Sameer could not hold his restlessness and guilt anymore as soon as they both returned the hotel after dinner. And as soon as the door closed of their room, he took her name in a bit loud voice.

"Nainaa."

Naina turned back to him listening his annoying voice and her track halted as she was going to the bathroom for freshen up and she gave a confused look at him.

Sameer had tried to his best to make her happy all day but his every effort went to go vain. And now he was on the verge of losing all his patience, so he brusted out at her.

"Naina...kya ho gaya hai tumhe, kyo aise behave kar rahi ho..... please meri purani wali Naina wapas kar do...maine pure din notice kiya hai...tum has to rahi ho...par tumhari aakhon tak wo hasi khushi nahi pahuch rahi hai, tumhari aankho me kuch missing hai, tumhari aakho me mere liye wo pahle wala unconditional pyaar nazar nahi aa raha, mere liye respect aur care to hai par wo pyaar nahi hai Naina jisne hum dono ko bandh kar rakha tha. Please meri purani wali Naina ko wapas kar do." Sameer clenched his fist for his own helplessness and his agitation was visible on his face and body. He felt defeated now.

Naina was stunned and looking at him in disbelief as how he could say that she doesn't love him. She loved him more than her life and her heart shattered into million pieces of his obligation. She stared him quietly but her eyes spoke that she had hurt deeply by his wrong allegation.

Seeing disappointment on her face, Sameer realized what damage he had done in his frustration and softened his voice saying further.

"I am sorry Naina mujhe tumhare pyaar par aise question nahi karna chahiye tha ...par mai kya karu...tumhe udas dekh kar mai bhi baichain ho jata hun, tumhara dard mujhe bhi bahut takleef deta hai... please Naina..." His voice choked and he joined his both hands in front of her.

Naina grabbed his folded hands and uttered in pain. "Sameer aise haath mat jodiye... mai khush hone ki, sab bhulne ki puri koshish karti hun, par mujhe dar lagta hai..." And she lowered her head.

"Kiss baat ka dar Naina... please batao." He asked anxiously.

"Kahi mai phir se koi gadbad kar baithungi aur aap naraz ho jayege....mai sote jagte bas yahi sochati hun ki mujhse phir koi galti na ho...mai aapko naraz kar baithu." A silent sob escaped of her mouth. It's pricked his heart to see his fear on her.

"Naina dekho meri taraf...tum ye dar apne mann se nikal do... please." Sameer requested with a apologetic face.

As Naina looked at Sameer, he said thinking something deeply. "Naina tumhe yaad hoga shaadi se pahle tumne mujhse promise kiya tha... mai jo mangunga tum dogi.."

Naina remembered her promise that she gave him in the temple before tying their relationship. "Haan yaad hai... bataiye aapko kya chaahiye."

"Naina please purani sari baatein bhul kar... tum mujhe meri pahli wali Naina wapas kar do, jo mujhe bahut pyar karti thi bina kisi dar ke...i know meine bahut badi galti hai lekin tumhe aise udas nahi dekh sakta... Please...socho yahi mera gift hoga." Sameer begged for his dearest Naina with teary eyes as his any effort didn't melt her heart.

Naina looked at him with disbelief.

"Please...." Sameer again pleaded seeing other side no response.

Naina was speechless of his request and she had immersed some deep thought thinking of his words.

Sameer apologized again seeing her drowning in some thought with a gloomy face as she did not ready to give up her pain. So he poured out all his guilt, pain, helplessness, fear and frustration. "Kya maine itni badi galti ki hai ki uski saza mujhe meri Naina ko kho kar milegi... please Naina meri galti ki itni badi saza mat do...mai nahi jee sakta tumhare bina..." And tears were streaming down on his cheeks and he said further in a choked voice. "Naina...i love you to more than my life...agar tumne mujhe maaf nahi kiya aur meri Naina ko mujhe nahi loutaya to mai...mai mar jaunga...ye Sameer jinda nah...."

At the next moment he froze at his place, he couldn't move a single muscle, his eyes widened in shock and his words died in his throat as he felt a soft petal touched his rough one and a cold sensetion run through his body. Once he realised what had happened just a few seconds ago and he deciphered he was delighted and his arms reached around her waist soon. He pulled her more and he didn't miss any chance to leave her. He was found this opportunity after a long wait. And now he took the charge and kissed her very passionately and senselessly. He poured out all his fear and pain to hurt her and, nibbling her lips out of longing. She too reciprocated with the same ferver and vented out her fear from her heart.

They both pulled back due to the lock of air and he stared his shy wife who stood fidgeting with her bangles lowering her head. He too felt shy and tried to ease their awkwardness. They both looked here and there except boring into their eyes.

It was first time when they get close such like this and shared a beautiful moment of their life. Sameer was yearning this moment before a long time and it was happened when he didn't expect it.

After sometime they both recovered of this shock and Sameer asked with an anticipated eyes. "Naina...tumne mujhe maaf kiya na?."

Naina turned her face making a pout instead answering his question. "Aap na bahut bure hai....koi bhala aise ruthata hai."

Sameer held both his ears by his hands and muttered making a apologetic face . "Sorry."

"Mai aapko maaf, ek hi shart par karungi." Naina replied looking his innocent face.

"Mujhe tumhari har shart mazoor hai...bas tumhare chehare par pahle jaisi smile aa jaye." He wished.

"To theek hai aapko mujhe ek gana sunana padega...tabhi mai manungi." Naina said with a fake anger.

Sameer at first stunned then he smiled wholeheartedly and whispered pulling her in his arms and dropped a kiss on her forehead. "Bas itni si shart... wo to mai abhi pura kar dunga...par tumhe mere saath gana padega."

As she nodded her head and he asked. "Which song would you like my sweetheart."

"Aapko jo achcha lage." Naina said with a blushing smile.

Sameer took his mobile and brought it near his mouth like a mic and announced with a cheerful voice. "This song dedicate to my dear beautiful wife Naina Maheshwari." And he started the signing.

Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara...
Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara...
Badla yeh mausam
Lage pyaara jag saara...

Chhoo kar mere man ko
Kiya tune kya ishara...
Badla yeh mausam
Lage pyaara jag saara..
Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara

Tu jo kahe jeevan bhar

Tere liye main gaaun...
Tere liye main gaaun...
Geet tere bolon pe
Likhta chala jaun..
Likhta chala jaun...

Mere geeton mein
Tujhe dhoondhe jag saara...

Sameer gestured her to sing and she also started singing with him in her melodious voice.

Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara...
Badla yeh mausam
Lage pyaara jag saara...
Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara...

Sameer made her sit on the bed and knelt down infront of her then held her hands in his and kissed both her palms one by one.

Aaja tera aanchal ye

Pyaar se main bhar doon..
Pyaar se main bhar doon..
Khushiyan jahan bhar ki
Tujhko nazar kar doon..
Tujhko nazar kar doon...

Tu hi mera jeevan
Tu hi jeene ka sahara...

Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara..
Badla yeh mausam
Lage pyaara jag saara..
Chhoo kar mere mann ko
Kiya tune kya ishara...

As the song ended, Naina planted a kiss on his forehead and joined their head. He embraced her in his arms and the tears brimmed in their eyes. They both stayed like this for a long time to feel the essence of the moment and to soak each other's pain and grief in their heart.

But soon the sweet moment broke by a shrill sound of his mobile and Sameer reluctantly pulled her away to attaine the call. Naina chuckled seeing his frowned face.

About 20 minutes Sameer returned the room and lay down beside of his lovely wife after changing his dress. He engulfed her in his embrace and snuggled his head into her hair.

"Naina maine ise bahut miss kiya hai." He said in a hoarse voice.

"Maine bhi Sameer." She replied in a shy voice.

Her acceptance evoked his desire as she had initiated their first kiss and he wanted to more and he pulled away her from him. He tilted her back down on the soft mattress, as soon as her head touched the pillow, he brushed his lips over her face. He moved down of her neck and peppering kisses on the pulsenting nerve giving a soft touch.

And Naina shut her eyes, her heart pounded wild like a bullet train and her bossom moved up and down unrythumlly. Her fist crushed the beautiful satin bedsheet. Her feet unmoved under his weight.

After torturing her soft skin, he nibbled her shoulder and she hissed in pain, he soothed her pain giving a soft kiss there. He moved up her face and finally his lips found a best place. His warm lips met hers that she opened her eyes in surprise and he nipped at her soft lips, his tongue darting in and out of her mouth as she gasped.

Their infused lips parted away for breath after long journey of exploring each other's. As soon as Sameer came back into his senses, his eyes caught a beautiful sight and couldn't stop himself to caress her swallowen lips.

Naina didn't bear his tourture and hid her face in his chest and listened a beautiful music in the whole world under her ears. Sameer stroked her hair softly with a contentful smile.

Suddenly something caught his mind and Sameer stroked her hair softly taking her name.

"Naina so gayi kya.?"

She lifted up her face and asked through her eyes.

"Naina tumse ek baat kahni thi." He asked for permission.

As she blinked her eyes, Sameer started put on his view about their issues which led to their issue this extent.

"Naina pichhle dino hum dono ke beech jo bhi hua, kahi na kahi galti hum dono ki thi....par isse se ek sabak mila hai, tum logon ki baaton me nahi aaogi aur mujhe mere gusse ko control karna hoga...agar hamne ye nahi kiya to phir hamara rishta koi nahi bacha sakta." His voice held seriousness and his facial expressions was stern.

"Sahi kaha Sameer...ye hamara rishta hai aur iske baare me koi bhi phaisale lene ka haq hum dono ka hai na ki kisi ek ke pass ya phir kisi bahar wale ke pass...mai promise karti hun aage se kisi ki bhi baaton me nahi aaungi, ye rishta hum dono ki manzoori se bana hai to koi bhahar wala kaise tod sakta hai... lekin aap bhi promise kijiye agar mujhse kabhi koi galti ho jaye to maaf kar denge aise naraz nahi honge... mujhe aapki narazgi bahut darati hai." Naina assured him keeping her view and requested him to forgive her if she committed any mistakes in future.

"Promise....i will try my best." Sameer promised.

Naina closed her eyes with a satisfied smile as she shared her fear with him which had haunted her for the past few days. Sameer enclosed her in a tight hug as they had taken a step in physical relationship and they both drifted into sleep with beautiful dream to wish a bright future.

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Today was their third day in Ooty. Sameer and Naina went to many places. Their lunch was special with each other's to relish the south Indian food. They spent half day in the museum. Naina read all information that was written on the things. The new information gathering was her best work and her mood booster. They spent half a day in the museum but Sameer thought it would only take an hour but it took longer than he expected and he kept roaming behind her with a sulked face. He clicked her many pictures with antique things.

In the evening they both returned in the resort after roaming the whole day. When they passed through the reception. The receptionist stopped them and the manager invited them for a party to be held in the garden at night. Sameer accepted his invitation.

Sameer and Naina started to ready for party and he insisted Naina to wear indo western dress that he had choosen in the Bangalore. It was a one piece dress, just below the knee, it was look like a frock.

When the bathroom door opened with a click sound Sameer eyes turned to that side as he was combing his silky hair in front of the mirror. He mesmerized on his wife's beauty and elegance that Naina carried in this outfit beautifully. He scanned her from top to bottom with the vivid emotions and he threw the comb behind him then his feet started moving forward to her.

Naina became nervous and looked up at him for his acceptance but she found him lost in her and his intense gaze piercing her. His eyes held with unconditional desire that she didn't meet her eyes to him and the next moment her eyes fixed on the floor. She barely reached to the mirror, he approached to her and she moved few steps back.

Sameer leaned to her face and planted a soft kiss on her pink tinted cheek. As he lifted his face, his gaze fell on the mirror which gave a perfect view of his wife's back. He shut his eyes in possesiveness and slapped his head mentally to choose this outfit, it showed her milky soft skin in her deep back dress. He noticed that she had tied her hair in a messy bun so that anyone could see her back. He thought that if she went like this no one would spare even a moment to stare at her. Just this thought made him angry and his temper rose but he calmed down his mind.

"Tum baal khule rakhana...khule balon me jyada achchi lagti ho." He tugged her bun and the next moment her long tresses fall down back covering her revealing soft skin. Seeing this he heaved a sigh of relief. He left her and searched the comb that kept on the bed. He was passed a tough time controlling his emotions and desires. He wanted to love her the whole night but controlled his desire as his Naina couldn't bear his passion. So he decided that he would wait for the right time no matter how long it took.

As they reached the party venue in the garden, mostly eyes turned to Naina. Sameer sensed it and took her in the most far away seat. They both enjoyed the party where mostly newly wedded couples.

Sameer took her hand in his and making different patterns on her palm. Sometime his figures reached her elbow then back to her palm.

Naina started enjoying his sweet gesture to show his love and she adored his cute face when he drew a pattern and asked for name. Meanwhile his fingers were assault on her soft skin, a different sensation evoked in her stomach.

Suddenly their sweet moment disturbed by a sound and they both lifted their face to see the owner. It was a couple they had asked something that he couldn't hear so Sameer looked at them questioningly.

"Can we sit here?." The man politely asked again.

"Yaa....sure." Sameer answered and shifted his chair next to his wife.

"Hii...i am Apurva Singhania." The person introduced himself wrapping his arms around his wife's shoulder and said with affection looking at his wife. "And she is my wife Ritu Singhania."

Sameer also introduced them. "My self Sameer Maheshwari and she is my wife Naina Maheshwari."

"Nice to meet you...Mr. Sameer." Apurva farwarded his hand towards Sameer and he shook his hand with enthusiastically.

Apurva asked his wife sweetly as waiter approched them. "Ritu darling tum kuch logi."

"Orange juice." Ritu replied and said in a concern voice . "Par tum apne liye coffee hi order dena... nahi to night me tumhe cold ho jayegi."

"Ok dear." Apurva agreed with her and he ordered to the waiter.

"Wo kya hai na.... Raat me agar Apurva kuch bhi cold cheeze le leta hai to use cold ho jata hai." Ritu answered as Naina gaze stuck on her in curiosity.

Sameer was awestruck seeing their care for each others and he was impressed of their understanding. He couldn't stop himself to ask them out of curiosity. "Aap dono ki love marriage hai."

"No...no ...it's arranged marriage, we are tie up in the last week. So we are in our honeymoon." Apurva replied looking at his wife with a loving gaze and Ritu immediately added with her husband. "Sameer ji ye honeymoon ka plan mera tha... agar mai Apurva pe honeymoon ki jimmedari chodati to ye kabhi nahi le jata."

Their level of understanding of each other's was very appreciative in a short period of time. It's forced Sameer to think, about how much their understanding of each other had progressed in their relationship of more than five years. His eyes immediately turned to Naina as they were talking without any hesitation about honeymoon in an arranged marriage, where the couple didn't know each other before marriage. The level of comfort between them seemed to be more than their five year relationship.

Once Sameer's eyes met a shy Naina who also wondered seeing their comfort level, which had not developed between them in two months marriage even they know each other's for the past five years. She couldn't express her desire to see hill station. It was Sameer who thought to give her surprise. How she was stupid and dumb in this matter and everytime she was shy whenever Sameer brought a topic of their honeymoon.

Their reveries was broken by Apurva voice. He asked them in their marriage was love or arrange and Sameer looked at Naina before answer.

"Love marriage." Sameer pulled Naina in his embrace.

"Wow....you looked made for each other's." Apurva praised.

"Aap dono ek dusre ko shaadi ke pahle bhi jaante the." Sameer asked as he didn't digest the fact, how they both get adjust easily in arrange marriage.

"No Sameer ji....hum shaadi se pahle hardly 3 se 4 baar mile the wo bhi tab jab rishta fix ho gaya." Ritu replied excitedly and told how she arranged their meeting without telling her parents. As she wanted to be sure, Apurva was a right guys for her.

Apurva also told, how he avoided her request to meet once before marriage as he was a shy person and he didn't interact any other girls except his sisters. But finally he was agree to meet Ritu and he was liked Ritu's frank behaviour. After that they both met two more time before marriage. And this only three meetings were enough to them knowing each other's.

"Aap dono se mil kar bahut achha laga...aap dono ki aapsi samjh kabile tarif hai...kyo Naina." Sameer admired their relationship and looked at Naina who gave a faded smile.

Sameer sensed, Naina was not happy and his thought went to her depression. He tightly embraced her and asked her for dance seeing the dance floor as the few couples gathered on dance floor after announcing. He did it deliberately to divert her mind, as there somewhere had filled some negative thoughts in her mind.

"Naina would you like to dance with me." Sameer looked at her with hope.

"Yes." Naina smiled and nodded her head.

Sameer got up from the chair and forwarded his hands to her. She placed her palm in his. Then he took her on the dance floor. Her deep brown eyes glistened, and a smile spreaded across her beautiful face.

Sameer drew her close, spinning her around in a slow, smooth moment, delighting in simple pleasure of the dance with her. "I honoure to dance with my beautiful life partner." And a sheer bliss appeared on his delighted face.

"Me too." Naina replied with same fervour.

Her hand crept fractionally up to back of his neck, sending shivers down his arms and he slipped his arms around her back.

They both danced to the music, their feet in perfect sync match with their own heart beat. They lost each other forgetting to the surrounding as the feel of the music.

Their feet stopped when they recieved a loud applause from the audience. Sameer smile became widened as his attempt to give her happiness visible on her misty eyes and her eyes twinkled to received the praise by people.

Before Sameer could feel the moment and be rejoice, a person approched to them. The person was well dressed and looked like a gentleman. He extended his hand towards Sameer.

"Both of you set the fire on the dance floor." The person praised their dance.

"Thanks." Sameer thanked with a faint smile and he started to leave the dance floor with Naina but the person's next statement made him insane and he rooted on his spot.

"Can I dance with you, gorgeous lady." The person asked to Naina and stretched his hand to her.

Naina was shocked and scared. She clinged herself to Sameer and unknowingly wrapped her hands around his arms tightly.

Seeing Naina's fear and the person's intoleranable words deeply hurt his heart that how could anyone such offer to his wife in front of him, it was such disgusting things and mindset. His soft eyes replaced into blazed with fury, his fist clenched tightly, his nostrils flared and pulse of his neck throbbed as he gulped lump of saliva. He lifted his fist to punch him but his wrist clutched by her wife. He threw a hard glare to Naina for loosing her hold and Naina gestured to no through her moist eyes.

Sameer looked around and he calmed down his temper as it was not the right time and right place to fight anyone. He replied in a controlled voice. "Mr. aapne abhi jo bhi meri wife se kaha...wo kisi gentleman ko shobha nahi deta...If I told this to your wife, what would be your reaction? Please think about this once." He patted his shoulder with a force while clenching teeth.

He took her away without delay of a second before anyone again approached them as he was her protecter and he didn't want anyone misbehave with her and only this thought boiled his anger and raised in peek.

Naina pressed his hands softly, taking it in her palm, as they settled forthest away seat.

"Uski himmat kaise hui tum se aise baat karne ki...aur tumhare saath dance karne ka socha bhi kaise... mujhe uska haath tod dena chahiye tha..." Sameer was seething in anger and pissed off at the person.

"Sameer shant ho jaiye." Naina tried to calm down his temper.

"Tum karti, uske saath dance." Sameer narrowed his eyes in fury and shut his eyes to imagine his Naina in his arms.

"Aapko lagta hai mai jati." Naina countered him.

"Nahi." Sameer squeezed her hands.

"To phir bas....aap ye saari baatein bhul jayenge...ye baatein room tak nahi jani chahiye... promise." Naina said in aurthoritative tone and her gaze fixed on him to see his acceptance.

Sameer was frustrated but had no other option left to say yes. As this incident spoiled his mood and he uttered in a meek tone. "Okay."

"Good boy." Naina replied with a mischievous smile but her laugh stopped as he withdrew his hand in her grip.

"That's my girl." Sameer chuckled and ruffled his hair with a wide smile. Naina sighed to see him calm.

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When they went to the bed, party incident occupied their mind. At first there was a person's praposal but they both shrugged off this thought in their mind as this incident would lead them to a quarrel. So their mind went to the other incident, where they met a couple in the party.

And suddenly Naina spoke breaking the silence between them.

"Un dono ki arrange marriage hai phir bhi ek dusre ke saath kitne comfortable the aur kitne close bhi...koi nahi kahega arrange marriage hai." Naina looked up beside her where her husband seemed lost somewhere.

Sameer was lost in his own thoughts. Where they knew each other for more than 5 years, yet they behaved like strangers and somewhere the reason for this was the distance of five years between them. However their relationship progressed after love marriage. He could not show his love publicly like Apoorva. He always thought about people before loving his wife. He wondered how he had controlled his desires even after two months of marriage. Most married couples consummated on their first night. But here he was waiting for his wife's approval and comfortablilty more than his longings and desires.

"Sameer aap sun rahe hai na." She shook him that he came out of his thoughts.

"Haan Naina.... jaise sab log ek jaise nahi hote vaise hi sabhi couples ke relationship bhi alag hote hai...koi publicly show karte hai...to kuch ko privacy chahiye hoti hai....hum jaise hai ek dusre ke liye perfect hai aur hame kisi ko proof nahi karna ki we are love marriage... and we love each other's immensely." Sameer dismissed her wrong thought in her mind by his thoughtful statement.

Naina felt relax and wrapped her arms around his waist and a big smile bloomed on her pretty face.

However Sameer had lifted up her mood as she seemed sad to see their closeness and relationship. But his own heart didn't convince his own words, he wanted to more than his relationship. Day by day his longing to love her and want a complete life with his Naina had increased. As he had waited her for a long time but he was satisfied when he married her and brought her in his life that was enough for him. Yet sometime his desire overpowered his own heart and he had suppressed his surging desire. But today he didn't know Apurva courage stirred in his self-control and mocked him that he could not fulfill his desire. He was fighting his own heart and mind. His mind drawned towards his desire but his heart wanted to Naina comfortablilty first. He was stirred between in his heart and mind too. After much debating with his inner self he shrugged off those thoughts and he closed his eyes to wrap her in his arms tightly with a possessive feeling.

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