Loving and fighting, accusing denying

I can't imagine a world with you gone

They joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

"Tobio, please," Hinata rests his head on the door. Ever since Kageyama had told him about his depression, Hinata had been noticing more things about him, more things to be concerned about. And Hinata had always wanted to help, but sometimes he was at a loss for what to do. Even though Hinata has tried his best to be as supportive as possible, sometimes things just got out of hand. This time, Hinata couldn't help but blame himself. Kageyama was already having a worse day than usual, and then Hinata had yelled at him. How could he have done that? Hinata's head leans against the door, tears slowly dripping down his face.

"Tobio, I'm so sorry, please come out. It's my fault," Hinata pleads. Hinata hears heavy breathing from inside the door. He's still all right, then. "Please, just let me in."

You lock yourself in the bathroom

Lying on the floor when I break through

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"

After jiggling the handle enough, the door finally gives way. Hinata practically falls into the bathroom and gasps when he takes in the sight. Blood, so much blood. Hinata drops to his knees. His breaths quicken as he frantically fumbles for something to wrap Kageyama's arms in. His hands don't seem to work and he keeps tangling the bandages. Once there's something covering the wounds, Hinata picks up Kageyama from the blood stricken tile and carefully lays him in the car. He quickly checks Kageyama's pulse. It's still there, there's still a chance. Then Hinata speeds toward the hospital. It's faster this way; an ambulance would have taken too long, he tells himself. He hopes that he made the right choice.

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me

Driving a nightmare I can't escape from

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading

Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones

Hinata rushes into the emergency room, Kageyama in his arms.

"Somebody help, please!" he chokes out. Blood has soaked through the bandages on Kageyama's wrists and it's slowly dripping onto the hospital floor. A nurse spots him and screams for more help. People flood into the room, taking in the scene of two, blood soaked boys. Hinata's breaths are heavy and fast. "Please, help..."

They took you away on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"

Hinata paces back and forth in the waiting room. Tears continue to stream down his face. How could he have let something like this happen? He should have been better, more supportive, he should have listened more. There must be something else he could have done.

Suddenly a horrible thought dawns upon Hinata. What if Tobio had also taken pills? They have sleeping pills in the bathroom; Hinata didn't even to think to check in his wild frenzy to stop the bleeding. His breaths start to speed up again. What if it was already too late? Hinata can't remember how strong Kageyama's pulse was. What if it was just about to fade away? Hinata tugs at his hair. How could he have been so careless? He's seen Kageyama getting worse, but he hadn't done anything more to help. How could he have not done more to help? Hinata collapses into one of the chairs, feeling light-headed.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

Hinata's fingernails dig into his palm. He silently pleads for a doctor to come out and say that Tobio is okay, that his Tobio is going to be fine. Hinata keeps finding himself biting his lip, hard. He needs something to do to distract him, but there isn't anything he could do to take his mind off Kageyama. It's all his fault, a voice in Hinata's head says. It's his fault that Tobio became depressed, it's his fault that Tobio tried to kill himself. He just made Tobio worse.

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I just wanna hear you

Saying, "Baby, let's go home"

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

After what feels like an eternity, a doctor walks into the nearly empty waiting room. Hinata looks up hopefully at her.

"Are you here for Kageyama Tobio?" she asks gently. Hinata nods sadly, but a small smile forms on her face. "Well, I have good news then. He lost a lot of blood, and swallowed too many sleeping pills, but we managed to get to him in time. You did very well, getting him here as soon as you did." Hinata heaves a sigh of relief. Tobio was going to be okay.

"Can I see him?" Hinata squeaks. The doctor nods.

"He might not be awake yet, though," she says. Hinata nervously follows her through the winding corridors of the hospital. She stops in front of a room, and turns to look at Hinata with a sympathetic look on her face. She sees his trembling lip and watery eyes.

"Do you need a minute?" she asks quietly. Hinata shakes his head. They walk into the room and Hinata sighs, a confirmation that Tobio really was okay, sitting right in front of him.

Kageyama is laid on the bed with thick wrappings on both his arms. His eyes are still closed, so Hinata takes the seat next to the bed. Hinata gently takes Kageyama's hand, making sure to move him as little as possible.

"I love you, Tobio."

Hold on, I still want you.

Come back, I still need you.

Hey guys!! Okay so I heard this song and immediately thought, 'I could make a great fic out of this' so I tried and came out with this. I wanted it at least to have a, kind of, happy ending, so yeah. I hope you guys like it!! Thanks for reading! :)