I just looked at him,"I just ran to the meeting and back that's what up."
"What why?"
"Because lees in a bad mood that's why."
"Well are you going to go get some rest?"
"See that's the problem."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean lee said I can stay at his house or in the tent anymore since I made a scene." I stuck my tongue out,"You can stay in our tent if you'd like." I looked at him,"thank  you lafayette."

Time skip Lee arrives oh hell nah!

Burr and I have  been friends for a very long time and he treats me the way I want to be he will back down if I'm about to explore and will confort be after lee abuses me for messing up...

I was cleaning up lees' pistol I heard him shout at me and heard screaming of commands,"GIVE ME MY FUCKIN PISTOL WERE UNDER ATTACK!" before I finished he grabbed it out of my hands,"BUT LEE IM NOT DONE IF I-"

"SHUT UP!" He ran out and I grabbed and loaded my pistol and chased him and before I could stop him he fired it and it back fired and the bullet went into his hand,"(Y/N)!" He screamed my name loudly and turned and faced me red faced,"You tricked me!"

"No you didn't listen to me I tried warning you." He slapped me,"Don't talk back to me." My face was slightly turned towards the ground. I just looked down,"Don't you ever, slap her!" It was Laurens I looked up and rolled my sleeves up,"Lee my apologies. I brought another gun hopping you-" He ripped it out of my hands, he treated my horrible, and acted like I was a dog and a slave even though I was of his skin color,"Know go!" He pointed and I walked my head down I clenched my fists,"Why the hell, can't I just look him in the eyes and say, No you are the one whose ignorent!" I held the tears back from the sting in my cheek,"Im not a dog.Why can't he treat me like another person!" I entered the camp and let out a long sigh and looked to see burr talking with some gaurds,"(Y/N) WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?" My cheek must have been so red or he wouldn't have rushed over to me. He placed his hand under my chin and turned my face he moved a piece of my hair out of my face,"Lee slapped me...nothing less." I had a long pause,"Nothing more."

"Why would he do that what did you do to anger him again?" 

"I tried warning him that his gun wasn't repaired yet. I offered mine he refused and left. It back fired and I rushed over he slapped me for "Talking back to him"." Burr looked into my eyes.

"Im sorr-"

"BURR COME HERE!" Lee called to him like a dog burr let go of me and walked away,"And you." I heard his footsteps behind me I clenched my coat and my legs were shaking in my khakis,"Your gonna fix my gun. And if you don't do it properly like earlier I will beat you." I faced him and slowly grabed it my hands shaking,"Calm the hell down you filthy Canadian." he hissed at me and i stopped fighting the shaking and had a fearfull look,"Lee what did you just call her?"

"A. filthy. canadian." He spaced it all out,"Because thats- no she's so stupid that she can't even repair a gun." I narrowed my eyes down and titled my hip and head and crossed one arm and placed my other ontop of it and had the gun in my hand,"Ohh really? lee wanna test that? And atleast I can get ready all by my fucking self wihout a maid." He glared at me and pulled his hand back to slap me. I put my arms by my sides,"Do it, slap me, and then I will never ever work for you again, so then you can just go find a new assistant." He was ready to slap me,"Don't test me Lee." I narrowed my eyes and all the men close to us just watched and lee slapped me but stopped as I said again,"you slap me and I will never care for you brother." His hand shaking in fear and stopped,"Burr lets go." I watched them leave and let out a sigh and closed my eyes,"Dear god he's scary then before." I looked at the tent,"My guess is im sleeping outside." everyone had gone back to work but the Hamilton gang they just stared at me as I fixed the trigger and fixed the gun,"Stupid lee broke the gun." I twirled it on my pointer finger spining it,"Bullshit." I stoped and held it and looked at it,"James lee.." I mumbled reading the name ingraved onto it,"Charles why can't be like your brother?" I set the gun in its holster,"(Y/N) Washington." I nodded and walked into Washington,"Yes sir?"

"Have a seat Snow." He called me by my last name as for no one did that unless it was important,"The way lee's treating you is unexceptional. We're moving to Hamiltons tent."  I nodded,"Before you leave this is for you." I grabed the letter and ran my fingers over the waxy stamp,"Thank you." I opened it and half way out the door I stopped and gagged,"Nononono." I kept reading it,"No no no no james....no..." I bite my lip,"Is everything alright (Y/N)?" I felt my heart being ripped apart I felt sick to my stomach,"CHARLES!" I screamed as I ran into his tent,"It's james!" He looked up at me. My eyes swollen with tears and pain,"What?"

"He's on thr verge of death.." He walked up to me,"Charles.." he shoved me out,"Good that brat will finally be out of my life." I was shoked,"Lee you selfish man You will never find love if you act like that!" He ignored me.

time skip to the Lee home.

I knelt by his bed and held his hand,"(Y/N)?"

"yes..im here." He faced me,"Please don't cry." His words were so soft,"I'm going somewhere safe.." He whispered,"Never forget to....smile more..."

"frown less." I cried as he stopped breathing and died.

funeral

I quielts sung to myself,"You were my everything, everything that I wanted in a friend." I cried inbetween the words,"We were meant to be together forever, supposed to grow up and die together, but you died first, we laughed.." I stopped and barried my faced into my hands.

a few weeks later

"Me amour?" Lafayette walked up to me as I was writing in my journal and swiftly,"Not know Gilbert." he stopped. And everyone just looked at me they were going to bed I never said there first name unless I was stressed or pissed off.