This is probably the hardest chapter for me to write. It's about guilt. I've been feeling it for the past two months. I've done some horrible things and I'm wondering why I did it. And why I shouldn't be forgiven. And how nothing will be the same. I've even done some things to my friends, and the one that I'm most guilty about will more than likely read this. The one who confronted me about it through texting. The one who texted me about church while I was writing this.

Even if you don't know me in real life, you're probably reading this anyway and are going to comment about it. Anyway, sorry Clair, for reasons that you know, and reasons that I'd prefer to remain a secret between us. Sorry Erin, for not calling, even though you'll probably never read this. And sorry Ferin. It surprised me that you still enjoy my company.

Through writing this, I learned that your friends aren't people that, once you do something to them that you'll regret for the rest of your life, don't like you. They forgive you. And that's why I'm so happy to have such great friends. Friends that forgive me for my mistakes. And, I just wanted to say to my friends, that if you do something horrible to me, I'll forgive you because I probably deserved it.

Thanks for reading guys. I love you all and just wanted to apologize for what will happen in the past, present, or future, that I hope will never be. Don't bother dropping a vote, but if you're willing to go out of your way to do it, then be my guest. Thanks guys for listening.

Love,
ACC413/The5thMarauder/Ashley