised mumbled escape in order to believe her existence and she smiled amidst all the cracks at the corner of her lips which hurts.

"Mai thik hu...itna bhi mat roo please" She exclaimed but she still felt drops of tears on her neck which was falling from her eyes.

"maa..." The whined was very clear in her wounded voice.

"Bas... bas zyada bolne ki zarurat nahi hai... rona toh ayga na... meri bachi" After all courage maa spoke... showing all the love... exclaiming tenderness.

"Ab tujhe khudki nazro se kabhi dur nahi karungi..." She peppered her with kisses.

"Baba bulaenge tab bhi nahi..." All her words came with a pause but it filled easiness around.

"Badmaash" Maa chuckled at the goofball who was just being mischievous even in hospital bed.

Sidharth never saw his maa this possessive for someone except him... she was the one who built him not only him but all the bandars together but she never shown the broken side of her and now seeing her being openly possessive about someone and that someone too... his girl... his alhaya, set his soul in jump.

He moved forward in daze, not believing that he is seeing her in real... safe and sound... after almost losing her, he passed his mother and stood on the other side which had her back being in his mother's arm partially as she just kept her head on inside her neck because of the back surgery.

"Sidharth..." And that audible enough weak mumbled accelerated his beats... and his hand stopped in the half way as she could feel him even without seeing.

"Yehi hai..." maa spoke or assured, she herself didn't know... and it came as certitude... that she was finding him... just his presence.

His palm touched the place over falling strands above her ears and she automatically leaned onto his touch which made her feel giddy all of a sudden and gave the unknown power which can emit from him only... and he gave the touch to make her and himself assures that the warmth is there... with them... from them... always and forever for them.

She looked at him as he made her rest her upper body on the bed rest and his face transpired to be just above hers, and that one look of him and her all graved emotions transform within tears and welled her half opened eyes... her eyes held pain, not the physical one but the one that is caused her suffering ... guilt, for making him witnessed her broken bruised side... longing, to be in his bubble of peace which he always provided.... and complaint, that something bad happened.

His hand already found his belonging, her hand... which happened as a reflection to be close to her in anyway. Maa went out leaving them alone.

"Do i need to tell you how much scared i was? " He said and rubbed his hands on her strands which got stuck with her bandages on forehead...it can itch her.

She just nodded negatively through eyes anable to release any words.

"App itni jaldi kaise aay" after sometimes she mumbled difficutly as he sat beside her and caressed her wrist.

" Bas third day pe match jeet gay toh hum agay wapas" He spoke softly while caressing her shoulders... she felt her skin burning at the sensation. But soon realisations dawn upon her on his words " humlog" then she remembered what this means.
Sidharth could sense her tension and he regretted saying that.

"Alhaya..." He called out ever so softly that her ears would hardly able to listen due to pain but her heart can easily hear his breath and she hummed in response but it blew a air on his face.

"You need to rest... kal tum sabse milna... aj aram karo" He spoke and she slightly tilted her head instead of nodding, he understood that she can't nod.

"Sidharth..." She murmured holding his hand tightly.

"Hmm" he leaned on to her level trying to listen what she was saying.

"Can hold me for once" she uttered breathy words and his heart skipped beating, he was dying to grab her in his arms but that was scaring him, not to harm her.

"Alhaya... your back is wounded... it will hurt you " he tried to reason out and consoled his own heart too.

"Please..." Her urges broke his patience.... she understood all his feelings... and he did what both hearts and souls wanted... he with air passing distance hovered her and kept his face just beside her head on the pillow, She had nothing of him to hold because he was too huge for her to be gathered in her arms so she hugged his arms and his from another hand she held his smooth hairy head because of his chiseled jaw which lightly rubbed against her skin below her ears... she felt her all numbness replaced with sensation... goosebumps erected even the hairs from roots.

"Close your eyes... mai yahi hu... okay" he kissed her forehead and lingered his lips more to gathered the sensation of her skin which he can store for long.

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Next morning, he woke up as his phone rang... he had spent the night there in the hospital only.

"Shehnaaz kaise hai?" Jay asked as soon his phone was received.

"Thik hai so rahi hai... kal sham ko milne dia tha... she is better " He replied, his voice sounded sleepy.

"Humlog abhi wale time ajay?... Shubh ko jana hai idhar" Jay asked looking at back... shubh refused every essentials offered to him... Food, rest, dress... he just wanted to be with sidharth.

"Nahi... I'll talk to him... abhi woh shayad hi uthe... uth bhi gay toh dressing and all hoga...toh come at afternoon " Sidharth was wide awake till now.

"okay chal bye"

"Hmm" he hung up and sighed deeply... these two brother... sister are too stubborn.

Everyone reached at afternoon and went inside to meet her

She opened her eyes and blinked her lids rapidly to get adjust in the light. Her head spins with sharp pain and she winced trying getting up.

"Naazu... aram se" kaya helped her... she weakly looked at everyone... her eyes was less heavy now... and her heart pounded with happiness looking at them.
Kaya, mahi, shefu peppered her with kisses making her smile.

"Kaise hai cupcake?" Jay asked ruffling her hairs, she blinked her eyes at him.

"khushi bas jaldi thik hoja... yeh kushal ne pareshan kardia hai" vikas spoke making her chuckled lightly.

"Mai toh soch raha hu... Shehnaaz ke baju me ek bed lagwa lu... aram se... kya bolti hai, Shehnaaz? " Kushal spoke earning a smack from sidharth.

"Ha waise bhi jaise teri harkate hai... koi shak hai nahi iss baat pe" Everyone laughed making her giggle too, but her eyes caught a jet black smiling eyes and she felt her heart thudding... she wanted to smack that person long hairs.... she wanted to beat the hell out him and scream that how much she missed him.

"Bonu... tu thik hai aram se" Shubh came passing sidharth and sat beside her... he was determined to coax her...She looked at him coldly, and removed his hand. Shubh's mind stirred with confusion.

"Meri fikr karne ki zarurat nahi hai" she spoke looking at window on her right side.
His heart pained at her comments but he was ready for all.

"Aisa toh mat bol meri jaan... i know i was wrong and so the situation was... atleast let me explain... bacha! " he spoke and his voice failed his all attempts to hide his tears, her eyes felt heavy with the wavelength of her emotions.

"Mujhe koi baat nahi karni" He shut his eyes in dejection as he felt his breath going away.

Everyone was shocked at her reaction... they never saw Shehnaaz this harsh on someone...Dada, dadi felt helpless looking at both of them fighting each other for each other, Ashokji stopped ritaji when she was about to say something to Shehnaaz. Others were to baffled to understand anything.

"Shehnaaz, tu bimar hai pehle thik hoja..." He was cut off by her.

"Yaha mera parivar hai... jo meri parvah karte hai mere sath dete hai... aur wohlog mera khyal rakh sakta hai... mai thik hojaungi " His breath stopped for a moment on her remark, his fear came back... obviously they are priorities because they deserve that...but he lured his heart because he somewhere knew she is saying all this in anger.

"Mai naraz hu iska yeh matlb nahi ki phir bhag jana.... yaha har insan mera parivar hai "
His steps haulted on hearing her and a slight grin leaked out of his eyes.

"Tange tor dungi agar kahi gaya toh" She snapped her finger at him making him stiff at his place. Sidharth felt someone chocked him, he looked wide eyes at Shehnaaz then at shubh. Where others felt ground sleeping away.
Kushal phone dropped on the ground so his jaw.

"Yeh mujhe dhamki kyu sunai derahi hai" kushal whispered in Jay's ears.

"Kyu ki dhamki hi thi" he coughed looking at them.

Shubh nodded his head vigorously...

"Yahi hu bacha... bolto hospital join karlu? " He said and everyone smiled knowing things falling at better places somehow.

"Tedhe kaam hi ate hai tujhe?.... " She tsk showing angry faces, two brown eyes filled  with amusement looked at her... sidharth saw her different side today which looked so adorable.

"Kya karu bata...?" he asked like a obedient... she smirked a bit.

"Har roz report le meri... attendance de mujhe" She spoke casually everyone laughed and he smiled as his eyes welled up looking at his naughty kiddo...angry one though.

"Maine sahi suna na?" Sidharth whispered to shubh after sometimes when all the family members were meeting her.

"Aise kafi kuch sunega future me... this just starting " he winked at him making chuckle.

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