Beep! Beep!

"Hello?"

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They're pretty cute together.

He's a jerk, she's a jerk, but nevertheless, they're both really nice to be with.

Ah, you don't really get it, do you? Sorry, I kind of suck at explaining.

Tsukki's cold, and (f/n)'s sarcastic, and they are hard to deal with at times, so they're a very... well... interesting pair.

But they can be really kind and nice at times!

Rare... times.

But whatever, I really like to be with them; they're so adorable together, honestly, but I can never say that to them out loud, or Tsukki would probably kill me.

Hmm? Why don't I talk about myself or my relationships? That's pretty simple.

I don't have girlfriend, and well, I don't really mind talking about my best friend and his own girl, but that's mainly because I kind of enjoy third wheeling around them.

I mean, I don't think I'd call it a third wheel, but rather uh, hmm, a private-audience-that-only-composes-of-me?

Because that's one other thing I love about them, whenever there are other people around them (which is only usually me, because we all know how Tsukki's not much on PDA) they're sure to be mindful of their surroundings, and they give a pretty good show.

By good show, I mean the kind of scenarios in which my heart is practically screaming because I have become smitten into their undeniable cuteness.

So don't worry about me. I'm fine.

Plus, I don't really have to worry about a whole mob of girls asking me for advice on how to get Tsukki to love them or something like that anymore, because the only one who ever asks me for help is (f/n), and I really don't mind helping her out.

Sometimes, we talk about Tsukki, and sometimes we talk about everyday problems.

Yep, (f/n) and I are pretty tight.

A-Ah! But it's not like I like, like her or anything, please don't get the wrong idea! We're just friends, I assure you!

(I kind of like some other girl. But that's another story for another day.)

As for helping Tsukki out with his own problems, I'm there, don't worry.

We all know how he never likes people to see him when he's weak, so I guess I have to be there for him.

They're both there for me too, so we're all cool.

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Eh? Tsukishima and (f/n)?

Well, Tsukishima-san is pretty protective over her, and never lets any of the team flirt with her.

And by 'the team', I mean Noya-senpai and Tanaka-senpai because she's "a real beauty like Kiyoko-san".

I don't really have time for girls so much because volleyball is very important, and it will be too hard for me to play volleyball, have a girlfriend, and study!

Studying is hard, okay?!

(Especially with SOMEONE yelling 'boke' every time I get a mistake or something! Ugh, he's not even in a position to say that because he's only good in volleyball and nothing else! Stupid Kageyama.)

I hate Tsukishima-san!! He's too gifted!!

He's tall, he has a girlfriend, and he has good grades!

Urggggghhhhh!! I'm so jealous!

Hmm. But maybe, juuuust maybe... he deserves it.

He does take good care of her.

And he does well in his studies!

WAIT! I TAKE IT BACK! HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT!!

Always slacking off in practice, and he makes fun of my height!

He's so mean!!

And never helps me study!

Stingyshima!!!!

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I really find it ironic that Tsukishima was the first one to get a girlfriend before everyone else in the team, but that's okay.

He's a pretty decent guy, I guess?

But if he did end up hurting (f/n), he'd be dead to me.

(f/n)'s like the younger sister I never had; our parents would always get together every week or so for a lunch or something, and we'd always play together as kids.

Of course, being the responsible older cousin, I had to take care of her often.

I love (f/n), but not in the way Tsukishima does, but rather as a brother.

I-I know I'm pretty meek, and probably don't really sound like I can really protect her if she ends up hurt, which I really hope she doesn't, but I will be pretty mad at Tsukishima, and I'm not sure if I can forgive him if he does.

But everything's going nicely now, so I don't think I should worry; (f/n) always complains that she's 'mature' enough... but I can't help but feel the need to guide her or something.

O-Oh man! I sound like [dad's name]-ojisan! Whoops.

Well, he did ask me to watch over her in school, and I can't really blame him and his fatherly instincts, so it's okay.

B-But usually, (f/n)'s the one watching over me... ahaha... I feel kind of embarrassed... I guess I need to toughen up a bit?

Or maybe not... too many people at school think I'm a lot tougher than I look... but maybe I need to be a really super tiny bit tougher than I am?

I don't wanna be a super soft-heart to the point I'm a pushover, y'know?

I'm getting carried away! Sorry!

Back to (f/n) and Tsukishima, everyone seems to approve of their relationship as it is, well, pretttttyyy darn cute.

Sometimes.

Sometimes they do end up insulting many people... mainly Hinata... no actually, that's just Tsukishima, and (f/n) just laughs with Yamaguchi.

I-I didn't mean for it to sound like they're bad people, though!

I do hope (f/n) and Tsukishima have a nice time being together, and I think they're on their way right now for another date.

Helping (f/n) get ready for dates is pretty traumatising, but I'd do anything to help out my little cousin.

A-Almost anything...

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Everything is falling right in place.

They both wish they could take a picture and let time freeze, as they both are enjoying themselves a lot, comfortable in each other's arms.

She feels safe, and she can easily call those arms home any time.

He feels glad knowing she feels nice in his own arms, because it feels so good to hold her.

It's such a lovely feeling, truly.

Undeniably, it feels so nice to be in love like this.

And it goes beyond just the puppy love and the kind-of-middle-level love, it's the kind of love you wish would never ever end because your heart is finally satisfied.

They're sure to let this love last forever, because they sure as heck don't really want to change anything so much.

She's happy.

He's happy.

Because they both know that their significant other is happy.

It's a beautiful thing, isn't it?

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Everything is falling apart.

They don't know what happened, but something happened, and everything is shattering.

It feels like the world is crumbling into dust, and it definitely hurts.

It pains them.

Every time they look into each other's eyes, it's empty.

Nothing registers, except for the tiny flick of hatred because they are both blaming the other for this devastating fall.

Their hearts are devoid of happiness.

It's hard to fix everything because they know nothing will ever be the same.

They've ignored each other.

They've pretended the other person doesn't exist.

But deep down, they know it wasn't supposed to end like this.

They had a dream.

To be together. Forever.

It never came true.

And never will.

It's not fair.

FOOLS.

Who ever said this world was fair, dear?

Forever is a lie.

Love isn't everything.

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"Hey, it's me. You probably don't want to hear from me, but I promise you that this is the last time. Please just hear me out.

I'm sorry how everything turned out.

I'm sorry that everything is so awkward now and we can't bring back anything, or fix our mistakes.

I'm so sorry.

But please promise me.

You have to promise me that you'll remember how we first met, how we would steal kisses from each other and count all the points we had earned. Remember how nice it felt to cuddle up against each other, and how your first love feels like. Remember how I'd always visit you when it rained just because I was cold. Remember how we almost burned the house down trying to bake a strawberry shortcake. Remember how we held hands that night- and you know which night- how I was crying so hard and you just grabbed my hand and told me that everything was going to be okay and that you were there for me. Remember how much those words meant to me.

If anything, please don't remember how it ended.

I hope you know that even if we can't bring ourselves to look at each other, I'm still here for you. If you call, I'll be on the other end of the phone. Always.

You may not be my last love, but you'll always be my first.

Don't feel sad, okay? Please. Just don't. It will pain me more than you'd ever know.

Please be okay and stay like that. Don't ever be anything less because of what happened.

Why am I saying this?

Truth is, I still care for you.

I care deeply about you, which is why this is the last time I'm calling."

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a/n: i'm not even sorry : )

EH? TWEAA'S NOT SORRY FOR BREAKING HEARTS? WHAT YOU MEAN TWEAA

aha.

IM JK SORRY ; ) ILY GUYS

//sends you comfort food / stuff

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