Not proofread
Warnings: homophobia, bullying, violence, graphic themes.
I'm sorry this is very triggering😔
<I am also sorry these kind of seem repetitive, especially the kissing scenes:,(>
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"Shut the fuck up before I spit on you again!" A sudden lady's voice shouted as the bottom of her heel pierced further down on my fragile and bruised back. I winced in pain as the other girls snickered softly.

"We'll say this once again. Stay away from Oikawa you homo. There's weird rumors of him being gay and that's the last thing we want from him!" She said with a voice full of poison as her heel pressed further and further down making me choke on my own spit mixed with blood.

She pulled her heel off and sighed loudly in annoyance as they all departed leaving me groaning in pain as I held onto my nose. I sat up on my knees and looked down at my hands.

They were super scratched up and red and I let out a soft sigh escape my chapped lips. I hope Oikawa doesn't notice anything different.

After a while I was able to stand and I held onto the walls as I walked into the closest washroom and quickly washed up my bloody nose and other marks I had.

"Okay! Don't cry (y/n)! you know you won't..be able to..s-stop" I stuttered out as I looked over at the mirror. Depressed eyes that looked empty looked back as they quickly roamed around picking out obvious flaws.

I choked on my spit as I held onto the sides of the sink as I began to uncontrollably sob quietly to myself letting all my tears run down my chin onto my school uniform. All there was, was a broken boy crying in the washroom thinking he was never going to get better.

After a while I wiped off my dirty face once again and headed out. I took cautious steps since my back still hurt from the other previous beatings I've had gotten.

I looked around and noticed I was close to the infirmary. I smiled as I fastened my pace and knocked softly. "Come in!" An old mans voice was heard from the other side and I entered with a grin.

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"Aish! You never tell me where you get these wounds from?!" The old man, known as my father figure said as he wrapped my hands in bandages and placed a bandaid over my nose with a disappointing look.

"I've told you! I bump into stuff so much!" I said with a fake laugh but tried to mask it with a cough. "Are you done? I have to go somewhere" I asked. He nodded after a few seconds and stood up.

I followed and I quickly leaned down and gripped him in a tight hug. "Be more careful, my boy" he said in my ear making my body flinch. I nodded and patted his back softly.

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I walked over to the gym doors slowly but then the sound of volleyballs hitting the gym floor made me clear my throat and fix my posture. I opened my eyes to hide my eye bags and curved the corners of my mouth upwards.

"Okay!! Let's go!" I said to myself as I forced all the anger, frustration and stress away and replaced them with manufactured happiness. I walked over to the doors and pulled them open with a huge smile.

"Oikawa!~" I shouted as our eyes met. He quickly set down his water bottle and said a quick bye to his friends and quickly walked over to me. I grinned happily as I opened my arms wide open for him to get in between but instead I earned a grip on my right wrist and Oikawa pulling me outside.

"Uh?" I asked in a head tilt until Oikawa scanned me. His eyes were quickly looking all over me with a frown. My smile slowly started to drop as he kept staring at me. I don't like disappointing people. Especially, him.

"(Y/n)..who did this to you?" He asked after the silence was growing too big. I felt startled at the question but desperately tried to hide any suspicion with a laugh. "What? Oikawa you know how clumsy I am!" I said as I tried to punch his chest in a playful manner but he held onto my hand tightly.

"O-oikawa? What's wro-ong?-" I asked as I started to grow nervous by the second. The last thing I want is him to find out. I don't want him to know how worthless and useless I am. I want him to always be happy with me, not hopeless. I want him to only feel joy.

"No! You tell me what's wrong!" He suddenly shouted making me flinch at the outburst. He breathed in harshly as his eyes looked over at mine. They looked so sad that it made me grow in anger towards myself. Why wasn't I more careful. Why didn't I sound more convincing. It worked the other times so why now?

"There's nothing wrong Oikawa-" I began my sentence but he quickly ignored me as he sighed softly and pulled me over to the back of the gym where there is no one around and made me sit on the ground with him.

"Turn around" he said with a serious tone. I couldn't let him know so I laughed again. "What? What for?~" I said in an attempt to sound cute but he only stared back sternly.

"please?" He asked in a shaky tone making me snap at the sound and quickly turn around complying. His soft hands grasped the edges of my shirt and lifted it up in a swift motion. Suddenly he gasped as he brought it back down quickly.

I bit my lip and looked around all over. I didn't know what to do but I did know I had to lie my way out of this. "Oikawa I'm okay! This morning I fell down my stairs" I lied as I turned around again and smiled brightly.

He didn't meet my eyes. His gaze was so strong towards me as he bit his own trembling lips. "Please..stop" he said as his face softened and I jumped at the sudden tears that fell down his warm cheeks down to his chin.

Despite this situation, Oikawa looked absolutely beautiful. His tears sparkled in the orange colored sky. His sobs sounded so warm and soft. I stayed silent as I admired him even more. Seeing him breakdown in tears made all my previous thoughts vanish without another trace.

I began to think of how wonderful Oikawa is. How hard he works himself even to his self destruction. How he cares about everyone but himself at times. He puts everyone first over anyone. I felt my body shake violently as the saltiness met my lips as silent cries escaped my lips.

"I-I...." I tried to explain but he shook his head and opened his arms. I didn't waste any time and climbed into his lap and wrapped my legs around his torso and my arms held tightly around his neck.

"I love you baby..so so much!" He cried onto my shoulder as his grip around me was firm but not too tight to not hurt my back. He fisted the back of my shirt as if I was going to slip away and never come back. Something I've always thought of.

"Don't say anything more. Just touch my hair" he said as he heard me attempting to stop my cries and explain in words. I was confused until he pulled away enough so he could look into my eyes with a grin.

"I remembered that one night you were stressed about school.." he began in a mix of voice cracks and sobs as he rubbed his hands on my back in circles with a small smile.

"You didn't say anything but you ran your hands through my hair and it calmed you down almost immediately.." Oikawa said as he met my eyes once again. I instantly bit my lip feeling my tears prick my eyes once again.

I dropped my head on the crook of his neck as I left soft kisses as my hands ran through his hair desperately trying to find comfort, which I did.

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I sighed with a relief as we both finally calmed down after minutes of sitting down and hugging. Oikawa noticed my regular heart beat and breathing pattern and lightly tapped my shoulder. I pulled away with a soft sniffle.

"Can we talk now?" He asked with a comforting look. I looked down and nodded hesitatingly. I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want him to know how vulnerable I really am. But I told him. I told him everything. I told him who did it and why they did it.

I didn't want him to get the idea that we should part ways. That's the last thing I want. "I don't want you to leave me! That's why I didn't tell you" I said in a rushed tone. I bit my lip waiting for his reaction but he smiled softly.

"Why do you think I'll leave you, hm?" He said as he combed my hair back making me shut my eyes as a sigh of pleasure left my mouth. "Because you'll think this is all because of you.." I said as his hand staggered and laid there on top of my head.

"This isn't any of yours or mines fault. It's their for being utterly disgusting. I knew there was something up with those girls but I didn't know they would go as far to hurt my.. prince" oikawa said in one breath and the last part made my cheeks flare up slightly.

"So...what do we do now?" I asked as moved his hands down to playing with my fingers. Oikawa has said multiple times that it soothes him down. I looked down as well as his slender calloused hands rubbed and touched my harmed ones.

"I'll go report them of course!" He said with a snicker as he pulled softly at my hands. I blushed and looked nervously around. "Oikawa?" I said with a hush voice. "Hm?"

"Do..you really..like me? Like I'm actually depressed and stuff.." I said but my nervousness shot through the non existent roof in fear of Oikawa leaving me for being a sad piece of shit but all I earned back was such a warm smile that made my heart ache so tenderly.

"When I said ill be by your side no matter what, I meant every word and I still do" Oikawa said making me slump my shoulders down and laugh slightly. "Phew..it feels like something was lifted off my shoulders haha" I said making Oikawa stare harshly. I flinched and bit my lip. "You okay?"

He then attacked my face with kisses making me giggle uncontrollably. "Ahahaa! Stop stop! I'm gonna pee!" I said as I softly punched his arms but all he did was leave even more sloppy kisses.

After I patted his shoulder he pulled away not before leaving a huge kiss and making the exaggerated smooch sound with a happy smile.

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"Hey! Yeah you! Turn around!" Oikawa gelled angrily with his hands in his pockets and a scowl in his face. The girls flinched and turned around slowly with a frightened look.

"Oikawa senpai! How are you today?-" One tried to say but oikawa stomped his foot making her jump and cling onto her friends sleeve. "Who the fuck were the ones who touched (y/n)?" Oikawa asked loudly.

"Ahem. That would be me. I did it to protect you so as a thank you, you should-" the leader of the girls said as she stepped forward with a confident smile. Then suddenly a punch was received on her right cheek by Oikawa. He threw it so hard that it knocked her wind out making her stumble over and fall flat on the cold floor. The girls yelled and ran to her aid.

"Oikawa!? She just protected yo-!" The girls tried to defend their leader but Oikawa stepped forward with a deathly glare. "Are you also involved?" He asked as he cracked his knuckles but a sudden cough caught his attention.

"If you touch them, i won't hesitate to hurt you" a male said as he stepped towards him with a big grin. He was really lean more than Oikawa and quite tall but it didn't even shake Oikawa at all. He doesn't care who he has to go against with, he just wants to beat those who harmed (y/n).

"Alright big shot. Hit me" Oikawa said with a smirk making the other male grunt and ran forward and threw a punch but Oikawa ducked fast and threw an uppercut making the other male step back but he composed himself. "Oh? Thought you would fall. Okay then, let's fucking go"

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"Why did you go and do that, huh?! Now look at you!" I yelled annoyed at how hurt and damaged Oikawa got. He told me he reported them but he came back with marks on his face. I was relieved nothing was severely hurt.

"So you're his boyfriend? Did you beat those bullies up badly?" My old man asked as he placed band aids over Oikawas face and neck. "Huh?! How did you know I was-" I asked but he shushed me with a chuckle. "(Y/n), I know you for so long".

He pulled away and finished up. Oikawa placed his shirt back on and thanked my old man and we headed out the infirmary. I was still mad that he got in a fight for me. "You know I'm still mad" I said as I crossed my arms.

Oikawa pouted and carefully placed his arms around my waist pulling me close to his chest. "But (y/n)~~ we both know they wouldn't have stopped so they had it coming hurting my precious darling!" He said as he leaned forward and kissed my cheek.

I blushed and looked at him with a smile, a genuine smile. I pulled him forward forgetting that we were in the hallway but I didn't care at the moment as I crashed our lips. Oikawa almost tripped forward as he slammed his hands between my face and kissed even more.

Our lips moved fast but passionately as if one of us was going to go somewhere far, far away. My hands gripped his shirt tightly as one of his hands ran down my cheek, caressing it so lovingly.

Extra:

"Ahem! Both of you go home. You're still in school grounds!"

"S-Sorry sensei!"

"Kids these days"

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I wrote this for a break from requests so I hope this is okay 🥺