I came home.
Eliza is pregnant!!!! I can't believe it!! She should have told me!!!
She is so kind and loving. And selfless. I don't deserve her. I don't. She wasn't supposed to marry someone who was penniless like me. I can't provide. I can't. I'm too scared. I'm panicking.
~~~~~~~ I'm assuming this didn't happen but I can see it happening

She's asleep. I am writing a letter to Washington. I'm so scared and terrified. I can't sleep because of it. I just can't.