"Because you were
My Favorite Hello."

Yamaguchi and you were best friends since the both of you could ever remember.

You'd be one of those inseparable friends who'd never leave each other's side.

You'd both meet each other by your windows to say greet each other 'Good Morning' and bid each other 'Good night' every day.

Your parents were also close friends, so wherever one family went, the other followed, so naturally, you guys never left each other.

Even when Yamaguchi's parents decided to make him go to Karasuno, your parents agreed to make it so you'd go as well.

You both knew everything- and I mean everything about each other.

Clothes size, feet size, the exact time you both went to sleep, heck- even the day puberty hit you and decided to make a bunch of blood stream out of you, making you extremely annoyed and pissed because it just had to happen so soon.

Naturally, you knew each other's deepest secrets, never once using it against the other.

But what you didn't know was that this certain dark green-haired boy was in love with you, and he was way too shy and scared to ruin the friendship to tell you what he really felt inside.

-_~*-_~*-_~*

"Tadashi!" you yelled, waving over to the boy, who was with Tsukishima, sitting on a table. "Can I sit with you guys?"

"Yeah, of course," Yamaguchi nods, motioning for you to sit down.

You smiled brightly and sat down, opening your bento, humming a happy tune to yourself.

"What's with that face?" Tsukishima asks bluntly.

"Nothing~ I'm not going to a date or anything this Saturday," you answer, sticking your tongue at the blonde.

Yamaguchi almost choked on his food, while Tsukishima just stared at you with a blank expression.

"W-Well- Congrats," Yamaguchi gave you a small thumbs-up. "With who, if I may ask?"

"(Random Boy Name)," you reply dreamily, staring off into space.

That sent him coughing like mad, the boy excusing himself to use the bathroom.

You just continued eating, not noticing the dejected face your best friend was wearing by the time he got back, his thoughts swarming with nothing but the fact that he was already losing you, his and only his (according to him) best friend to some guy that he didn't even know.

-_~*-_~*-_~*

You headed to the gym, skipping joyfully, wearing a big smile on your face.

You slid open the gym door and walked to the bleachers, where you'd be for the next hours watching Yamaguchi and waiting for him to walk home with you.

As your eyes met his, he quickly looked away and shifted his gaze to a basket of volleyballs, where he picked one up hesitantly and shakily tried to serve.

You watched him throw the ball up in the air and hit it smack down to the floor, making his whole body fall over.

"Oi- Yamaguchi-kun! Are you okay?" Sugawara asked, jogging over to the fallen player.

"Y-Yeah," he replied, giving a small, fake, smile.

You took notice of this, and walked over to him, handing him his water jug.

"What's up?" you ask, as he grabs his stuff from you, gulping down a huge amount of water, making him choke.

"Tadashi! Careful! Clumsy baka," you shook your head, chuckling and handing him a towel as well.

"S-Sorry," he mumbles, placing his stuff back on the bench and jogging towards Tsukishima and the freak-duo, where they were fighting over who would treat who to pork buns today.

You sigh, heading back to the bleachers where you sat down, continuing to watch the volleyball team play.

Just then, your phone started to vibrate, signaling you that you had received a message.

To: (F/N)
Fr: (Random Boy Name)
Subject: Hey!
Could you meet me at the gates? I have to tell you something.

You replied, telling him to wait a few minutes, saying that you'd be there shortly.

You told Kiyoko to tell Yamaguchi that you wouldn't be walking home with him today because you had something important to do.

He watched you exit the gym, his heart sinking deep down his body, small beads of tears forming at the corner of his eyes.

-_~*-_~*-_~*

Yamaguchi's POV

I can't even believe it.

It's already Saturday and (F/N) hasn't even told me anything yet, nor did she even text me.

She hasn't even been walking home with me for the past few days, probably with that stupid boy.

Ugh, I mean- what in the world?

I can't get over the fact that she just simply accepted an offer to go on a date without even asking me or telling me first.

Do I not matter anymore?

Am I really that unimportant?

I feel like nobody in this world even needs me around anymore.

Yeah, I know, I probably sound stupid and selfish, and you know what?

I'm tired of thinking and talking.

I head to my closet and grab my sweater and my wallet, stuffing the wallet in my pocket and throwing the sweater over my head.

I walk outside, towards the small cafe that I usually go to when I feel all messed up.

(F/N) is usually with me, but this time she's with this oh so handsome and cute boy.

There you go again, Yamaguchi.

Stop being so jealous.

I sigh glance at the cafe, my eyes widening in horror.

There, on my usual seat, was (F/N) and her date, sharing our favorite flavor of milkshake, smiling happily.

Tears begin to uncontrollably pour out of my eyes, my legs starting to run away, as if it had a mind of it's own.

Sobs are emitted from my mouth, my tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Because you were my favorite hello.

And my saddest goodbye."

A/N: NOOOO IM ACTUALLY CRYING RN BRB IM SOBBING I CANT EVEN TYPE

IM SO SORRY. I AM SO-

I sAID I WOULDNT WRITE ANGST-- ANLWZWNXWWXKW X

okay even if i did write angst, this oneshot was so badly written, i am gawking at my own work and im desperate because im on writer's block.

sequel? comment below uwu

okay so anyways uh- goOD NEWS FOR ONCE!

1. WE'RE ALMOST TO 5K AND THATS LIKE HALF OF 10K IM ACTUALLY SOBBING

2. i might publish a Sugawara x OC book! please do comment if you'd like to see that. Here is its story info:

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Hikari Ayumu, a bright student with the love for 2D, had always dreamt to become a fantastic manga illustrator.

Her passion drove her to be the hardworking girl she has come to be, even earning her a scholarship to Karasuno High, where her best friend, Tsukishima Kei, also studied.

Sugawara Koushi, a kind-hearted, gentle, and caring boy, had always loved volleyball since he was a little kid.

His love for volleyball was beyond expectations, bringing him many places with new faces to see on every corner.

These are two students on the A line, with abilities that exceed average.

But that doesn't mean that these two can work well together.

In fact, they hate each other- so much that it's scary.

The cheery personalities these two share are shattered the moment they catch a glimpse of each other.

Only she can bring out his mean and irritable side, while only he can make her head start hurting with his existence in itself.

But there's one thing, however, that these two can agree on.

Hatred is a difficult thing to understand.

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