I feel all jealous and anger and sadness...
she happy with others I don't want drama I don't wanna break up I just wanna disappear right now .... I am a bad person for those feeling she happy that what matters
She will forget me I'm replace able haha oh well it not like I went though stuff for her to ask me if she can be with someone else like it no big deal it rude the way she ask but I don't wanna make her hate me if I tell her that ...and I don't want her to break up with me because she wants someone else...she happy and that person happy ..so why am I not happy ?
my anxiety is worse then ever I blame her I blame the school blame her other lover
And I think depression is putting me in a coma but I am ok .....