A/N: okay if you're a panic fan and you're reading this am i the only one who thinks pretty. odd. iS THE MOST UNDERRATED ALBUM OF ALL TIME LIKE ive been listening to it over and over for like 2 weeks and im not even ashamed so here is my favorite song off of the album if you're interested in listening to it hahahah im like a dj now

alright here's the chapter its about to get real so grab some tea and sip on that shit while dan's salty for hurting your feelings

You and Louise were sat in the living room, editing videos for your main channels. It was a long tedious process, but you loved making people smile so the outcome was definitely worth it. Usually you and Louise would make a day out of this, you'd order takeout and not move from the sofa until the video was uploaded. You'd just spend the day laughing at all of the outtakes and basically have a competition to see who finishes first. Louise also made a rule to keep your phone locked away in a drawer, so basically you were deprived from social media for a whole 24 hours. You hated not having your phone near you and you were especially anxious because of what happened with you and Dan last night.

You were up all night tossing and turning, checking your phone every 10 minutes to see if he  said something, anything.

The last thing you wanted was for him to shut you out completely this time, it was killing you not hearing from him.

You were shocked that he actually kissed you in the first place, it was the last thing you were expecting from him.

All you knew was that you never wanted it to end.

"Y/N!" Louise clicked in your face, causing you to jump.

"What's up?" You blinked a few times, blushing.

"Your video is up." She moped, popping a piece of orange chicken in her mouth.

You gasped, smiling triumphantly once you saw your video was live.

"This song goes out to me, because I won." You started to prance around the house, blasting We Are the Champions on your laptop.

"3 weeks, Louise. 3 weeks you've won and now I stole your thunder!" You pumped your fists into the air, doing little dances.

"I'm kicking you out if you don't stop." She raised her voice playfully, narrowing her eyebrows at you.

At this point you were starting to really feel the music, you were dancing in Louise's face and she was slowly starting to break character.

"Louise you know you can't resist these sweet moves, how could you ever want to kick me out?" You were doing the sprinkler, not breaking eye contact to make it as uncomfortable for her as possible.

After a few seconds of intense sprinkling, Louise broke out into hysterics.

"That was horrendous!" Louise got out between giggles, nearly collapsing to the floor from trying to regain her balance.

The two of you sat there dribbling in laughter until both of your heads snapped towards the door due to the loud knocking.

Louise let out one last giggle before getting the door, being met with Phil.

"Hey, I just wanted to see how you were holding up." Phil let out a forced sigh, looking at you with solicitude.

What the hell was he on about?

"Phil it's not Sunday, I'm confused." You slowly approached him, eyebrows knit together.

"O-Oh! Oh no!" Phil's face went red, gulping. He then tugged on Louise's arm persistently before the two sprinted out before you could interject.

Your eyes followed them suspiciously, walking into your room to fish out your phone.

You watched as your lockscreen lit up, seeing several messages from Dan.

danny boy; that kiss never happened okay? we can't let it get in between our friendship

danny boy; please don't hate me.

danny boy; im sorry

danny boy; Y/N? please answer me im starting to get worried

You reread each text about 5 times, your hands shaking from how enraged you were. Of course you didn't want to lose Dan as a friend, but why was he constantly pushing you away like this?

Maybe this was just a stupid crush after all.

Tears started to well up in your eyes, angrily typing.

you; good i was hoping you'd say that, it meant nothing to me anyways.

You hastily wiped away a few tears, holding your breath once you saw he read it.

Of course it meant something to you, he meant something to you which was rare. You needed to respect how he feels though, and if he wants to be friends yet flirt with you and kiss you, then he's going to have to deal with the consequences.

Why did Phil tell you that he liked you though, it was obvious he didn't if he wants to erase the memory of kissing you.

So many things started going through your head you didn't even notice he texted you back.

jacob sartorius; oh. um yeah me either, just a silly meaningless kiss exchanged between friends.

jacob sartorius; so we're okay then?

You screamed in frustration, throwing a pillow across the room. Why is he putting me through this bullshit?  You thought.

You were so tired of the mixed signals he's been sending you for the past few weeks. How dare he kiss you and then just shake it off as if it was nothing to him. Maybe it would've complicated your friendship, but you guys would've figured it out, hell you were best friends!

The more you thought about it the more angrier you became. You didn't want to be mad at Dan, but it was hard not to be when he was basically playing you.

"Y/N?" Louise spoke softly, barging in with Phil right behind her.

"Who does he think he is?" You spat, pounding your fists on the bed dramatically.

Louise looked at you with bulging eyes, not expecting that reaction.

God what has this boy done to me?

"He should be thinking that he's an idiot." Phil chimed in, sitting down beside you and bringing you into a hug. Louise hummed in agreement, sitting down on the other side of you.

You sat there in the middle of a group hug whilst Phil and Louise tried making you laugh.

This has been happening for nearly an hour now.

"Alright Y/N this one is good prepare yourself, what did the sea say to the sand?" Phil was trying to desperately suppress his laughter, rubbing his hands together.

"What Phil?" You breathed out, smiling faintly.

"Nothing, it just waved." He slapped his knee in exaggeration, making you genuinely laugh for the first time since they started this little game.

"How come you haven't laughed at any of my jokes, am I not comedic material?" Louise pouted childishly while Phil laughed.

"No Lou, I've just heard all of yours before." You nudged her, grinning.

You were finally starting to ease up after awhile,  Phil and Louise accomplished to cheer you up after all. The three of you plus Darcy went out for ice cream, and you were enjoying every moment of it. Dan hasn't crossed your mind once.

Well, maybe a few times but that was it.

"See all you need is a couple laughs and you're good in no time." Louise spoke cheerfully, giving you a quick side hug.

"Yeah you're right, that sea joke got me." You laughed when you thought of the earlier joke, Phil turning around and beaming at you.

"I use that one on everyone." He was currently carrying Darcy on his shoulders, skipping around and running just to see Lou fret.

"Phil, Phil be careful! Oh my god don't you dare throw her in the ai-put her down!" Louise's face was full of terror, trying to jump up and grab her. She has never trusted anyone with Darcy, she barely even trusted you to take her to school.

You found the whole situation amusing, making eye contact with Phil and mouthing for him to give her to you.

He nodded vaguely, holding Darcy out for Louise. Before she could get a hold of her he darted towards you and placed Darcy behind you. You guarded Darcy while Louise shot you a look full of vengeance, but you just smiled innocently.

"I'll pay for your ice cream if you give me the child." She inched towards you, trying to bribe you.

"I have money I'm a big girl." You shot her a wicked grin, Darcy laughing uncontrollably.

"Lets go, lets go!" Darcy bounced in excitement, grabbing your hand and attempting to run.

"Run!" You yelled loudly, scooping Darcy up in your arms and racing towards the ice cream shop.

Phil didn't run because apparently he was "too cool" for it, so that left you and Louise. You turned around briefly to see Louise was almost caught up to you, causing you to shriek and run faster, finally reaching the shop.

"My god are you sonic?" Louise heaved, placing a hand on her chest while the other hand motioned for you to give her Darcy.

You handed her over, sitting down so you could catch your breath as well.

Phil finally caught up to us, his smile not leaving his face. "Well that was interesting."

You both tried replying with a sneer comment, but it all came out as breathy and incoherent due to nearly dying while running. Never doing that again.

"Oh hey PJ, hey Dan!" You brought your attention towards where Phil was looking, making eye contact with the last person you wanted to see today. He smiled crookedly, his eyes filled with shame. In that moment you wanted to forget about everything that happened and just talk to him, but you couldn't.

Louise gave you a look and glanced up towards the line, thankfully getting you out of the awkward situation. You nodded eagerly, the two of you standing up and brushing past Dan without a single world. As soon as you passed him you felt your heart ache, not wanting things to be this way. You didn't want to have to ignore him.

Remember when he ignored you for three days though?  A voice in the back of your head reminded you, but you just shook your head, trying not to think about that.

You felt him staring into your back as you stood in line with Louise, saying random things to each other to look like you were occupied.

You felt a hand on your lower back and you whipped around, expecting Dan.

"Um, Hi there." PJ shot you a half smile, running a hand through his hair nervously.

You looked up into his eyes, smiling unsurely. Why don't I recognize him? I would've thought Dan or Phil would have mentioned him before. You ponder, not breaking eye contact with him.

"Not now PJ, the girl will bite you." Louise joked while you rolled your eyes dramatically.

"Oh is that true?" PJ's smile grew, making yours as well.

"Sometimes." You raised your eyebrows, laughing.

The three of you talked in line for a few minutes, and you were getting the feeling that PJ was flirting with you. Not that you minded, maybe this would be fun for you.

You looked back at Dan, who was fuming for whatever reason. You watched Phil try to calm him down, seeming paranoid. Phil sensed that you were looking over, immediately shaking his head at you with wide eyes. You snickered, smirking to yourself.

Yeah, this was going to be real fun.