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Warning: sickfic so it mentions pills and vomit
I am so sorry this took so long 😔
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I sighed mostly to myself as my alarm clock kept ringing annoyingly in my quiet room. I tried to turn my head but it hurt tremendously. I groaned as I drew my arm out carefully and lifted my phone up to my face.

I turned off the alarm and looked at the time. If I don't get up now, I'll be late. I dropped my phone to my side as I pulled my blankets off but a sudden chill ran down my spine and it made my body feel uncomfortably cold.

I tried to ignore it as I tried to stand on my feet but I fell against my cold floor. I gripped onto the side of my bed in order to keep myself up. "Fuck...it hurts" my head felt like it was going to explode any minute.

I shakily brought my hand up to check my forehead and it was piping hot. "How did I get a..fever?" I questioned myself. I didn't want to be sick at school and in volleyball practice so I settled to stay home for the day.

I climbed up into my bed again and quickly wrapped myself in my blankets and took my phone again. I tried to text the group chat but my fingers felt so cold and numb it hurt so I settled for a FaceTime.

I heard it ring for a while until the familiar faces of my friends popped up after each other. "(Y/n)? Why'd you call this early? Shouldn't you be at school already-bye mom!" I heard Daichi ask as his screen showed that he was walking on his own.

The others had a variety from tsukki showing a black screen and only there to listen or Hinata showing his friends in his class his teammates. I tried to chuckle but my chest felt heavy.

"uh..I don't think-*cough* I'll make it today. I think I have a fever or some shit" I tried to answer but my cough interrupted my own sentence. I sniffed softly as the faces of my friends hurriedly came onto the screen as if trying to reach out to me. It made me smile warmly.

"-are you o-okay?" Asahi asked concern filled in his speech. "Should I come and help you?" I heard suga say in his soft voice. I didn't know if I blushed or not since I was already beat red.

"N-no! I'm okay here alone! Don't skip because of me" I said as I heard them agree but not very convincingly. "Get well, (y/n)" I heard tsukki say before he left the call. I was stunned since he wasn't much to show he cares for his friends.

"Woah! Did you hear that?!-" yamaguchi was going to tease tsukki but left the call. Probably because he was right next to him and forced him to not embarrass him even more than he already is.

I smiled and sighed noticeably. "Don't worry about me please..so do your best in practice" I said and I heard Tanaka and ennoshita yell back in agreement.

Daichi and asahi left since their class were about to start. I didn't hear suga leave but his name wasn't in the call anymore. Noya left right after Tanaka and ennoshita.

"Get much rest, (y/n)" kinnoshita and narita said in unison as they left the call making my room sound much more quieter. "Bye, bye (y/n)!!" Hinata suddenly shouted and left. "Hinata, dont yell so loud boke!" Kageyama yelled right after him as he left.

I chuckled as I dropped my phone to my side and groaned in pain. My body felt so cold but my face and neck felt so warm and hot. Sweat was already present as I wiped my forehead with my arm.

"I should probably go get a cloth" I said to myself as I moved around to stand but once again I fell. This time I hit my ankle pretty hard on to the leg of my bed and I whined in pain. I looked down and it was red almost immediately turning quite purple.

"Fuck, I'll have to crawl then" I began to slowly drag myself vulnerably into my bathroom. Thankfully I didn't shut my door so I threw the door open with a push and went over to my sink.

I gripped the side of the sink desperately as I tried to stand. My ankle was burning in heat and I didn't want to make it worse so I didn't lean on it hard but it was difficult when my whole body felt twice the weight that it was.

I grabbed the cloth quickly and turned on the water and quickly wet it. I squeezed the excess out and dropped quickly onto the floor. I was crawling towards my bed until I heard soft knocks on my door downstairs.

I mentally cried since I couldn't stand to answer it so I stayed still for a while. The knocks were heard once again but I looked down hopelessly until I heard the click of the door open.

"W-wait that can be an intruder!" I said to myself as I tried to move back onto my bathroom for safety as I heard the footsteps made their way up the stairs quickly and dashed towards my room. I cried to myself as I was halfway into my bathroom until I heard my room door open.

"(Y/n)~ I heard you were sick-(y/n)!" I heard the familiar soft voice say as he dropped his bag onto the floor and his plastic bag full of contents I don't know of as he ran to my side.

"I-ohh it's you suga!" I said with a smile. "Sorry! I know you said to stay at school but I care about you so I'm staying!" He said with a warm smile as he went over and grabbed my arm and threw it over his shoulder as he tried to make me stand but I cried out in pain.

"What's wrong?" He asked as I softly pointed to my ankle with tears. "I-I bruised it" he sighed as he dropped one arm down to my waist and held me up off the ground and dropped me back into my bed quickly.

"So you were going to go through the whole day like this?" Suga asked as he went back and got the wet cloth and placed it onto my forehead. I smiled as I sighed happily at the feeling of the cold cloth on my warm face. Suga brought the blankets up to my neck as he went to reach for his plastic bag.

"I didn't want to concern anyone. And you shouldn't be here as well. You're gonna get sick" I informed him as he laughed heartedly as he took out some pain pills and some sleeping medicine.

"How am I supposed to stay still at school knowing your struggling over here?" He asked. I didn't answer as he sat on my bed and got closer. "Do you feel pain? Or hungry or sick to your stomach?" He asked as he brought his hand up to my cheek to check if I was warm.

I couldn't resist the urge to nuzzle on his hand so I did just that. I closed my eyes and felt his cold but warm hand on my cheek as I smiled shyly. "J-just sleepy..". He didn't say anything as he drew his hand back and took the little medicine cup and got some sleeping medicine on it and brought it to my lips.

"It'll taste really bad but it works quickly" Suga said as I looked up at him and nodded. I opened my lips as the liquid went down my throat and I visibly gagged. "Jesus...can't they make it taste like strawberry or something" I said as I licked my lips as the remains were on them.

He laughed as he screwed the cap back on and turned to me. "You can go sleep now. I'll do some of my homework" he said as he pointed to his bag. I nodded already feeling my eyelids close tightly as my hand instantly drew out and gripped onto sugas coat sleeve.

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I groaned as my body forced itself to wake up. My eyes still weren't open as I felt the pain on my lower stomach. I tried to stay still until the familiar feeling of the rush coming up to my throat came as my eyes shot open.

I threw my hands over my mouth as I looked towards Suga who fell asleep on my desk with his head on his arms. I had the sudden burst of energy as I jumped out of my bed and ran to my toilet. I threw myself onto the floor as I opened the lid and began to throw up all the remains of my stomach.

I haven't eaten yet so all I threw up was food from the night before. Tears fell down my face as my body felt horrible. "(Y/n)?" I heard Suga say with a soft yawn. I couldn't say anything as I was still throwing up and I looked completely horrible. I tried to stay quiet but I gagged as the rush came once again and I turned to my toilet and gripped the seat in pain.

"Hey, it's okay. Let it all out. Don't worry just let it out" I felt Suga rub circles on my back and I cried out at how comforting it felt. He leaned over and flushed the toilet as he got a towel and cleaned my face. He stood momentarily as he got my toothbrush and put some paste on it. He went over to me and tried to open my mouth and brush my teeth for me. "Suga, let me do it. It's gross" I said as I tried to reach for it but he pulled back. He had a stern look and I didn't budge anymore.

He gave me a cup of water as I spat back onto it as he drained it down the sink and placed my toothbrush back. My ears were so flushed I could feel the heat.

He softly guided me back onto my bed but sat me up against my headboard with pillows. "Do you feel better?" He asked as he closed his homework folder and looked at my turned off tv. He turned it on and put on (m/n), my favorite movie. I blushed and nodded softly.

"Good! Okay so take these and I'll be back with some soup" I didn't have time to protest as he shoved me some pills to take as he took his wallet from his bag and left the room quickly.

I flushed as I took the pills and laid back onto my bed. I laughed as a funny moment was on screen. I looked at where Suga was sitting previously as I missed his presence. He makes me feel so safe and warm. I caught myself from thinking like that. I'm a whole guy who's thinking cutely of his friend, who is also a guy.

I focused back onto my tv as I patiently waited for Suga to return.

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"I'm..back!" Suga announced from downstairs. I heard his soft feet in my kitchen and moving around. I moved around a bit as I waited for him to come. I had to stop myself from smiling so much to not draw any suspicion to myself.

"Hey, I placed it in a bowl" Suga said as he went and sat down in my desk chair and held the bowl in his hands. "Thank you, I'll pay you back soon" I said as I brought my hands out to reach for the bowl. He didn't budge as he moved the spoon in the soup.

"I-can I have it here?" I asked as I grasped out my hands once again and he shook his head. I tilted my head as he brought a spoonful and blowed on it and moved to my face. "Say aH!" He said with a big warm smile. I jumped at the sudden action and covered my face with my arm.

"S-Suga! I can eat just fine!" I protested and he sighed as he moved more closer. "Cmon it'll get cold (y/n)~" Suga pleaded. My stomach started to feel all weird and tingly as I brought my arm back down.

"F-fine! Just this once" I said as he smiled brightly and brought the spoon up to my lips. I took the bite and felt the warm liquid go down to my empty stomach. It felt extremely good as I blushed and moved my body towards Suga as I waited for the next spoonful. Suga lightly blushed at my action but I didn't pay much attention.

I ate the soup rather quickly as Suga set it down on my desk away from important stuff as I turned back onto my bed and wrapped myself back up. "What time is it?" I asked as I looked at Suga. "Mmm..it's around 3 pm" he said as he showed me his phone.

I shot my eyes open to him. "You should be home Suga!" I said as he lightly laughed and shook his head. "I'm going to stay here until you feel better silly! If...that's alright with you" Suga said with a shy smile as he fidgeted with his fingers.

I flushed as I covered my face with my blanket in embarrassment. Having the thought that Suga will spend the night with me brought a huge smile on my face. "Y-yeah that's okay.." I said in a soft whisper.

-time skip-

"Alright, I'll take your couch downstairs. Yell really loud if you need something" Suga said as he slipped off his shoes and took his phone and tried to head to the door.

I urgently grabbed his arm with a blush on my cheeks. "Oh, you need something?" He asked as he turned to look at me with a smile. I looked down at my cold fingers and bit my lip harshly.

The words didn't come out as I planned them to but they left my lips with no hesitation. "Please..stay here..I mean sleep with me..like lay down..only if you want to!-" I began to rant but his soft laughter ringed in my ears.

"Sure, (y/n)! Now scoot over" he said as he dropped his things and turned off the lamp as I moved to the side as I felt my bed dip. The blankets were lifted lightly but were brought back down.

I laid my head on my pillow as I turned to Suga slightly. He was staring at me with a big smile as he brought his arms open. I looked away shyly. "-what are you doing?" I asked him. "You don't want to cuddle?" He asked with a cute frown.

My beating heart was beating so fast I felt like he could even hear it out loud. I reluctantly agreed as I moved inside his warm and safe arms. He gripped me tightly as he secured me safely as his hand ran through my hair.

He combed it backwards and an evident smile was plastered on my face. "Didn't know you were this cute like this (y/n)~" Suga teased as I opened my eyes to retort something back until I felt his warm chaste lips place a soft kiss on my warm forehead.

My words were caught in my throat as the tingling feeling was left on my forehead for a while. "I-I..." I began but Suga pulled away and brought my cold hands up to his lips. He kissed them lightly and pulled away. He played with them lightly.

"It's okay..you don't have to say anything" he reassured as he continued to play with my fingers. He would touch my fingertips and touch my palm so tenderly.

At that moment, I didn't care about the consequences of the action that I was about to do. I didn't care that it could be the end of everything between us.

"Suga" I said as my heart started to beat once again. I could hear it in my ears and I almost missed what Suga said right after me. "Hmm?" He said quietly.

I used my other hand as I held onto his jaw firmly as our eyes locked into each other's. I didn't want to see his expression so I shut my eyes harshly and brought our lips together in a quick kiss.

I pulled away in a hurried way as I shoved him away as I looked away. "S-Sorry. You should probably go sleep on the couch-" I began but Suga whined loudly. "You didn't give me time to kiss back~" he said in a cute voice. I snapped my head back at his comment. "H-huh?!" I asked. He didn't answer me as he brought our faces back together as he caressed my left cheek as we kissed.

My body felt all queasy on the inside as our lips moved in sync for a while until I felt him lick my bottom lip. I gasped as he moved his head to the side to deepen the kiss more. Our tongues met as they shyly moved together in a rhythm.

He leaned much closer as he pushed me down on the bed as he hovered over me. His arms were on each side of my face as my hands gripped his shirt tightly. We pulled away for a moment. I admired his face as his eyes were full of emotion as his lips looked redder then before.

I looked over at his face as I subconsciously brought a hand up and stroked my thumb across his mole beneath his eye. He closed his eyes as he smiled contently as he nuzzled on my hand. My tummy felt those familiar butterflies once again as Suga lowered his head onto my chest and wrapped his strong firm arms around my waist.

"I love you, (y/n)~" Suga said before he fell asleep on top of me. I smiled to myself as I tangled our legs together and kept rubbing little circles around his arm in a soothing way.

"...me too.." I said in the empty and quiet room as his grip got a tad tighter as I moved a little around to get more comfortable and then finally got to sleep with Suga in my arms.

Bonus:

"Suga I told you, now look at you all sick and gross!"

"..hehe at least I got kiss you.."

"....be quiet and drink already!..."

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Wow I am so sorry I haven't updated, I'm mentally exhausted at the moment so I am sincerely sorry 😔