*few days later*
Dont play song until it says to.

Oh man am I glad to be back home. I mean yeah I miss Hawaii but woo I'm just glad to be here.

I just got done changing into some casual clothes. Cam is taking me and my friend to the movies. We've been planning on this day for a while.

See I haven't seen her in a while. We've been best friends since like what? Birth? It sure feels like it. Mom said we had a connection in the baby room in the hospital.

I believe it. I mean after everything we've been through nothing could separate us yet. Anyway. I hear the doorbell ring. I smile and run down the stairs.

I open the door to see Katie standing there. We both scream and hug each other. "I missed you so much!!" I yell laughing. "I did too! I don't know how I managed without you." She says.

"Gah girls." Cam says grabbing his keys. "Bye mom! Love you!" I yell walking out. I get in the back behind cam while Katie gets on the passenger side.

On the way to the movies of coarse were taking pictures. I mean what girls don't take pictures with their best friends? We tell jokes about each other.

*Play video now*

We're almost at the movies.... finally! We take a few more pictures of us doing funny faces. "Man we have no life." Katie jokes. "Ikr. Well at least we have each other." I say. "Yessss." She says.

We both laugh. "Hey what movie are we watching?" She asks. "Umm I think insidious." "The new one?" "Duh!" We smile at each other.

"Hey maybe later we could go to that new skating rink." She says. "Totally. Then we go skating bowling." I say. "Yes! I always wanted to do that."

We laugh. I look up to see cam distracted by a call. "Cam watch out!!" I scream. A car hits us and we crash into a ditch.

For a few seconds I only see darkness. I finally open my eyes to see blood everywhere. I unbuckle and kick my window. "Katie? Cam?" I say.

I look beside me to see Katie looking straight ahead. "Katie? Come on we're getting out." I say grabbing her hand. She does nothing. "Katie?" I shake her a bit.

Her head falls and my heart breaks. "No not you! Please not you!!" I scream starting to cry. "Cam!" I yell kicking his seat. He doesn't respond.

"No please I can't lose both of you." I cry. I start hearing sirens. "Katie please." I cry. "Say something!!" I yell at her. I lay back and just let the tears fall.

I shake my head. This is a bad dream. It has to be. I pinch myself trying to wake up. Nothing. I grab Katie's hand. "Please say something." I mumble.

"Katie." My voice cracks. "Please I... I'm not ready to say goodbye." I say looking down. "Please I'll do anything!" I beg.

I hear the sirens get closer and louder. A man comes to my side yelling at me. "Save them." I say. "We will just easily come out." He says.

I take his hand and do what he says. I avoid the glass on the ground. They take cam out and put him on a the bed thing. (I don't know how to spell it)

They take Katie out last. They do CPR. I watch her as they take me away. "Is she alive? Did she make it?" I ask. "Let's focus on you." A man says. "No! Katie!" I scream.

A man holds me down. "Miss please." He says. "No! Did Katie make it?" I yell at him. I look back up. "I'm sorry Katie!!" I scream. The doors to the ambulance closes leaving me no sight of Katie.

I lay back knowing the answer. They put a I.V in me. My heart breaks knowing my best friend is dead. I feel a tear fall down my cheek.

This is all my fault. If I didn't plan on going to the movies she would still be here. If we just hung at my place we wouldn't be here.

My eyes start getting heavy. "Stay with us. Tell us your name." The man says. "Hazel." I softly say. "Good good. Do you have a dog?" He asks. I shake my head.

"Driver hurry!" He yells. "What's your favorite color?" The man asks shining a light in my eyes. "Gr... Green." I say. "She's losing blood and a concussion to her head." He says.

"Driver are you almost there?" The man asks getting anxious. "Yeah." I hear his voice. "Stay with us." The man says. Soon I feel the ambulance stop.

Men come and take me in the hospital. I stare at the ceiling watching as we pass many lights. The man tells the doctors and nurses about the situation.

I see my mom running but a nurse stops her. "Come on come on." A doctor says. She was the one I loved (not in a gay way) and now I have to say goodbye.

What if I'm not ready to say goodbye? What if I'm not ready to let go. I guess I'm the one that has to give up on her.

I give up letting darkness consume me. My last thoughts were....... I'm never giving up on you.