Ambivalent
Jungkook was distressed, that day he had went back to office but just to inform them that he needs some time to himself, there's something came up to his personal life.
When he returned to home, Jungkook was already asleep, he was sleeping on the guest room ignoring all the calls of Jungkook.
Jungkook was informed that he didn't even have his dinner, and how could Jungkook would have when his wify was in blank stomach.
That night Jungkook knocked on that door more than ten times. Don't blame he's not used to sleeping alone in his huge master bedroom, and never without his husband's cuddles.
That night was simply horrible for Jungkook, he never once set foot on their bedroom and stay awake on the couch on the living room, eyes flat awake towards the guest room hoping for his wify to open the door.
Luckily he had got some sleep of two or three hours but was an ache because of the couch, that wasn't enough for his muscular body.
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Next day when Taehyung woke up, he first made his way towards their bedroom, but frowned when he found it empty. One part of him feel disappointed thinking Jungkook might left for his office but when he headed towards the kitchen his heart instantly stopped at the view.
Jungkook was leaning on the couch in despair, his both hands were folding over his chest as he slept the night in cold.
Taehyung's tears rolled down his eyes, completely blaming himself for the elder's situation. He swiftly made his way towards their room and bring the blanket.
He didn't knew why he was so angry at Jungkook. For spending the time with Ms. Hena? For saying not to embarrass him in office? For yelling at him for not shaking his hand with that. Woman?
All the concern were swirling over his head, making him remember the other day and making the present one worst too.
When Jungkook started to stirred up in his sleep, Taehyung immediately get away from him and head over the kitchen, trying to get himself busy.
He could see through his peripheral vision that Jungkook woke up, and first thing he did to look over at Taehyung for straight five minutes before leaving towards his room.
When Taehyung finished making breakfast with the maid, he himself get into the guest room and get ready for the nursery, completely forgetting that it was weekend.
He was just needed some peace to cool down his mind. He was angry confused. For a minute he thought he was so stupid of him to get in the slightest issue, they're husband and there will be many people like this. He should stop this stupidity but again he riled up by his own. People can't say why, how and where they could get mad. And that's exactly happening with Taehyung.
Half an hour later Jungkook came down with his casual attire, a black sweatpant and a fluffy white sweater. If it was a normal Taehyung would've kiss his husband out of cuteness, like how freaking cute he was looking right now. But situation were different at this point.
Taehyung thought why Jungkook wasn't ready for his office yet but then again he assumed that maybe Jungkook wanted to convince him by staying at home.
Jungkook casually sat on his usually chair, eyes pleadingly on Taehyung. The later had serve his breakfast before serving for himself and siting like nothing happened between them.
"Are you going somewhere?" Jungkook softly asked, watching Taehyung having his breakfast in a hurry way.
"I want to meet my kids." Taehyung intentionally mumbled.
Jungkook gulped the piece of cake and bit on his lips" but it's weekend, how will you meet them?"
For a second Taehyung stopped eating, totally embarrassing. He put the fork in his plate with a loud sound, making Jungkook wince as he gulped again.
His angry wify is not joke.
"That's doesn't concern you." That's what Taehyung said before leaving Jungkook alone in the table.
Never, never in his wildest dreams Jungkook had thought he would be witness of something like this.
His already weak heart shuttered in million pieces at those words. Why even Taehyung is doing this. He doesn't remember saying anything other than that.
Jungkook was still obviously of the case of him and Ms. Hena.
More than ten minutes passed and Jeongguk was still sitting on the dinning, his mind was all messed. He didn't know what should he do or speak to Taehyung. He can't even understand where he was wrong to get this treatment of his lover.
His eyes flickered when Taehyung came down off his room, a handbag was in his shoulder. Jungkook swiftly stood up, preparing himself for confronting the situation. How much it takes but he wants his lovey dovey husband back, no matter what.
"Tae!!" Taehyung was putting on his shoes when Jungkook called out.
"Why are you even doing this." His voice was helpless, pleading, eyes concern.
"Jungkook i need some time." Taehyung was about to leave when Jungkook caught his wrist.
"Please." Taehyung halted at the requesting tone.
"What?" He was still stunned.
"Stop this stubbornness." Jungkook softly mumbled, he was almost in the verge of crying, never used to this side of his husband.
Taehyung swiftly swirled around, yanking away his hand " I'm not stubborning Jungkook, i need some peace."
Jungkook search for his hands again. " You can have it while staying at home too."
"Why? I don't want to stay with you." Taehyung yanked and tried to leave again but was caged by Jungkook.
The elder back hugged him with a firm gripped, Taehyung could heard him sniffing as his embrace getting tight.
"Talk to me Tae, I'm not liking it this way. Please." Taehyung closed his eyes, his heart melting in the imploring voice of the elder.
"Please, don't push me away Tae. I'll cry." He did cry, Jungkook cried on his back.
Taehyung stayed silence, his eyes were getting glossy the way Jungkook was hiccuping in his back. He wanted to turned back and embrace him to his arms, kiss hin till he stop crying and cuddle him to sleep.
But he was compelled with his mind, it's keep reminding him that Jungkook is ashamed of him, he gets embarrass of him but is it true?
Of course no.
"Jungkook let go." Taehyung wiggled.
"No" Jungkook shook his pouting like a kid as tears rolled down his cheeks. "Tell me what happened, what's bothering you. Why are you so upset with me Tae? You were never like this." Jungkook's shoulders shaken with his each silence sobs. He didn't wanted to feel weak but he was the weakest being alive when it's come to his husband.
Taehyung did turn this time. And Jungkook had to hook his arms off over his waist. Taehyung was looking down, tears were rolling down which Jungkook immediately wiped off his face.
"Let's talk." The elder insisted. And Taehyung nodded this time. He was pulled by his husband towards their room, seeking for some privacy.
Both sat down, left hand pulling down Taehyung to sit beside him.
There was a long silence between them, nothing were shared. Jungkook was looking at Taehyung and Taehyung was looking down.
"Tae~" Jungkook whined. "Tell me what's bothering you?" He sighed, he's now finally calm down and he knows if Taehyung choose to be like this silence again he'll again have to breakdown.
"You are ashamed of me-----"
"That's not true, where did you hear this kinda shit?" Taehyung stared up.
"I already told you ---you said that by yourself." Taehyung again felt himself weeping as he glared at Jungkook. Something inside him triggered him really bad.
"I-i said only that-------" Jungkook stopped, he was out of words. He again lost it, lost every words he had prepared to say. "I said that because i was already mad and you have understand me Tae."
"Please" he pleaded again. " I was mad, i stated everything in front of you. I'm sorry that i said you like that but i didn't mean it i swear."
"Later when i left you there and get inside the meeting hall i planned to take you somewhere great and console you but -----------
-------wait." Taehyung gulped.
"Why did you get into that room? I mean i didn't----"
"I thought you were alone with Ms. Hena in that room." Taehyung looked down, feeling ashamed of his own assumption.
Jungkook eyes were wide, the words were struggling in his mind to set accordingly when the dot matches he looked up at Taehyung, with shocked, hurt.
"You? You doubted me?" He was hurt.
Taehyung swallowed, still dug his head down.
"You don't trust me Tae?" Taehyung snapped.
"I do---"
"Then why?" Jungkook eyes because glossy again, the pain he was feeling was more unbearable than the one he was feeling earlier.
Taehyung doubted him with a mere woman, whom he met a few weeks ago.
He stood up from the bed. Completely shaking by the truth. He frustrating again and without saying anything he left the house, not knowing where he was going.
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