Hellllloooo guys i hope everyone is fine.

I still updated respect of the things that you guys didn't completed the target.... i am really disheartened.
Not going say much but this is for the people who genuinely loved my work and waited for me. I hope you enjoy this.

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"James....James Edward...inspector in Stephen security department " he spoke those words with a bit strict voice...he thought that may be the tone and indirect information could make her believe them and they would not have to reveal who they work for.

Shehnaaz who got a tiny hint of their their connection with that name of the department, who doesn't know Stephen security department...they serve security to many sports man and politicians of india.

"What made you came here?" she asked straight away with a unbothered look bothering them to no end.

"Ma'am your life is at risk... that owner of the orphanage, you conquered over Hyderabad, he is after you...he may harm you" James said all details very cautiously thinking that may be she understand and they would did not need to expose their employer.

"Okay... so go and publish the information to G.K books... because i don't need it...i know that" she coldly spoke to them making them look at her in disbelief... she moved towards her car again but james locked her way.
She glare him with fury...this man is testing her  patience now.

"Ma'am... we are hired by Mr. shubh Singh gill for your security " He said and regretted the second he saw her eyes emitting pain, anger, hurt and what not... her eyes turned red within a second, she looked at him those eyes looked dreadful the innocence in them was long replaced with the dangerous fierce fire in it.

"Just leave..." she fisted her hands gritting the teeth, she tried to sound calm but her eyes fails her to show calmness.
She felt someone threw hot liquid on he. They were security?...he protected her....all this while....then why the hell he didn't come to her....did he think her this weak.
They were appointed for her by him...who refused her existence in his life, who left her suffering alone, who never shown his face again knowing well how she craved to see that beautiful face.
He always kept his eye on her that means he knew all her miseries then also chosen to be away.

"Ma'am please...if something happens to you, he will destroy everything....first listen and then try to sort things out...he care...he really care" he tried his best to convince but found himself fumbling in front of her... the mens behind him gave each other a look...the hard stone head who ruled over them, was fumbling in front of a girl...then they looked at the girl with fierce hazel eyes
who clearly had a aura which thud as "Don't mess around " .
She looked innocent but fire within steaming the environment with her one look.

"In that case..." she moved with slow predatory steps towards him and looked into his eyes.

"Let the risk embrace me...if my pain, scratch on my body, fracture on the bones will shatter yout boss's life, i would like to risk my life to see the suffering look in his face...just go back to your nation and tell your boss that i embrace the risk and if he have courage then come and face me" she roared with such fury that they flinch back at the harshness.
She left with that and drove away before they could stop her.

She banged her already trembling hands on the steering.

"Why...." She cried...she herself refuses to recognize the broken voice came out of her throat.

"Am i that bad?" She whispered wiping the crystals flowing uncontrollably.
She push the gears in rage making the car jump above the bumper on the road.

"Why can't you come back... why?... u don't even understand any reason... i know you're not at any fault...." Her voices filled with questions echoed in her own mind blurring her way.... the pearls that gathered inside her ords threatened to fall and... it did... it fall mercilessly.

Her heart cried with what, she herself don't know... She just now got to know that he had always looked after her... that means he knew every freaking thing happening in her life, even her engagement... and still chosen to distant himself... her inaudible voice screamed " why?"... he could just come to her, told her that " bonu.... i am came back to you... for you... forever... and I'll never leave you".... and that would be the end of her every miseries... she would have forgiven him there and there.
How can she be mad at him... she love him so much that no other feelings can takes that place... that's the truth she can't hate anyone whom she had loved all her life... she just can't... she felt herself as a stupid... she could have went to him... but how can she go to him, he was always crowded by so many people... he lived a glamorous life and she doubted that she could get fit into it.
It's been seven years... freaking seven years they aren't together... the craving she had for him is incremental... that is the only reason that she would be ready to forgive him once he come back to her.
She remembered how her father use to forgive him all the time he does any mistakes.

"Use boldena...mera muh na dekhe kabhi" her father sod, he was sitting on the bed and her mother was kneeling down before him holding his hand while she stood at the corner of the room, sacred for her family.

"Woh bacha hai humara... galti hogai usse... maaf kardijie... apko yad hai ap bhi aise hi the...par phir app responsible bangay... family ko sambhal lia... woh bhi seekh jaega" her mother's voice held consoled essence, she rubbed his hands to calm him.

"Mai kyu uske age itna majbur hojata hu? ...pammi" her father whispered audible enough for her scared self.

"Kyu ki ap bhi jante hai... woh galat nahi hai... bas uska tareeka alag hai... apki tarah nahi hai... use apne jaise chalana chor diji... woh humse alag nahi reh paega" Her mother spoke as tears refused to stop.

Then at night she saw her father sneaked into their room and slept hugging him close.

A wave of wind hit her when realisation dawn upon her... what she lost all this years... she has lost so much... but now she will not take sufferings for herself but will choose happiness.
She looked back, while taking U-turn because she had decided to go back to those not se beautiful mens...his mens... so that she could reach to him.

A hard push filled her nerves and a loud noise filled her ears making ears go daef... she felt her body revolving, a storng sharp pain arose inside her every cells and her vision became dark...but their was a smile which she can feel...her heart was still beating while hearing people shrieking around her... she sent silent prayers to god... please give her happiness back.

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"Where we should head....highness" bakshi bowed down to her as she stepped out of the mansion .

"Shehnaaz's cafe...my cute prince" she ruffled his hair making him chortle.

"But aunty you told me last night that we will go there in afternoon? " he spoke as soon as ritaji settled at front seat.

"Your friend had became restless baby there...and he wanted to talk to her as soon as possible " She replied and chuckled at her own statement.

"And Shehnaaz's phone is unavailable " she answered before he could ask the question.

"Sometimes i wonder... did we really knew sidharth before " bakshi said after 10 minutes drive, with contentment in his eyes.

"We knew bakshi...he was always same...this caring and loving....its just that he got the need and reason to show it openly...because he know that Shehnaaz will never gonna judge his actions " she sighed and looked at him who was lost in his thoughts.

"I know... Yad hai apko jab mere training ki core month chalte the....mai raat bhar jag ta tha... woh mujhe khud drive karke headquarters chorta tha...so that i could atleast rest for 45minutes" He spoke after a big pause and now there was that famous bakshi's smile on his face.

"I know bacha" she said and kept her palm on his shoulder and patted it.

"But i am more than happy because of Shehnaaz... she is just so awesome, aunty... she is just like sidharth... and i felt that in this span of time" Ritaji's smile grew wider on his remarks... ofcourse it was the honest things to convey that Shehnaaz performed every duties of sidharth even before there alliance.
She was just there with his friends, with his family, she took care of everyone like the same way sidharth use to do.

"Shehnaaz andar nahi hai" Ritaji spoke as soon as she stepped out of the cafe after checking for her.

"Toh kaha gai hogi?" Bakshi said as his mind was already indulge with the thoughts as he saw four black SUV's leaving Shehnaaz's cafe in full speed.

"Shayad orphanage " rita ji blurted absent mindedly.

They were on the way to orphanage when they saw huge crowd gathered around, they hastily came out of the car and moved towards them.
A gasp left her mouth as she saw the person Lying on the floor in the pool of blood and soon she stumbled and hit the floor.

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He took a deep sigh as they settled down in car after crossing huge media crowd.
He landed in India with as they knocked out Australia yesterday on the the third day of the match itself and he could not wait more to back to his home.
He had missed his family terribly in this one month and more to say, he had misse his naaz most... he cannot believe he was not able to stay without seeing her... she had took place in his life so much.

"Shubh tu ghar araha hai... aur mai naa nahi sununga" Sidharth spoke with finality.

"Bro... aj nahi... mai bohot thak gaya hu aur ek important kaam bhi hai... phir kabhi pakka" Shubh said all the time looking at his phone which got dead last night.

"Yarr phir kabhi toh thik hai but mujhe phir tu uss special secret insan ke bare bhi bataega jisne tujhe restless kia hua hai" Sidharth said and patted his shoulder making his mind at ease.

"Zarur" He smiled ear to ear.
They reached sidharth's home in no time, he came out and leaned on to window to say goodbye to shubh when a security came towards them panting.

"Sidharth sir...." he was breathing heavily while he uttered.

"Kya baat hai vinod... tum thik ho" Sidharth asked concerned looking at him for answer.

"Sir.... ghar pe koi nahi hai" he said when he catched enough breath.

"Kaha gai sab log?" sidharth asked confused as everyone is out, he looked at shubh who was equally confused and tensed too.

"Hospital " His small answers irritated both of them.

"Tum puri baat bata sakte ho?" Shubh asked who till now came out of the car.

"Woh sir kal Shehnaaz ma'am ka accident hogaya tha... unki surgery hai... woh log sab hospital gai hai" He said and they both stood frozen at their places... none had the gourds to move from there places.