So... This is gonna be hard to say...(don't worry I'm not ending this chatroom)

But updates might be slower than usual. Things have changed so dramatically over the past 3-4 days of my life and these past several hours that it's just..... Wow.
Like I'm still trying to wrap my head around it that it's going to totally change my life.

Your probably wondering, what the heck is she talking about?

Well, I'm not going into detail. Not on here, but  a person who i cherish very deeply is sick. It's no one that you guys know. They don't do Internet.
Now, you guys no when someone is sick, it's usually like flu and cold sick. But this is the serious sickness. Like cancer in the liver sick.
And imma spend time as much time with them but I'm also going to update bc honestly,
I have no idea how I'm supposed to keep sane, and wattpad usually helps.

Today has just been crazy. And I think the shock is finally wearing off. I haven't cried yet, but I probably will end up soon.  I'm supposed to study for a test tomorrow but honestly, I don't give a damn about school RN. I mean how am I supposed to concentrate at a time like this? I promised myself that I would stay strong for them. And that's exactly what I'm gonna do. No matter what it takes.

Over the last three days, it feels that a part of my personality has changed. I've suddenly felt like I gotta be there, that I'm the female version of protective Dean Winchester- who always took care of Sammy and put up a strong face.

Anyway, I'll keep on updating, and let you know how things are doing.

Carry on my wayward son
They'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

#AKF