Eunbaes POV

Sweat beads down my face as I throw myself up, looking around as the nightly tears started streaming down. The thunder crashes and the musky scent filters through the room. 

It's just a nightmare Eunbae....thats all it is, ur safe, ur fine.

But that was never convincing enough, the same nightmare has been happening ever since  that  first one night, and it never stopped. Its haunted me throughout all these years. Even after the police assured me he was locked up, I still always felt a lingering presence, like he was still here, mocking me, telling me to lay down, and be quiet, always to do what he said and never tell a soul otherwise i'd come out worse.

And only being a child, I did what he said as I was scared....just a scared, lonely little girl, seeking help that I never found, help that I might never get, scrap that, Help i wont ever get.

Closing my eyes again, I lay back down, pulling myself deep under the covers as the sound of rain and thunder lure me back to a slumber, this one filled with nothing but emptiness, and the echos of laughter that mock me.. like after every nightmare.

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I squint my eyes closed as the early morning sun filters down, spreading light across my dull room. I knew I had to get up...but I just didn't want to, getting up ment a new day of hell I had to go through, a new day of hurt and pain I had to endure. But that was something I grew to realise would never change, so I groan silently and roll myself out of bed, making my way straight to the bathroom.

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I stare silently at the glass as the warm water cascades down my bare back, and legs, stinging fresh wounds inflected upon myself before bed last night. It had become a habit, everynight before going to sleep, I would cut myself as many times as I could before the pain made my vision go blurry, and my body go numb. 

I grabbed the shampoo and carefully kneaded my fingers through my hair, closing my eyes as I enjoyed the only peace that could free me from my thought for a few minutes, but my hands had already become wrinkly and dry.

Disappointed, I make my way out, carefully wrapping the towel around my fragile body. 

Why do I have to work today... give me a break.

I sigh, going to make my way back to my room as  something fluffy brushed against my leg, a small smile darts on my lips as I pick up my small fur baby, the only one that can make my day a bit better.

"Hey Asher, are you hungry buddy? come on, lets get you some food" I take that as a yes as he purrs intently and rubs against my face continuously. I chuckle and quickly put him down as I run back to my room and throw my uniform on. Quickly running back down the stairs towards the cats room.

After smoothly settling Asher with his food I check my phone and see the time. Not late. I grab my bag and keys and make my way back to the car, setting off towards the local town cafe, completely skipping breakfast like every morning.

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Another short chapter, but bare with me, its almost 11:00 pm writing this and im tried. I hope it lived up to ur expectations as I couldn't figure out anything esle I wanted to put in this one. And yes, Leeknow will come in eventually, dw, anyways,

How are you all?

I hope ur all healthy and safe, please make sure to drink lots and eat well, saying this because i know alot of people these days arent, and i want you all to be safe :D.

Love u all lots!!!! A new chapter is in the making!

-SKZBerrie

Asher

Breed: Ragdoll 

Coat: Off white

Birthday: 15th September

Cuteness: 100/10