Whale.. I txted u.. and msgd u here.. and on Kik.. I need to talk to you so bad plz answer.. 

I love u so much and I never want to lose you but I feel like I already am..

It's a fight to be able to live every day and u used to make it easier even if it was still hard. 

But I don't know how much longer that's gonna last. My mom wants to take my phone and Wattpad and Kik..

If she does that I'm gonna give up..

Anywhore..

Im sorry this was kind of a depressing chapter..

I added my favorite Papa Roach song up top. Ik urs is Last Resort it's my second fav to this one.

Love you more than anyone!