Trigger Warning: This chapter involves several mature scenes and sexual references that maybe disturbing to a lot of readers. Kindly procced accordingly  

We leave the hospital, Chloe has a huge smile on her face that won't go away. She's holding Jasper's hand and her head is on his shoulder. I can tell that she wished for this day to come. I know she's nervous.

The smile on her face comes and goes, as we approach Jasper's place to drop him. We're in Chloe's car, Liam is sitting in the passenger's seat. Leo's driving. Austin stayed back to fil out the documents in the hospital.

There's a shit load of forms still left to be filled out. Dan took a rain check, because he has work. I wonder if having a brother who's this busy is disappointing. He cares about Jasper, no doubt, but he's not very rational.

That's probably because he didn't get the proper parental supervision in his childhood. He's impulsive, sentimental though, but immature, and maybe misunderstood. The car comes to a stop. I look outside the window and we've reached Jasper's place.

Liam comes around to open Jasper's door and carefully holds him, he's physically fine now, but still very weak. Chloe jumps out of the car as well, and takes out all of Jasper's belongings.

I get out of the car as well, and open all the gates and doors. Leo parks the car in the garage as the sky seems to be threatening. It's gonna rain for sure. As soon as we reach his bed room, Chloe, brings out all the meds and organizes them on the bed-side table.

Meanwhile Austin called Liam to ask a few things to Jasper, before signing the forms. He wasn't sure of the details. Jasper, Liam and Austin kept talking on the phone, while Chloe sorted his meds for the day.

"Evelyn, could you maybe bring me a bottle of water?"

"Yeah, sure." I walk out of the room towards the kitchen to get a bottle of water. The house is not too big but not very small either. The kitchen's clean and it's quite big. I see a bunch of pictures on the fridge door. Small jasper, small Dan, a happy family.

It's weird how families, such strong connections, so many emotions just fade away, that easily. I know Jasper's father had a heart attack, and died a few months later. Jasper and Dan have been struggling to make a living since then.

I can tell Dan does everything that is possible for him, to earn a handsome amount of money. I take the water bottle from the fridge that is mildly cold, seems like it wasn't inside for long. I take it to Chloe. "You guys wanna eat something. I saw some Ramen in the fridge, I can make it."

"Yeah... would be awesome. Jasper? You wanna have soup?" asks Chloe

"Do we have eggs?"

"Yeah, I guess I saw some." I run over to the kitchen when I hear the front door open. I ignore it and go to the kitchen to start making something tasty. I like cooking stuff occasionally. After all the needed ingredients are on the kitchen slab.

I look around for chili flakes, in the cupboards behind the shelfs, ah, maybe it's in the fridge. Right. I take it out and close the fridge door. When my sight falls on a picture, a picture of Jasper and Dan with their father, on the couch.

Jasper's really small, he's on Dan's lap and Dan's looking at his father, he's laughing really hard. The smile on Dan's face to see his father laugh like that is just priceless. "Those were some good days you know" a deep yet calm voice comes from behind.

I turn around to find Dan leaning on the door frame. He isn't looking at me, his eyes are fixed on the picture. "I bet they were" his eyes are calm, like he still clearly remembers every second of that day. "I thought you had work"

He walks over to the fridge, and keeps the bottle inside it. "Yes, I still have, I forgot a pair of keys, and the duplicate keys are with Tony. He's on leave and that idiot forgot to give it to someone before leaving, so I had to come back to take them."

He walks over to the counter and grabs a bottle of water. He's wearing black joggers, a black tank top, and has a little dirt on the biceps. "It was sunday, dad had been working really hard with setting up the shop, bringing in stuff. And after a whole fucking month it was finally done. We were going to start the shop the next morning. So we decided to have a day for ourselves."

He blows a big sigh, like trying to stop the tears from coming out. Looking at him makes me think of him as such a tough guy, who's always cursing, and working in dust, and moving heavy stuff. Thinking how even he had a childhood full of all these memories that are strong enough to make this huge man cry.

I understand that he's struggling with the tears, "Hey." I say softly, but he doesn't look at me. "It's okay to miss your father. I'm sure he knows how hard you're working."

He takes a deep breath in, and starts again "it was before lunch, dad made us watch this old movie, I- don't remember the name. And he was so excited that he kept explaining to us the funny parts, and I swear I didn't understand one thing. Jasper was too young to even be able to speak. And I tried listening to him carefully and he kept laughing so hard while explaining, that his words weren't even making sense."

"You seem to have become like your father, responsible and caring." he chuckles "Would you like to stay for some Ramen? I'm making it for everyone else."

"Nah, I've got work." He spins around and walks away, when he's almost out of the door he pauses and turns back. With a smile "Do you really trust Liam?" I freeze at his question. I hate it. I hate that I can't say yes right away. "Because I don't."

Chloe doesn't either, nor does my mum, but I do. Or maybe even I don't but I want to. "Yeah. I do." Strange thing how sometimes our wish takes over our reality. You see what you wish to see in them. And just hope for the wish to come true.

He takes a few steps closer, and sets the glass on the counter beside me, and leans over it with the support of one hand. Damn his arms, tanned, with a few tattoos, beautifully puffed and defined muscles and veins.

I take a step back. This shouldn't be happening. This has never happened before, I'm barely used to talk to guys and now I find this other guy somewhat attractive when I am so much in love with Liam. He nods his head. "Well, I give you two all the very best"

"Thank you." I shut my eyes, I know that voice. I tilt my head to see the door frame because it was being blocked by Dan's huge figure.

Liam, stands in the doorway, with crossed arms, leaning his shoulder against the door frame. "I'm glad we have your blessing now. We can finally move forward with our relationship now that you've approved." I recognise the sarcastic tone, I'm sure Dan does too. It wasn't meant to hide.

Dan chuckles again, but darker this time. He looks me in the eyes before turning around and walking out of the kitchen. Liam looks at me and I'm surprised to see his face. He's scared? He sure looks that way. He takes big steps and hugs me. "Hey....you okay?"

"You promised. That you'll give me time to fix things. That you won't leave-"

I pull back and look him in the eyes "No one's leaving, Liam. You don't need to worry about Dan. He was here explaining to me that picture" I point towards the picture on the fridge. "I'll be honest with you though, he did tell me that I shouldn't trust you, but so did my mum. And if I didn't listen to my mum, there's no way in hell I'd listen to him."

"But do you?" there's a pause, he knows what I might feel "trust me?"

"Maybe not 100% but I'd say that you're making progress. Things were real bad, and I'm trying to heal from that. And I know I will, I need time, just like you do."

He cups my cheeks and places a kiss on my lips "take your time. I don't mind." I smile and hug him back "you need help with cooking?"

"Nope, I've got it."

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It's almost 4 in the evening, we finished our lunch a few hours ago. I feel hungry again. Jasper fell asleep a little while ago. Chloe decided to stay, Austin, Liam and I left and are now on our way home. "Hey" Liam throws his hand over my shoulder. "Come to my place, we'll get some pizza and then you can go back."

"Cool. I'm kinda hungry."

We enter his place, Austin goes straight to his room. He has been working for the school president position. Since he's a senior, he'll get a chance to become the school president. He's actually a really good candidate.

Liam and I go to his room. He calls the pizza place and orders 2 chicken cheese bursts. I crawl into his bed and lay down on my chest, scrolling reels. He leaves the room for a while and I don't notice when he returns. Until I feel him jump up on the bed.

I turn my head back and I see him crawling over me, his hands on either side of me. He leans down and kisses me on the cheeks, and keeps kissing them until I flip around and now I'm facing him. He hovers over me. His beautiful eyes looking into mine.

I wrap my arms around his neck and he leans down to kiss me. His lips softly brush over mine. His one hand is on the bed to support him and the other is on my chest. It doesn't move down. It moves sideways and around my neck. He lifts my head up and kisses me deeply.

He pulls back and I see his knees on either side of my legs, he's kneeling, he scans my body. His one hand again comes beside me and the other slither beneath my top. He leans over me again but closer this time. His mouth is near my ear and he rasps "Oh god I've missed this."

His warm breath falls over my skin, I've missed this too. So much. He grabs my belly firmly and kisses my neck. He kisses every inch of my skin. His hand now slithers up from my belly towards my breasts.

He slowly starts rubbing them, gently, I feel his fast warm breath. His entire hand cups my breasts. I put my hands over his and pressed it. He looks at me and smirks. His mouth moves down from my face to my breasts and he fits all of it inside his mouth.

I can't help but arch my back and let go of a long moan. Dude knows how to work his mouth. Good lord! "Aah...ouch" he immediately pulls back. I look down and he has given a hickey. I smile back at him. He comes up and kisses me on the cheek.

"Tell me if I'm hurting you, okay?" I simply nod. His hand slides down my back and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around him, but he keeps lifting me up. He sits before me, cross legged and I'm in front of him on my knees. He looks at my boobs and then to me.

"Do you like them?"

"You'll see if I do...."

He wraps his one hand around one of them and shoves the other in his mouth. I grab his hair and arch my back. He keeps eating them. And there's the tickly feeling in my entire body. "yasss...." I rasp. And I feel him smile against my breasts.

I keep clutching onto his muscular shoulders and he keeps sucking on. In between feeling my back and grabbing my ass, squeezing it he grabs my boobs with both his hands, squeezes them and licks them between them with the tip of his tongue. That makes me moan so bad, I press my palm over my mouth.

He finally pulls back and slowly lands my back on the bed again. He moves down, presses both my thighs on either side and shoves his tongue inside my clit and- "Jesus! Oh my god!"

His grip on my thighs gets even more firm and his tongue even deeper. He plays around the opening and presses his lips against them.

"You don't have to be quite, Evelyn"

He pulls back and plants soft kisses on my thighs, I keep breathing heavily. He lowers his mouth again and buries his face in my opening. His tongue seems to know its way around. I let out small moans and I know he enjoys listening to them. And he suddenly sucks on my slit and I gasp. "Fuck! Liam!"

He gently pulls back and stands up on his knees, pulls his shirt off and then his pants. I lay on the bed watching him get undressed and revealing his ripped body.

He looks straight into my eyes and says "I will." I see it. His dick, that's gonna go inside me??!! He leans down "You scared baby?" He kisses me on the cheeks to calm me.

"You're- gonna put that?- it's really big.... You know."

"I know, and I know you'll like it once it's inside you. Don't worry, I promise I'll make you feel good."

I close my eyes and nod, he understands, and I feel his cock right before my opening. He gently pushes it inside. I feel the pressure, the pain. But it feels good. He was right, I want it inside me. Deeper inside me.

He draws it out again and looks at me, to see if I'm doing fine, so I nod again. He takes it a little deeper inside this time. I let go of a long sigh of pleasure "deeper Liam." I demand. And he does. He pulls out again. And thrusts with force.

I gasp and arch my back, he takes my leg and throws it over his shoulder for a wider opening. He keeps thrusting them again and again with force and my voice starts to shake. I don't think I can take it anymore. But I don't want him to stop.

Shit! What is he doing to me? Why is this so painful and pleasant at the same time? I see drops of sweat roll down from his temple, his Adam's apple, moving back and forth with every breath he takes in. "damn it Evelyn, you feel so good!" he pulls back but not completely out this time and strikes it back in with all the strength that he has.

He pulls back and falls on the bed beside me, taking in deep breaths. Both his hands over his head he stays like that for a while to catch his breath and then turns to me "you're addictive you know." I crawl into his arms and bury my face in his chest. He still smells like me. Oh god he smells like me!

He wraps me in his arms and kisses on top of my head.

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A/N

ehhheehee *laughs shyly but evilly

Was it good? Was it good? Was is good? 

Honestly I don't take myself as a very good smut writer but I tried. I guess it wasn't half bad <3 So here you go! 

More chapter coming up <3