Hey guys.

The past two weeks have been rough for me mentally. I was feeling slightly anxious every day, and I had an anxiety/panic attack two days in a row. School's stressing me out, and stuff going on at home is just making it worse. I don't feel comfortable around my parents anymore, and it's not like I can tell them that without having an anxiety attack.

I haven't gotten enough sleep since school started, and I can barely stay awake in some of my classes. I'm doing homework from when I get home until sometime between 11 and 1, and when I'm done, my brain refuses to shut up and let me sleep, resulting in me overthinking and having an existential crisis. I'm getting up at 5:45 so I can get on the bus at 6:40. I'm taking one A.P. class and two honors classes. I'm already starting to burn out, and it's not even midquarters. I still have over three and a half quarters to go, and I don't know how I'm gonna survive.

My mental health is declining at a rather alarming pace, and I don't know what to do. I'm not comfortable talking to any of the adults that know about my problems, and I get really anxious whenever I think about talking to any of the adults I am comfortable talking with.

Sorry for that rant, I just needed to get it off my chest, and I don't know who else to tell.

Until next time,

Take it easy guys, gals, and non-binary pals

~death_by_fanfic