This video has made me sad. Prepare for the worst of this. Its gonna be sad asf.

WELL HERE WE GO-

                  alex pov

He went and did it. Jefferson has a new boyfriend now. James madison. They make a cute couple. I left smiling , but my heart is broken. I had everything with him, he took all my happiness and thoughts with him. I miss him. But all i can do now is lay in my bed and cry.

T - T

My friends came over today. They took one step into my room and suddenly their smiles drop. Im sitting in my bed with my blankets draped around me, just crying silently. They come over to me and sit down. I look at them with tears streaming down my face. I hug laffaytte who is closer to me. Then they all hug me.

But a hug can't fix this broken heart.

Weeks pass by. I barely leave my dorm. I mostly lay around the house sobbing. Im on the floor right now staring at the ceiling. My memory of thomas still lingers around my mind. His smile, his body, oh that face makes me wanna party. I smile through my tears, then i whisper; "i will always love you Thomas Jefferson. I hope you will remember me."

I got up outta my bed. I grabbed a chair. A rope. It'll all be over soon...

Oh shit. This will hit the feels writing this last part. HERE WE GO-

I tied the rope around the hook on the ceiling. I stand on the chair. I carefully put the rope around my neck. My eyes are over flowing with tears. A sob breaks through my lips. Im crying like crazy and it won't stop.

So i finally kick the chair.

I then hear the door open. A scream fills the air. My breathing is being choked by the rope. I feel someone lift me up. The rope being cut. My breathing being normal again after several minuets. I hear the person sobbing. "Alex why? I almost lost you im so sorry!" The voice cracks and i hear more crying.

"I love you goddammit! Im so sorry i didn't tell you before!" I feel this person hug me.

"Im sorry..." I say. My vision clears and john is there.

"Promise me you won't ever do that again." He says with tears still flowing down his freakled face.

"I promise" i say. Then i feel lips being smashed into mine. I kiss back. I will live for him..

Holy shit. Im sorry for the extreme sadness i promise the next one will be happy💜

-hiL :|