SANA POV

He put his cock deep inside me, filling me, making me moan his name in pleasure.

"Sana,"

Why Sidharth have to call me right now? When I'm busy reading a smut scene? He just entered inside her, after their hot make out session.

"Sana?"

Maybe he wants to talk about something. Yes.

"Coming," With a sad pouty face and heavy heart, I gave a pause of my reading, and kept my book on the nightstand. I wanted to read that and finish the damn chapter. I hate to keep my chapters unfinished, like this. Mostly smut ones.

I lazily got down from bed and went outside to check on him. I can't see him anywhere.

"Sidharth, where are you? And, why did you call?" I asked, before getting myself comfortable on the dining table's chair and rest my head on the table.

I am feeling exhausted. After staying awake all night at the forest, seeing my so-called mother getting burned into ashes. In the early morning, we collected her ashes into the water bottle, I carried. We had no other choice. Before leaving the place, we cleaned that place nicely. We directly went to the sea beach and dumped her ashes, into the sea.

That, bitch is gone, for real and for forever.

After dumping her ashes, we also throw away the knife into the sea. My hoodie and gloves was burned into ashes with her. So, that's not a problem. After finishing with her chapter we came back home and slept for hours. Long.

We woke up an hour ago. First we eat something then, we took a bath. I took a long one hour bath. Then, I got busy reading this book and he was busy somewhere to ignore me. He is doing this from last night. Why? I have no fucking idea. Why is he so upset?

"I am in the kitchen." He replied and took a peak at me.

I waved my hand at him, but got no response in return.

"Are you still feeling sleepy?" He asked, and checked the time from the wall clock, "You can still sleep if you want. It's 9pm already."

"I'm not feeling sleepy anymore. I slept all day. I am just little tired. Can you make some coffee for me? I need some energy boost." I requested him.

I need energy to coax him, later. I don't what's his problem but I need to fix it. ASAP. And now.

"Sure. I was making for me anyways. That's why I called you to ask if you want some or not." His voice was normal but he had no affection in it.

It definitely hurt me.

"Oh!" I said in a low voice.

He comes out from the kitchen after some time, with two cups of coffee in hands. He placed one in front of me and said, "Here, have it."

"Thank you," I quickly sit straight and took my cup in hand. It was hot, which was providing some warmth to my cold hands. It felt good.

I took a sip from it, "Umm! Amazing like always."

He makes the best coffee in the world.

"Thanks," Saying he went back to the kitchen, keeping his cup on the table.

Still no affection in his voice. It's killing me.

"Baby, you forgot my cookies?" I asked, sweetly.

He comes back in a few seconds with a bowl filled with my favorite cookies, in hand. He placed the bowl in the center and said, "Here you go. Enjoy," and sits on the chair opposite me.

He always sits beside me, with me. But he is doing this from this morning.

"Why are you sitting over there? Come. Sit beside me." I said, tapping on the chair beside me, where he usually sits. Then I sit on his lap.

"No. I'm fine here." He denied immediately

My mood got spoiled after hearing his reply.

"Please," I requested him.

"No." His voice was serious and firm.

"Why? Not?" I am not understanding his rudeness.

"I don't want to get impure, sitting beside you."

Oh. My. God. He is still upset over that thing.

"Sidharth, I am sorry. Okay? I was not in my right mind. I didn't want you to get involved in her murder stuff. You didn't kill her, but I did. And, I didn't want you to touch a drop of her blood or her. She was a dirty piece of shit. And, you are my fucking Angel. Angel should not get into dirt." I tried to explain, but it looks like he is not in a mood to listen or understand me.

"That was stupid. Your reason was stupid, Sana. Plus, the way you pushed me away when I kissed you, I got hurt. I felt rejected. I felt stupid at that moment." His hurt tone, makes me grasp in shock.

"Rejected?" Why would he feel like that?

"Yes. Rejected. I felt that, at that moment. That time I just wanted to tell you how much I love you, trust you, need you and I am crazy for you too."

A smile comes on my face, "Really?"

"Yes. Damnit."

"Sidharth, why would you think like that? There is no rejection from me. From my side. I can never reject you. I will never reject you, Baby. Never. Remember that always. At that time I was just trying to protect you, from,"

"From whom? And what? You? And, your fucking madness?"

"No." I took a deep breath to calm myself, I need to handle him with gentleness.

"Sidharth, please let it go. I told you my reason right? I just wanted you not to touch me, until I get clean. Until, I took a bath."

"That was stupid, Sana. You were not impure, to me. You can never be. And, you are not an evil person, nor I'm an angel. So, stop this fucking madness."

"I don't agree with the Angel part. You are an angel. My angel."

"So, you are not evil Sana."

"Fact won't change." I know my reality.

"Shut the fuck up. Already."

He is super pissed. I need to do something. Hmm. I quickly get up from my chair, pushing it back and walks to him.

"Move back," I demand.

"Why?"

"You know, why? So, move back and let me sit on my place." I demand like a stubborn child, crossing my arms over my chest.

"No."

"Sidharth, move, back."

"No.'

Why he have to act stubborn right now?

"Baby, please let me sit." I request him.

"No."

Now he wants me to beg. Great.

"I beg you, please."

He finally moved back, and I was quick to sit on his lap and get comfortable.

"Sidharth," He shushed me, placing a finger on my lips.

He took a deep breath then said, "You can never be impure, to me. You will always be pure to me, Princess. I think what you did was right. I would have killed her, if you hadn't done that. Like, how can she think like that? Such a pathetic woman she was." He said making me shock.

"You really would have kill her? For me?"

He nods positively, "Yes, Princess. I am brutally honest with you right now."

I smiled big, "Wow! Killer Sidharth. Sounds sexy."

He laughed at my remark. "You would've found me sexy? Huh?"

"Always. Serial killer Sidharth. Mafia Sidharth. Gangster Sidharth. Biker Sidharth. Psychopath Sidharth. Vampire Sidharth. In short, morally gray Sidharth. I would have loved every shades of you, Baby. Be it good or bad. I don't give a fuck, until it's you." I said with honesty.

He looked impressed, "Wow! I am honored, and speechless. You know, even I found you sexy yesterday." Saying he laughed.

I laughed alone thinking how crazy we both are, for each other. Then, I remembered I need to apologize to him for my mistake. No, sin. That was a sin. I can never push him away from me, even when I am covered in someone's blood or dirt.

"I shouldn't have done that to you, Sidharth. I am sorry for that night. I, really, am. Are you still angry on me?" I asked, and his laugh died.

"Now? No," He shakes his head, 'We are cool."

"Cool." I repeated his word, then leaned closer to kiss his lips, making him smile in between our kiss.

We broke the kiss getting breathless. I rest my head on his shoulder and snuggled into his neck. I took a deep breath, inhaling his intoxicating clonge.

"You smell so sexy baby," I whisper then kissed his neck.

He checked, then said, "Coffee is getting cool. I mean cold, Princess. We should drink it now."

"Yes, I totally forgot." I quickly sat straight on his lap, then we finished our coffee and cookies, with little chitchat.

We went back in the room and got comfortable in bed. He took his laptop to work and I grabbed my book to read. When something got in my evil mind.

I looked at him, smiling. "You should start writing dark romance books. About Mafia, criminal, serial killer, stalker and all. I think you can pull that off. If you need some help, I can suggest some books to read." I was serious.

He looked unsure but still said, "Sure. Will try. Suggest me some book to read then."

"That I can do. But, my only concern is, you don't get traumatized after reading them."

"Why would I be traumatized?" He looked at me, surprised.

"Because, those books are nasty. Even their smut scenes. I read one, where the MMC literally fucked the FMC with his gun. Actually, two to three men did in different books. Even a couple made out in the graveyard."

"Sorry? What?" Poor man is already traumatized.

"Yeah. And, I love both of them. Gun guy and graveyard guy." I smirked, seeing him in shock.

"You love them? Both? Why?"

"Because, they're like me. If someone touch their girl, that person would be dead. Like my so-called mother." I said.

"Oh okay." There was a long pause then he said, "You can't read this book anyone. Understand?"

"Sorry. I can't help. I enjoy reading those."

"Obviously you will," It was more of a taunt. "I am not writing all these."

"Okay." I can't force him to do anything without his wish.

"What are you reading right now? It has a nice black cover. Don't tell me a dark romance book?" He asked, terrified.

I looked at him, smiling, "It's a forbidden romance book."

"Why are you reading this genre?"

"Mood. It's all about my mood." It is.

"Like, what kind of relationship they have? Better than us or worst than us?" Now he looks interested.

I smirked before replying, "I would say, worst. Every book couples are fucked up."

"Really? How?" He is too much interested now

Funny.

"In book 1, the MMC was FMC's ex-boyfriend's father." The way he grasped on it. It was fun to watch.

"So, you are telling me, the man? He is her ex's Dad?" Poor man in too much shock right now.

"Yeah. The MMC is really hot. A total daddy." Like you.

"God! We are better." Shaking his head, "We definitely are better."

"Yes,"

"What about the second one?"

"MMC and FMC both are step brother and sister."

Another grasp. "Better. Still better."

I couldn't help but laugh.

"Don't laugh. Third one?"

"Threesome. The MMC has a thing for his male best friend. He has a wife too. It's a BI book."

He made a face, "Okay. Still better. Next."

"Why are you asking me all of them?" I am not understanding at all.

"Keep telling me. Because it's getting worst with each one. And, I'm feeling better with each one." The smile he gave after that. That was funny and I laughed. Hard.

"You're crazy Sidharth."

"Next one. Tell me more." Now he sounded eager.

"In book 4, FMC is MMC's father's friend."

"Close to us. A little. But we are still better. I am older than you. I am your uncle's best friend." He smiles happily.

"Yeah! Older. I love old man." I showed my current book. "The MMC is FMC's mother's ex. They have 35 years age gap."

"What. The. Fuck! Mother's ex? 35?" His face was worth watching.

"Yes. Her mother dated the MMC. He is a total daddy. I love him."

"You can't love anyone apart for me baby." He sounds possessive now.

"He is fictional." I said in defense, mostly to provoke him.

"I don't give a fuck. You can't love anyone apart from me. End of discussion." It's an order.

"Sure, my Lord." I laughed seeing him so jealous of a non-existent person.

"Huh?"

God knows what happened. He kept his laptop aside, and he pulled me on his lap, and took my book in hand.

"Let's read together,"

"Okay," I opened the page where I was reading.

After reading the first line he said, "You love reading sex scenes, don't you?"

"I mean, who doesn't? Don't you like reading smut scenes?" I tried to keep my answer diplomatic.

"I do. I even like to write. But, it depends on my mood." He said, locking his one arm around my belly.

"Mood? You need mood to write? Like you need to feel horny?" Now I am interested to know.

"No. Not like that. It's more like, mentally, if I'm in the mood to write a smut scene or not." He looked thoughtful, "Yeah."

"Huh? Do you need inspiration to write sex?" Let's talk about business.

"Are you offering to have sex?" He smirks, understanding my intention.

"Kind of, yes." I replied, and I'm quick to keep the book on nightstand, then removed the only clothes I was wearing, his black t-shirt.

"I would love to do that," The next moment, I was pinned against the bed and he was on top of me.

"You are quite fast, baby." I said, being impressed.

"I, am, fast. Plus, rough," He said before crashing his lips on mine, for a rough kiss.

I locked my arms around his neck, and pulled him closer to deepen our kiss. One kiss led to another, and soon he was all over me. Kissing, sucking and biting my upper body and breasts.

"My addiction," He growled against my pussy lips before taking them into his mouth.

He sucked them and bit them, like he did with my mouth. He always does this. I couldn't control myself from moaning non-stop throwing my head. Suddenly, he stopped and moved away. I know to tease me. So, I grabbed his hair and pushed him farther down. But, he again moved away.

"Please," I begged, irritated.

"Please what? Princess,"

He is such a tease.

"Eat me," I cried.

He finally took my pussy lips into his mouth and sucked hard.

"Fuck, Sidharth," I moaned rolling my eyes in pleasure, grabbing his hair firmly into my fist.

"I will," He growled, and gave a harsh bite on my pussy lips making me cry in pain.

He sucked them slowly devouring them making me feel better and I moan again. "Sidharth,"

"Keep taking my name, princess." He said, before rolling his tongue deep inside me, filling me to fuck me.

"Ummh! Sidharth," I moan loudly his name making him happy. I know, because, he started to move his tongue faster and harder.

Suddenly he stopped and asked, "Whom do you love, Princess?"

"You," I received a hard smack on my swollen pussy, which made me cry in pain but it makes me more desperate for him.

"Who will say ONLY?" He said in anger, and gave another hit on my throbbing pussy.

"Only you. I love you only." I said in one breath.

"You better do that," Then he again got busy eating my pussy until I cum into his mouth.

He swallowed every drop of me, devouring me, then he kissed me to make me taste myself. Which I always find sexy. His every move is sexy in bed. Even outside the bed.

I got on my knees, pulled off his t-shirt and threw it on the floor. Then, I pushed him to bed, to mark his body, mine. He was just moaning in pleasure under me, which I enjoyed a lot.

After marking his upper body, I pulled down his trousers with his help. My eyes shine, seeing his proud hard cock, with precum on top. I quickly grab him, and kiss his tip then lick the precum and devour it.

"Suck."

I was quick to take him in my mouth, and suck him.

"Take me more," He himself grabbed my hair into his fist and pushed my head down, to take him more.

"Now suck harder, like a good fucking girl."

I followed his command and sucked hard. But, not getting any noise, I looked up to see him. His eyes were closed, and he was biting his lower lip. He was trying to control his moans. Which I didn't like. I wanted to hear his pleasurable moans to know I'm pleasing my man, correct.

"Princess," He chided, when I removed his cock from my mouth.

"Right. Say this fucking word when I'm pleasuring you." I demand.

He smiled at my words, "Sure, Princess."

I again took him deeper inside my mouth. His cock was hitting my throat now. I started to move my head faster, and massage his balls to intensify his pleasure, and finally made him say my name.

"Fuck, princess. You're so fucking, good."

I smiled mentally and moved my head up and down faster than before, receiving more pleasurable moans from him. I maintained my speed fast until he exploded into my mouth.

"Swallow, every, fucking, drop, of, me. Like a good, fucking girl." He growled, seeing me gagging on him again.

Like he said, I swallowed every drop of him then I kissed him like he kissed me after I exploded.

"Copy cat," He teased me, smirking.

"Not a copy cat. Wild cat." I correct him.

"No, not a wild cat." He said before pinning me to bed, "But a lioness."

"Really?" I asked locking my arms around his neck and legs around his torsos.

"Yes. You are my, Lioness." Then, he entered inside me, and fucked me like a beast.

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