Hey guys. So uh yeah. Before we start you'll need some background.

7th grade:

My mom had heart surgery.

8th grade:

More Surgeries for my mom.

My grandpa passed away.

9th grade:

My dad started drinking.

My anxiety was no longer general anxiety. It is now Panic Disorder.

I find out a few of my triggers.

I have an amazing support system.

My dad gets worse.

And worse.

And worse.

Summer (Now):

He's worse.

So. I just did something really stupid.

I stood up to my dad.

I did it.

I actually did it.

You have no clue how happy and scared I am.

I told him he smelled like booze.

I told him: "When you're home before midnight, let me know".

I told I was done with his shit.

I basically just told my dad to fuck off, just not verbally.

He didn't do a thing when my brother slapped me across the face.

So I actually did tell him to fuck off. Out loud.

So now what?