Me: Does anyone have those moments when you start something and at first you're getting so excited and happy, but  through some time.....

It just gets so boring and when you see that you have to update you just wanna grab your computer throw it out the window??

Oak: Yes

Me: *looks surprises* Really how??

Oak: When you don't update

Me:

Bitch don't start with me.
I don't wanna deal with any of y'all.

Daveed: why not

Me: I have reason. Probably because I have lost interest in the Hamilton fandom since 2020 and I'm still writing this.

Oak: Then why post this??

Me: Because i have no new fandoms and these books so well in ways.... And plus their easier for me.

Lesile: So your just going force yourself to write this out??

Me: 1. Yes and 2. Why the fuck are you even here man.

Lesile: Never mind that. Just why though

Me: Because people seem to like these types of books from me and i don't wanna let them down. So thats why i write stuff like this because even tho going through writer's blocks and having small mini tiny mental breakdowns at least someone's happy out here.

*walks away* And that's what i want in life. To make someone happy or proud of me.

Lesile, Oak and Daveed look at each other before looking at the admin walking off.

Daveed: I have a feeling that Ethan is slowly losing their mind

Lesile: Yeah same here

Oak: I've already through of that when they didn't update in two to seven days.