so i decided to venture into the depths of my google docs account (i have one for school/regular and one for writing but i have old stories in both) and oh my gOSH

i have so many stories i haven't finished so we're going to explore some of them today

first one i found was "into the fire" which was actually my first legitimate fan-fiction (before that i wrote teen fiction ew) and look at the cover

it's freakin' nalu jfc (but that fanart is hella cute)

i mean i'm reading it and its one of those stupid fanfics where lucy obtains all 12 keys and she has this super celestial spirit power (pretty sure it was going to awaken the celestial dragon) but at least it wasn't one where she was kicked out of the guild for being weak but then goes to train and becomes super cool and badass

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i also found one called "rhythm rivalry" with no cover (sorry) about a dancing au from the perspective of this douchey hip hop guy who thinks ballet is stupid but then he meets this ballerina named ruby who happens to be the daughter of the dance company (and they meet when he's toilet papering the father's house but happen to catch her in just her bra in her room) UGH SO LAME

also their dance company is selected to be in a competitive dancing show to win lots of monneeeyyy

i actually do quite like the story idea but i would have to change things up to make it a good fanfiction haha and rewrite like everything because 2014 me COULD NOT WRITE FOR SHIT

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another terrible teen fiction i found was "the four musketeers" (@monty remember this) thats about 4 high school kids and theres legit NO PLOT just them falling in love ahhggg its way too fluffy for my taste like how was i supposed to get plot happening with no conflict

and here i am now writing about the end of the world and mutant bird children

han's character development, everybody

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i found igniting Natsu *distant screaming*

aka the sequel to melting gray i never finished writing

the premise is the exact opposite of melting gray: natsu is deaf.

after re-reading it i realize there also isn't much plot/conflict so I'm thinking if i do decide to ever write it i'm going to change it, i do have another idea

basically like they'd be at a support group and it would be from gray's pov and you see him immediately interested in the guy who's been silent the entire time (and has a person next to him translating the entire thing in asl) so he kinda admires him afar and tries to learn sign language just so he can talk to the kid

awww fluff fluff

and they just sort of develop this cute relationship (ok i need more plot than this anyone got any ideas)

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i found this cool writing assignment i did for english class in 9th grade and it's quite interesting

it's from the perspective of the grim reaper whom i called the angel of death (hahah oh what an ironic name... cough cough later events in the angel uprising)

ahahahhaahhahaahahahahah

*cough* anyway

WAIT WHY ISNT THE STORY FINISHED NOOOO I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT

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I FOUND THE FIRST DRAFT OF THE BLACK ANGEL

for those who don't know this was originally a luke x ashton from 5sos story i was collabing on with my friend and it was just called "superhero" jfc

it's actually really bad

we stopped writing it after about chapter 5 but then a few months later i asked if i could pick it up again, SEVERELY edited it, changed the names, and posted it on wattpad

(that is why sometimes i'd say him instead of her for lucy because it was originally calum hood)

tbh im so happy i did that, it's my favorite fanfic of mine :D

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i'm not sure if i ever posted this on wattpad but i also had a phanfic where dil comes to life because they summoned him in some creepy way holy shit yikes

so basically they parent dil and its v domestic

i'm starting to realize why all these stories flopped

THEY HAVE NO PLOT

JESUS CHRIST HAN

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lastly i was stalking my old nanowrimo account because a few years ago i was writing this teen fiction called sprinkled and it was a similar premise to the story i was helping plan with @TheGeekLifeXD (hey gurl wassup) but instead i found a story called it's complicated and it's clearly gratsu bc gray was the narrator and i'd be dead before i wrote graylu or gruvia

I WANT TO KNOW MORE

PRETTY SURE THIS WAS GOING TO HAVE TO DO WITH GRAY'S PARENTS HATING HIM FOR BEING GAY

ASDFGHJKL;;;

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well i can't find any more

this sure has been an experience o-o;

i know on my hiatus book i said I wasn't going to write anymore gratsu but idk man I'm feeling the igniting natsu thing

i thought I could combine it with inspiration from halsey's song colors

eeeep i need to draw fanart for this and gain inspiration (though i could write some ideas down too)

oh FUN FACT

it's physically impossible for me to write any time in the day (unless it's a strange mood i'm in at school)

even if i'm exhausted my creativity is blooming and it's why i'm always up so late haha

i'm such a weird kid

is anyone else like this ??? like they have to be in a certain mood/setting to write???