SIDHARTH POV

The whole journey from hospital to our home we were quiet. She was lost in some thoughts after doing something on her phone; and I was busy fuming in anger. Thinking how many ways I can kill that doctor and make it look like an accident. A few came but I paused my plans as we reached our home. After entering our bedroom the first thing I said was-

"What the fuck were you doing there?"

She looked surprised at first then realization hit her seeing me pissed and said, "Nothing. I was just polite with him. He was my doctor."

"Fuck the politeness Sana. He was flirting with you. Couldn't you see that? Hah?" I yell in irritation. She definitely saw but ignored it and, that's pissing me off. She could have said something to him.

"I did."

"Then?"

"Then? I ignored."

"Why? Would you ignore it if some woman would have done the same thing with me? What would be your reaction? Then?" She would have killed her.

"The thing is Sidharth, it wasn't me who was flirting with him. It was him, who was flirting with his patient. I acted quiet and polite. I was mending my business. I needed to show that in that video."

"What video?" What is she talking about?

She smirked then said,"I made a video of that conversation secretly where he was flirting with his patient, i.e me. I sent it to the hospital authorities. I am sure they will take a action against him. After all, he is a doctor. His main concern should be treating me. Not flirting with me."

"Oh!" What a smart-ass girl she is.

"I know, I am smart." I guess she read my thoughts seeing my expression. I am proud of her.

"And about that, what if some girl would have flirt with you thing. I would have killed that bitch. You can do the same, if you want. I won't mind. I would even help you to hide his body."

"Princess,"

"I am not done yet Sidharth. You think I am a hippocrate. But I'm not. We both are different people. We approach things differently. You act mature, and I act immaturely. I am impulsive."

"Princess?"

"Let me finish my talk. Please."

She is pissed. "Fine."

"Thank you." She was sarcastic.

"So, the thing is Sidharth. If you were at my place and that was a lady doctor. You would have reacted the way I did. Ignore it and be humble with her. Your reaction would have been a genuine one. Because, you are a fucking gentleman. Where I "ACTED"-She air quoted it-",politely to make a video of him. I took action against him. Where you would've done nothing. Because, again you are a fucking gentleman here. You would have never said to her, that I am your "girlfriend".- air quote-"You don't tell people about our relationship. But I can tell people if I want to. I would love to tell the world screaming, that you are mine. You are my boyfriend. But I stay quiet because of you. Because you don't want people to know about "us". -air quote-"So, don't fucking compare me and you. Understand?" She smiled mocking me and lay down in bed to relax.

"Understood." That I'm the one who is a hippocrete. Who won't do nothing when someone will approach me. But I want her to react and do something about it.

"Come. Join me. Or, you can go and kill him. I won't mind. If you want I can help you to hide his body later." Her words make me smile.

I crawl into bed and cuddle with her. "You are crazy." I kissed her whole face making her smile big.

She did the same with me and wished, "Good night, Sidharth."

"Good night, Princess." Soon sleep took over us and we fell asleep in each other's arms.

A Few Days Later...

Last few days went smooth like butter. Her wound got healed and she received an acceptance email from her university two days ago. So, hopefully we will leave for the UK super soon. We celebrated her achievement with a romantic dinner, little dance and lots of sex.

Her father visited our house a few times to see her and to congratulate her. Even her Divya mom visited yesterday with a cake and some of her favorite food. Which we had today for breakfast as well.

The only thing that's not going good is my family, especially Mom and Sana's relationship. I tried to talk about Sana with Mom but she is just not ready to accept her as my girlfriend and her future daughter-in-law.

She is still saying that same old things. She is not right for you. She is too young for you. She is not even our standards. Sana belongs to a rich family, and I from a middle class family. She can't adjust with us. And what not. I had a conversation with her last night. When she again told me a list of things that says I shouldn't be with her. She is not right for me. I should leave her and move on in life with someone of my age.

On all her bullshit I said only three words. "I. Love. Her." But in my mind I said a lot of stuff, including slang words.

Today went pretty well too. I got up first then woke her up. She was lazy and a little tired too. Because of our early morning love making session. Then we had our breakfast, cooked by her Divya mom. Then, we took a quick shower together. Then, she stayed home and I came to college for my classes.

Usually, we always exchange texts in between my classes. So, like any other day I send her some (including some dirty ones) but I got no response in return. Which surprised me at first but then I got restless all day.

I returned home in the evening, 4. Like, always she opened the door for me, with a smile wearing a cute PJ stealing my heart and making me hard. I get hard when she wears sexy lingerie but I don't know why I found these cute little bunny or strawberry printed PJ's hits hard to me. Maybe because she looks both cute and sexy at the same time.

But for a change, today her eyes was red and swelled. Her nose was red too. Means, she cried. But, why? Who made her cry? And what?

"Why did you cried Sana?" I asked holding her hand in mine and kissed her forehead sweetly then her hand.

She removed her hands and moved to get a glass of water for me. Her silence is killing me. But I stay quiet and drink the water. I tried to talk to her again but she moved in our bedroom. I quickly followed her behind.

"Sana?"

"Change." She said putting my clothes in my hands and moved to bed and lay down facing her back to me.

"Sana?"

"Change Sidharth." Her voice comes emotionless; and that scared the shit out of me.

"Princess? Talk to-"

She cut me off, "Go and change. I'll rest now."

Not arguing with her I finally agreed, "Okay." I get in bathroom and quickly change and freshen up and comes out in hurry and cuddle her from behind. She didn't say a word to me.

"Princess, what happened?" I asked kissing her shoulder over her dress fabric.

There was silence for some time before she said, "Sidharth,"

"Yes? Princess?"

I want to feel her naked skin so badly right now that I slipped my hand inside her top and cupped her naked breasts. As expected, it was wet and sticky for the milk. She finally started to take pills with the doctor's approval. I was about to pinch on her nipples but stopped hearing her next words.

"Do you think we are in a toxic relationship?"

"Why are you asking this? All on a sudden?" This is not good.

"Tell me. Are we toxic?" She asked, not changing her position to face me. To show me her expression. If she is hurting or not.

"No. Why?"

"H-Hmm!" Her voice cracked.

Fuck man! She is hurting.

"Princess?"

She cut me off, "Do you think I-I am toxic?"

I didn't answer this time. How could she even ask me this question? I don't care if she is toxic or not. All I care about is her. That, she is mine.

She finally flipped her position to face me. She cupped my face gently and looked into my eyes with her teary eyes. She is already in tears.

"Why are you crying?" I asked, pulling her closer grabbing her tiny waist. I need to know, what's going on in her tiny little mind right now?

"Do..." She took a pause and looked here and there. Maybe to get a courage to say more. She finally look back at me.

"Princess, what's going on?"

She shook her head negatively and said, "Do you feel," She choked on her words and quickly wiped off the tears harshly.

"Princess? What's wrong?" I am feeling scared now. She is hurting herself again. For me?

"Do you feel saf-" She sniffed, ",saffocated with me? Do you need a br-break from me?"

Her question knocked the air out of my lungs. Is she talking about break up? Our break up? She wants to break up with me? She wants to leave me? Why? For me?

"No. No. Princess." I hugged her tightly in my arms.

How could she think about our break up like this?

"I am happy with you. I am very happy with you. We are a happy couple. Okay? No one is toxic. You are definitely not toxic. You're just possessive for me. Possessiveness is not toxic. Even I am possessive for you. I am not feeling saffocated. Okay? We. Are. Fine. We are fine." I am trying hard to make things right. But she is not in the mood to listen.

"No, Sidharth." She shook her head negatively against my chest.

"St-Stop it Sana." My own voice broke, so I held her more tightly into my arms pushing her farther inside my chest.

"I think we should take a break from each other."

"Shut up. Okay?"

"It will be best for you."

"Shut the fuck up, Princess." I am so mad at her right now. "How could you Sana?"

"We should break up Sidharth,"

"Princess, no." Why is she so stubborn God? Now she wants to leave me?

"We have to." And she cried harder against my chest, holding me tight. As if she doesn't want to leave me but she has to.

"No. Fucking way." I broke the hug, got up then pinned her hands over her head.

She looked away from me.

"Look at me, Sana."

She didn't.

"I don't want to force you to stay with me. If you want to go, you may go."

"But. I. Don't. Want. To. God damnit!" I yell in irritation. "And look at me." Obviously she didn't.

"I know I make you feel saffocated. Somewhere. I made you feel humiliated. I am toxic. I am sorry that I am not a good girlfriend to you. I am very bad person. I don't deserve you.

What got into her mind? Who feeds her all this negative stuff about her and our relationship?

"Done talking nonsense?" She is talking nonsense.

She shakes her head negatively, crying. "No. It's not nonsense. It's a fact Sidharth. Your family also hates me."

"They don't hate you." What the fuck is wrong with her? "There's a difference between hate and dislike Sana. They don't like you, as their daughter-in-law. But I-"

She cut me off, "I don't want you to regret it in future that you are with me and I separated you from your family.

"Who did this to you? Tell me the name." I need to know the name.

She looked shocked, "No one did anything. It's all me. I just realized I make you feel saffocated. I made you feel humiliated sometime. You are always stressed out about me. So, I am just freeing you. To think wisely about us. About me. You know I am crazy. A psychopath."

"Are you done?"

"I think, we are."

"No. We are not done. Okay?"

She tried to move away but I pulled her back and held her shoulders tightly to make her stay still.

"Who did this to you?" She is not looking at me.

"Look at me." She didn't.

"Sana. Look. At. Me."

She finally did, "Your Mom is right. We are not right for each other."

Mom! But why would she do that? Disliking her is one thing, but she can't do this to her. She can't make her feel so low about her. And, if it's really my Mom. I'll deal with her in my ways. She has no right to make a girl, my girl to feel like this. Unworthy of me. Just because she is way too young for me. Can't she see, how much she loves me? Crazy about me? But mostly, how much I love her?

I look down at her. She is lost somewhere in some thoughts.

"Is it Mom?" I asked. She looked at me, shocked. "So, it's Mom?"

She looked away shaking her head negativity, "It's no one. Definitely not your mom."

"So, it's my mom."

She looked up and again tried to deny shaking her head negatively but I stopped her holding her head with one hand,

"I just said Mom Sana. I didn't mention whose mom I meant. Yours or mine."

Her face fell immediately and looked away and started crying saying,"It's not your Mom. Please believe me."

"Look up." She didn't.

"Look. Up." No response came, so I grabbed her face and lifted up her face and made her look at me.

"I don't know what my Mom said to you behind my back. And I really don't care. Because, I am definitely not leaving you for anyone. Be it your fucked up family or my family. Understood?" I said sincerely and softly looking into her eyes to make her believe in me.

"Really?" She looked like a lost baby to me. I can't see her like this. She has zero confidence in herself now.

What have you done Mom? What have you done to my Princess? The girl who is obsessed with me. Can't live without me. She is now ready to leave me. What did you do? I really need to talk with her. But later. Now my Princess need me more than anyone.

"Yes. Really." I bent down touching our foreheads and looked into her eyes

"Princess, all you need to know that, you are an amazing person. A fucking awesome girlfriend. A sex goddess in bed. You are not toxic. Even if you are, then who fucking cares? Because, I don't."

"Really?" She needs assurance.

"Yes. Sana I love you, the way you are. I don't care if you are toxic or a psychopath or a crazy stubborn girl. Because, I knew everything about you. And, I still fall in love with you. You were always like this to me Princess. You didn't fake anything. You were always real to me. So, I know everything about you. Right?"

"Right." She nods positively. She looked cute to me so I kissed her forehead sweetly.

"So, I fell in love with this," I point a finger at her heart. "crazy, stubborn, psycho, over possessive and toxic Sana. So, you're fucking mine Princess. Just mine. Understood?" I said with possession.

"Hmm." A small smile came across her face finally

I cupped her face gently making her look into my eyes, "You have no fucking idea, how much love you Princess."

"How much?"

"You can't even imagine, that much. So, are we done?" I grabbed her face firmly to kiss the hell out of her. But before that I need to hear one word from her.

"Never." As she said. The next moment I crashed my lips on her for a punishing kiss, for falling into my Mom's words and thought to leave me.

How could she?

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