This is dedicated to @mpoire because she said these almost make her cry and i wanna make her cry so yeah here we go

WARNING! (Not gonna spoil but be aware there is...not pg... stuff here) NO NOT SMUT SRY

"John? Where's Eliza?" Alex asked his boyfriend

"I figured she was with you" John responded

"I'll call her" Alex said, and called Eliza's cell. As soon as he clicked call, it ended.

"Hmmm..." Alex said, suspicious. "John! Lets look around the apartment" he said, and started looking. He looked in the bathroom, and found an envelope. He opened it and found a letter in Eliza's handwriting.

Dear Alexander and John,

I love you both so very much. I really will miss you.

Miss us? Alex started to get worried. "JOHN!" he yelled. John came running in. "Let's read this together. I found it" Alex said, and continued reading.

I just want to be happy, I guess. You both make me happy everyday. But there are other things that bring me down.

I was diagnosed with depression. I'm so, so sorry. It's not your fault at all. I just don't feel like there is anything to live for anymore. You both were the only things that make me smile everyday. But there are other things in this world that make me think: "why am I still here?". Think about it. I'm a nuisence, nobody cares about me, and people think I'm a slut and a wierdo because I'm in a poly relationship. There are things in this life that I don't want to live to see.

Which is why I decided to end it today.

Alex and John gasped. Their sweet Eliza would never do this.

I don't know when you would find this. I could be on the roof right now, or falling, or dying.

I just wanted to say thank you. For everything. I love you both so, so much, and I hope you learn to push past this and live in peace, knowing that I am not there.

Love,

Elizabeth Schuyler

"No..." John breathed as Alex stayed silent. What did he just read?!

"John! We need to go see if she's up there! We could still save her!" Alex yelled, and ran up the fire escape. They ran as fast as they could without falling off. They started running when they got to the top. And there was a silhouette of a woman's figure, sitting on the edge of the roof.

"Eliza?" Alex asked

The figure quickly turned her head in shock. And there they saw their sweet Eliza, eyes red and puffy, her face tearstained.

"Lexi? Johnny?" she asked. She only called them that when she was scared or upset.

"Yeah. Lizzy, it's us. Come here, honey" John said

"N-no. I don't wanna leave. I wanna die..." she choked out

"Lizzy, please! We love you so, so much! Please just come back to us" Alex said, tears forming at the corners of his eyes

"I- I don't know..." she muttered

"Think about what could happen in the future. Do you really want to take a chance and throw that all away?" Alex asked, sincerely.

Eliza winced ."The only thing that would happen is me being made fun of and a life full of hurt. You guys probably don't even like me, your just trying to be nice to help this mess that I am!" she exclaimed

"I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts. Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am! 'Cause then I don't have to look at it, and no one gets to look at it! No, no one can really see...Cause I've learned to slam on the brake, before I even turn the key. Before I make the mistake, before I lead with the worst of me. I never let them see the worst of me! 'Cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too? Will I just keep on running away from what's true? All I ever do is run. So how do I step in, step into the sun?" Eliza cried, hugging herself. (Not Sorry ;P)

"Oh Lizzy... please, come here. We'll help you. We never knew you felt this way" John started

"Don't keep your emotions bottled up, honey. It's ok. We'll help you through it all. I promise. Please, please come here" Alex said to her

"O-ok..." Eliza whispered, and went to walk over to them. Slowly, she made if across, and once she was on the flat, safe surface, Alex and John ran up to her.

"Eliza! Oh, thank god you're alive!" Alex yelled, fully crying.

Eliza was shocked at first, but then hugged them both back tightly. Then, Alex smashed his lips onto her's, and she gladly accepted. Then John did the same thing.

The boys guided her to their apartment, and helped her sit on the couch. Alex on her right side, John on her left. They hugged for a while and talked.

"Guys... can I tell you guys something?" Eliza asked, her head on Alex's shoulder and her arm hugging John's.

"Anything at all" Alex whispered

"I'm pregnant"

"Oh, our sweet Eliza..."

Heyyyy y'all~! Hope ur liking these one-shots! Sorry I haven posted in a while, Wattpad was being annoying and everytime I saved my work, and go back a little while later, and saw that barley anything saved, so I needed to start over a lot.

Please send requests! (And ideas, like what you want to happen in the story or an idea that I can work off of). Thx! Have a great life and keep posted!!!