You know that feeling when you wanna write something that is completely in up most the most ridiculous thing you ever heard of.

You know when you wanna dip your toes in the water but you're too scared too because people are going judge you so harshly.

I know being judged and critique is all about being a writer but I don't feel like I can be a writer if I keep letting that get to me being scared to write what I want to write but also write what people want me to write I don't know if that makes sense.

But yeah.

This might be short, but.......

All i wanna say is that I'm tried of writing straight ships as well as random ships that don't make sense at all...

But i feel like people are going to come at me with all this hate ect.