Sometimes no matter how hard you try. No matter how much effort you put in, somethings are not just meant to be. In the moment, it really makes you question whether happy ending really do exist. But its important to remember that eventually, everything will fall into place . Everything will be okay.
As they say
'In the end, it'll all be okay
If it's not okay, it's not the end'.
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Emaan POV.

I was sitting in my room in my own thoughts that I even forgot to open the light of my room.

Since the day I came back from the hospital I asked everyone at home about "Where is Shees?" But everyone becomes a mute person whenever I bring up this topic.

Is Shees running away because I got these scars on my hand? There is no way he would do that b-but why was he not in the hospital when I opened my eyes? Is he not coming back to me? Emaan stay positive, it's Shees you are talking about. I smiled out nervously and rubbed the nape of my neck.

But he is a boy after all. Why would he want a girl with scars? I started to bite my nails.

Was it a dream? He was definitely crying when I confessed, but seeing him nowhere is making me doubt my memory.

While thinking about all the doubts I have built these days, I was biting my lower lip when I heard a knock on my door. I turned around and saw Afaf with a plate of fruit in her hand.

She is trying so hard to become my good friend until the morning accident happens.

I hurt her when I was not in my right mind, so I know she is here because she wants me to feel less guilty. But I feel miserable whenever I see the bandage on her hand. I wonder if Shees was here, would there be another situation? Because he knows how to handle me.

What are you thinking Emmy that you even forgot to open the light? She walked towards me.

Nothing important. I gave her a short answer and opened the light by clap.
She sat beside me.

Here! Eat some apples. You will feel better. And if you said no, then I have no other choice but to feed you with my hands.

I just nodded with a fake smile and took the plate from her hand in no time. Because if she started to feed me, then there would be no stopping.

In the middle of her first love story which she had in elementary school, her phone rang. Afaf picked up the call without looking at the caller I.d.

Hello! Who is this? She said sweetly.
But what she heard afterward made her stiff. I heard the caller voice and even with my eyes close I could tell it was Aliyan.

Afaf gave me an apologetic smile and went outside.

I also went after her but in a detective way.

Her room door was lil open through which I could see her sitting on the sofa.
An idea came into my mind so I quickly rushed to the kitchen where Eleanora was working.

I told her in half English and half body language that I'm not feeling well. I told her to bring me my medicines in my room.

Eleanora,without wasting time, ran towards Afaf room and brought her out.

I sneakily entered Afaf's room and saw her phone on the table. The call was still ongoing but Aliyan was talking to someone else. I brought the phone near to my ear and heard a male voice.

That male voice was something that I could even tell apart from thousands.

Shees! I chimed. It's been five days since i heard his voice.

I heard the conversation thinking that he might talk about me. And I was right, but what I heard was something I never expected from Shees.

REVENGE! AFFECTION! The smile that crept on my face vanished in a second by hearing these two words. I heard all the conversation with my heavy heart.

Was I just become a toy of an emotionless guy? Did he never love me like I do?
My body was numb.

I didn't know when Afaf came and snatched her phone back. I ran out. I locked myself after closing the door behind me.

I don't know what I was doing. I threw a vase that was on the side table. I threw everything that came into my hand. After making my room mess that I didn't even know when I did that, I heard Afaf banging her hand on my door which brought me into present.
I looked towards my hand from where a lil cut was bleeding. I sat down and grabbed my face with my both hands.

What have you done to yourself Emaan? I mumbled. Soon I was sobbing, sitting near the bed.

Afaf was still at the door, panicking and telling me not to do anything wrong with myself but lil did she know, I've already harmed myself by falling in love with the wrong person. How could I believe that Shees was not like other people? I pushed back my hair in frustration and anger.

"Mr Shees you really mess up with the wrong girl. You must be thinking that I'll cry for a few days and forget about you, but trust me you will never forget me. You will have to pay for breaking my heart. You played with me a lot now. I'll tell you how it feels to be played by others". I clenched my fist tightly.

I went to take a shower and came out in five mins. I opened my door and saw Afaf white face. She gave me a tight hug as soon as I stepped out of the room. To be honest that hug was something I really wanted. I wanted to cry out my heart but I had to be strong.

It's okay, I'm fine now. That's all i could say at that time.

Can you give me your cellphone Afaf? I want to call my dad. Afaf looked towards me with suspicion.

Why is there something wrong?

No! It's just that I broke my own cellphone in the morning. And i really wanted to talk to my mom maybe she could help me with these panic attacks. I tried to convince her.

Okay. She gave me her phone with a smile.

I acted as normally as I could.

Around 1 o'clock in the night, I packed all my stuff and left the room. I knew the guards of Shees would be everywhere but they wouldn't come near to Shees study area.

I sneaked out of Shees villa from the study room balcony. For the first time I was so grateful that I learned self-defence.

I sat in the cab, which I have already called before the plan.

Where to miss? He asked in an Italian language.

Airport please. I said with a straight face.

Be ready to get destroyed in my hate Mr Shees. You really like to play with girls feeling. I will tell you when girls get mad they won't even let you have a single drop of water. I thought in my mind.

I told the driver to stop somewhere near a phone shop. I bought I new phone and put my sim in it. I called my dads lawyer.

Did you find Shees whereabouts?

Yes mam. He is currently living in his vacation house in Pakistan. He said cheerfully.

And what about the papers?

The clauses are hided successfully mam. Don't worry about that.

Pick me at 9 o'clock. I cut the call without listening his answer.

After waiting for 3 hours our plane finally take off.

I was back to the Pakistan after 2 months.

My dads lawyer picked me up with some of his minions that I told him to bring with him.

We stopped at a hotel for sometime.

I quickly changed my simple attire in to something like a rich girl. And done a quite heavy seductive makeup.

I looked up myself in the mirror when I was done with everything.

It's Showtime Mr Shees.

I came back into the car and went towards the Shees vacation house.

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