Quick a/n
I have no clue about businesses so I tried to not use business words like congress, the government and shit like that (cause I didn't put what specific business it is, so its up to you) but in my head its a book publishing agency both for public publishing and schools. They make deals and stuff for publishing smaller works and they publish their own. So ye. Its kinda like those animes about manga publishing but instead its books.

also this is SO different from what I drafted, this is supposed to be something really short whoops
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Hamilton's perspective

Never in my life have I thought this man is attractive. I must admit he is rather handsome and charming but never have I thought that I would fall for his charms.

I ask myself, what is there to like about him? But the true question is what's not to like.

His eyes are beautiful. They speak to you on a spiritual level. They can express so much emotion.

His smile is captivating. His grin, his laugh, his frown. You just cant get enough.

His voice is so low and soothing. Whenever he speaks it sends shivers down my spine, his southern accent coming out occasionally.

His hair looks so fluffy and smooth. I just want to hold it in my hands, I want to smell it, I want to feel it.

His lips, they're so pretty and smooth and shiny. Its tempting to just run your fingers on it.

His skin is so smooth, he has a nice complexion and color.

His fingers are so slender and nice, he has nice nails too.

His body. Goddamn his body, its beautiful, its perfect, he has a body of a Greek god.

I want to feel his body, I want to hold him close, I want him to be mine but-

"Hamilton- hey hamilton!"

-I can make anyone mine, I can see how easy it is to flirt my way. But the problem is that he hates my guts.

"Uh w-wha-"

"Were you even paying attention? See he wasn't even focusing! Do you want to follow someone's business plan when he cant even listen to someone else's opinion? No. No you dont"

Everyone is murmuring and whispering. He's always going against me. We're coworkers sure but still we cant help but argue, I try to at least be friendly but he always finds a way to push me aside.

"So Hamilton, what you gonna do now~"

He always look so happy with other people but whenever I'm in the situation the mood darkens. No one notices it but I do, the look in his eyes change drastically whenever we make eye contact. I hate it, I hate being stared down by him. I hate being looked at with those loathing eyes.

"What's the matter hamilton? Cant think of anything to say? That's new~"

I hate you, you beautiful piece of trash. Why did I even fall in love with someone like you

"Hamilton"

I slowly looked up to see a concerned washington, he walked up to me.

"Are you alright? You haven't said a single word."

I nodded and sighed

"M'fine"

I know that he doesn't like me in any way, shape or form

"Hamilton"

wait scratch that

"Hamilton!"

he'll like it if I'm gone or at least out of his way or on his side.

"Alexander."

And I hate it, I wish I was someone else, I wish I was someone that can make both of us happy.

"A-ah yes?"

But the only way I can make him happy the way I am is to make sacrifices

"Alexander you've been out of it, you haven't been saying anything but stutters and mumbles, Alex please what's bothering you"

I look around and see everyone whispering, Jefferson looks...uneasy? I expected him to have a cocky grin on.

"Alex."

"I'm fine. Really. There's just...a lot on my mind right now"

"If there's something bothering you let me-let us help you"

"Its fine, its a personal problem"

He nodded

"Do you want to take a break?"

"No I'm fine"

"Okay son"

I just nodded at him, he seems a little taken back at the fact that I didn't stop him from calling me son

I take a deep breath

"Jefferson, your plan made much more sense than mine, my plan had a bit of a plothole to it to be honest. If we attempted to insert my plan in our business it would lead to quite a bit of dismay if it fails. Jefferson's plan on the other hand-yes its still risky but there's a bigger possibility of it working, and if it did fail it wouldn't leave much damage"

"...uh yes! Exactly, that's why I-"

He continued to explain his business plan, and how it would affect the business greatly, I decided to block it all out, I dont want to awaken that arguative side of me. I want him to have this moment, I know it'll make him happy. I need to see him happy.

The meeting ended, I admit I hate losing but he seems happy so I'm satisfied. I see him walking around the office whenever I go out, he's probably getting signatures for his plan to pass for private documents.
(That didn't make sense lol basically just a paper version of his speech earlier along with signatures that proves they approve of the plan. Like legit solid documents"

He walked in my office, looking a bit nervous. He must be thinking that I wouldn't sign his plan, to be honest most of their signs are insignificant. The only mandatory signs are mine and washington's

He cleared his throat and started to slowly walk towards me. He stood in front of my table and put the papers down on my desk. He took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes.

"So hamilton, I know we don't really see eye to eye but-"

I quickly turned his papers and looked at the signatures. I grab a pen.

"Where should I sign?"

He looked at me wide eyed with his mouth slightly open.

"Here"

He quickly said pointing to an empty space. He seems surprised. How cute.

I signed and stared at the paper for a bit before handing it to him.

"Ah thanks"

I nodded expecting him to leave but instead he just stayed there.

"What?"

"Why are you suddenly being nice to me?"

"I liked your plan, I noticed that there were flaws in mine and you made a strong point so it would be natural to support you"

"Yes but how are you so calm?"

"Hmm?"

"I mean you haven't even raised your voice today, and you just had a straight face on this whole time"

"Is it wrong to keep an act of professionalism?"

"No but-"

"I'm not a child mr.jefferson, and I admit I acted like that before today but lets be honest it was rather immature"

"Seriously Hamilton what's wrong?"

"As I said before I'm fine. Nothing but personal reasons"

"Tell me"

"Excuse me?"

"Tell me your problems"

"And why would I need to? Unless you're planning some sort of blackmail"

"What? No! You already agreed to my plan today I don't wanna be a dick!"

"I guess"

"I just want to know, its weird seeing you act like this."

"I'm fine jefferson"

"I put a period in that sentence in serious hamilton."

"What?"

"Never mind that, just please tell me, I'm...worried"

"Alright if you insist"

"Wait that's it? No snarky remark about me saying please? No eyeroll?"

"Why would I?"

"I expected an eyeroll there"

"Well if you want me to I would, but that would probably just annoy you"

"Ah this is weird I expected another one, seriously what's wrong?"

I sighed and stood up. I walked to him and stood in front of him. God he's tall. Unfortunately tall people are my type. Why is he meeting all my standards.

"So what's wrong?"

I stare at his face for a moment

"I like you"

"Wait w-wha"

"I really like you, like romantically. I've liked you for a while now-"

"Wait-"

"-and I know that you would never feel the same way, so I kept it to myself. But still it hurts whenever you glare at me, it hurts when you insult me, it hurts when you don't acknowledge me, everything. Everything hurts thomas"

"Wait hold on-"

"But I want to see you happy, I want to see you smile, but whenever I try to get close to you that smile disappears. But I need to see you smile, I need to see you happy, so I started distancing myself from you. I tried to avoid getting in your way"

"Wait hamilton-"

"It hurts Thomas, I want you so badly but its just impossible..."

Tears start flowing down my face, I don't really care I just want this over.

"...I've fallen for you jefferson, I'm mad in love with you. And I'm sorry that I am"

I smiled at him, it was genuine but it was painful

"Now that you know please stop talking to me. Please stop making me assume that something will happen"

"Hamilton. You liked me?"

"Like jefferson, I like you"

"Until when?"

"Since the first time I saw you"

"I...this is...I don't know..."

"Okay stop, just please pretend nothing happened, please just forget about all this"

"But why-"

"Please jefferson, I fall in love with you every single second please don't let me know how you feel"

"But-"

"I don't want to hear an answer! I want to stay oblivious, I want to keep thinking that you dislike me, I want everything to stay the same"

"Why?"

"Because...I don't want to risk losing the little friendship we have, we don't get along well but there's occasional ease around us, there are rare moments of peace. And I like for those, now that you know I like you, you'll get weirded out and call me disgusting and leave me. Now we'll never have those moments. I'll never be able to see you smile"

I'm crying now, and its not pretty, its gross and ugly and there's a god in front of me what a life this is.

He'll probably laugh, or use this for blackmail, or get disgusted and leave me alone-and he's hugging me great. Oh my god you smell great, another thing to add in my list of things I love about you.

"You think I smell good?"

"Shit did I say that out loud"

"Yeah"

"Goddammit"

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Yo. I was gonna continue this but is was getting too long lol. Imma end that there, if you want part two then comment whoo.

I didn't proofread this so typos may and will be present