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SIDHARTH POV

I AM SHOCKED!

I really am shocked, whatever happened with Ms. Mili. I mean, she was definitely a very clingy and kinda desperate type of person. She was.

The way she behaved with me on boat and other time. Throwing herself on me. That proves she was a desperate person. Everyone saw it. All the professors, students and Sana. She was so mad and pissed by her. So was me. Definitely I was.

I didn't like what she did with me on the boat intentionally. It was intentional. I felt it. She was throwing herself on me. My lap. That time I lied to Sana to keep her calm. But it didn't worked. She was still pissed.

I was very uncomfortable around her. The way she behaved, God! Help her. Just because she liked me, doesn't mean she can do whatever she feels. She sat on my lap. The lap where my Princess sits. It's her favorite place to sit. 'No one can sit there Sidharth. It's my right only.' She said that later to me.

Ms. Mili, was definitely little crazy or something. I mean, she was trying her "luck" on me even after knowing I am in a relationship. I have a girlfriend. A crazy girlfriend. Only if she knew who is she. My princess. Sana Gill.

After all of these whatever she did with me, and Sana. She had mentally and emotionally tortured her. I still feel bad for her. I feel sorry for her family. It's a big loss for her family. I've heard from principal Luthra that she was from Delhi, like me.

And, my princess. The way she was mad at her. She must be happy somewhere that she really died. Falling from the cliff. Sana was really mad, mad. She could have killed herself. I know my princess. I have noticed how she was looking at us. Especially her. All the time she was alive. Killer look.

She must have planned how to kill her in various ways. Like, choking her with pillows or her hands will be enough. Then drown her into the river where she sat on my lap. Which belongs to her. Or smash her head with a big stone or something. Push her from the top of the cliff. The way she actually died, but getting slipped accidentally.

That place was fucking slippery. Anyone can die. Even my princess could have died. She was with her there. She told me what happened. How after talking a selfie, she got slipped and fall on Ms. Mili. Losing balance Ms. Mili slipped and fell from the cliff.

"Holy fuck! I could have lost you Princess!" I say looking down on my chest where she is laying. Where she belongs. My arms.

We are back to our hotel after that deadly accident happened at Chadar Trek. Everyone is very moved and disturbed by that. Ms. Mili has not been rescued yet. They are still looking for her body. They are assuming she has fallen into river. Maybe she is floating from one place to another. It's hard to find her body but they are still looking for her.

Her family has been informed by principal Luthra. They will come here tomorrow. And, our trip has been cancelled. We are going back tomorrow in the afternoon flight.

"I know right?" She says sadly.

I kissed her forehead letting her know nothing could happen to her. When I'm alive.

"Would you have cried then? Screamed in pain taking my name? Screamed I love you Princess. I'll always love you. Please come back to me. And all?" She asks. She is pretty serious about the question and needs a good answer from me.

"Yes. I would have done that. But luckily you are alive." I hold her tightly. "You are with me. In my arms. And now I'll kiss you." And I kiss her briefly.

"I didn't kill her." She says it again. It's her fifth time.

"I know you didn't. I trust you. I know you're not lying." I say sincerely and kiss her forehead again to assure her I trust her.

"Thank you. For trusting me." She gets emotional a little in the end.

Her friends are acting weird with her. Tina said she doesn't want to share their room with Sana anymore. Why? I don't know. As I had no choice. So, she is with me right now in my room. No one knows what happened between Tina and Sana. No meaning to book a room for a night. I don't know why they are acting weird.

"Don't thank me." I caress her cheeks lovingly, "I trust you. I know you didn't." I say firmly.

"Th-They don't trust me, Sidharth. They think I really killed her." Now she is sobbing.

"They? You mean, Tina and Mehek?" I ask.

"Yes! Also Mohit and Rudra."

"Why? Why would they even think like that Sana?" Was she planning to kill her?

"I was thinking to kill her." She says in low voice.

Oh my God! "Did you take her there to kill her?"

Silence. Means yes.

"Oh my God! Sana! I asked you not to do anything stupid." I can't believe her. She didn't listen to me.

"I.. I know. But.. She was after you. Even after knowing you have a girlfriend. I lost my mind. I was so angry with her. So! I.." She explains sniffing and crying.

"Uh-huh!" I don't know what to say. She took her there. That's why she slipped and fall and died.

"Are you feeling any kind of sadness? Or regret? Or guilt?" I know she is not. But I'm hoping she is. Somewhere. Maybe.

"At first, I was. Guilty. But then no. I'm not feeling guilty anymore. She deserved that." Her suddenly became angry again.

"Sana!"

"She deserved to die. She dared to touch you. She had sit on your lap. Where I sit always. She dared to like you. She dared to look at you with lust. As if you are an object. She dared to dream of a future with you. WHO BELONGS TO ME. Who is MINE. In short, I am happy she is fucking dead. I hope you got your answer baby." Her voice become sweet in end.

I rub my face not understanding what to say. How to react? I know she is crazy about me. Like crazy crazy. But this. Is the first time I am witnessing it. I am shocked.

"Do you think I'm a psychopath?" She asks from nowhere.

Oh! Yeah a little. "No. I don't think so. It's just that you love me a lot. Like a lot... lot." It's true.

Her love is very dangerous and intense and passionate for me. Little unhealthy too. But I can't do anything about it. I love her the way she is. Fucking crazy and a psycho.

"Hmm?"

"Yes. I know you love me a lot. And, I really feel great about it. As no girl ever loved me the way you do. So intense and passionately." I tell her the truth.

"Good to hear that." She looks up to me and smiles.

"Yes!" I nod.

"Can I tell you a story?"

"Sure. You can." I would love to hear that, to distract my mind from what she said before about planning to kill Ms. Milli.

"You know baby, I had a favorite barbie doll. It was very beautiful. Dad gifted me on my 7th birthday. Her name was Dolly. Her dress was of pink color, with beautiful silver glittery stars on it. I loved that dress. I even made one like that for me. She had golden hair."

"Wow!"

"Yes! I was 8 that time one day, Divya mom informed me that some guests will come to our home for dinner. That, night a girl came to our house with her parents. She was dad's business partner's daughter. They were having a deal going on."

"Okay. Then."

"We were playing with my Dolly. She loved it and asked for it from me. She wanted it for forever. As a gift. But I denied. It was mine for God's sake." Her voice gets annoyed a little.

"Okay. So?" I really want to know what happened later. Why is she even talking about this childhood story.

"Later, she cried and went to our parents and said to them, I am not giving it to her. I am not a good friend. Friends share everything. I am a bad girl. These were her words." Now she is angry.

"Oh!" That girl was wrong. It was her doll. She shouldn't have asked for it. "But, Sana she was a kid. Kids do it most of the time."

"I know. But she was fucking 14. I was just 8. I was the KID here. What does she expect from me? That I'll give her my favorite doll. My Dolly? No fucking way."

"Uh-huh! Right. Then what happened? In the end?"

"At that time I said, when we became friends even? I don't remember it? It was just an hour we met. Then how we became friends?"

"True." Kinda true.

"After that we argued and cried a lot. She cried in happiness as my so-called parents give it to her to make her parents happy so that they can get that fucking deal. Such a kiss ass people. And I cried in pain, losing her. My Dolly." She gets emotional again.

"Princess, don't cry again." I hate when she cry. I pull her closer and kiss her forehead sweetly.

"Later, they gave me lots of dolls and gifts, also the same looking doll. But I threw it away into our pool."

"Why?"

"Because, it was not the same one Sidharth but a proxy. I just want my Dolly. Not a proxy." She explains

"Understood." It hurts for sure. Her parents are sick.

"I became normal when they gave me, my Pinku. When I was 9. A year later I got over the matter. Basically, I understood my parents don't care about me. They never did. And, I don't expect anything from them. Nothing. They are just my sperm donors." Her words broke me.

"Don't say that." But I know what she is saying is true.

"It's true Sidharth. They don't care about me. I'm sure you professors must have informed all the students family about this huge tragic. Even my parents." She asks.

"Uh-huh!" We did. "I did."

"They didn't called me once. To know if I'm okay or not. But you know, their parents did call them. Tina and Mehek. It hurts." She shakes her head violently, "No one cares about me Sidharth. No one."

"I do." I say in a heartbeat.

She smiles cutely with teary eyes. "I know. That's why I don't want to lose you to anyone. At any cost. I can kill anyone to have you. And get killed to save you. I love you a lot. And I don't want to lose you Sidharth."

"You won't." My eyes gets watery and voice gets heavy. I think I myself might cry soon.

"You won't lose me. Ever. Princess, I love you. I love the way you are. I know you are a little psycho. But it's fine. I have no issue with it." My words finally makes her giggle.

"Psycho. Huh?" She says pulling my cheeks lovingly

"Isn't it obvious?" I ask.

"Ah-huh!" She nods positively.

"Princess, can I ask something from you?" I need a promise from her.

"Yes. You can ask anything from me. I'll give you. But what do you want?" She asks looking into my eyes with love.

"A promise." I say.

She looks at me confusingly, "What kind of promise?"

"That you will never harm or kill anyone. Promise me." I forward my right hand to her

She frowns hearing my words, "I, I can give you anything but not this. A fake promise."

"But, princess?"

"Sidharth please. I can lose anything, even my life. But not you. I am sorry." Then she hides her face in my chest.

I don't know how to make her stop from doing something wrong because of me. She was ready to kill Ms. Mili because of me. But, mostly because of her own fault. She was throwing herself on me. Which is obvious that a girlfriend like Sana will go mad to an extend that she will try to kill her. Even a normal girl, who loves her boyfriend a lot can think like this for a moment but would never kill her.

I'm feeling helpless that I can't do nothing about this matter. Nothing but to accept her the way she is. I can never leave her alone. Even in my dreams. Even if she ever ask me to leave her.

"It's okay. I am happy that you're honest with me. You didn't give me a fake promise to make me happy." I truly appreciate it. Her honestly.

She smiles, "You trust me right?"

"Yes. I do. And I love you."

"I love you more."

"I know."

I pull her face closer and kiss her lips. Not a short one but a long but sweet one. One kiss leads to another one. Then soon our clothes are on floor and I am deep inside her pondering making love to her. Telling her how much I love her. How much I trust her. And, I will never leave her even after she do something horrible because of me. She is mine. Only mine. They way I'm hers.

I take her naked body in my arms and kiss her forehead sweetly making her smile.

"I want hot chocolate." She demands cutely, playing with my hair.

"So you want me again?" I ask.

She looks a little confused, "Huh?"

"I am hot. And I'm chocolatey." I wink pointing my body.

She giggles shyly. She looks beautiful when she blush. It's rare but beautiful to watch.

"No.. I'm talking about hot chocolate, hot chocolate. Which people drink. But I would love to have some this hot chocolate." Say seductively and suck my nipples for a few seconds then pop it out.

This time I'm blushing.

"I never knew you can blush too." She teases, making me laugh.

"This happened for the first time. You did it." The smile she gave me, as if she achieved something in life.

"Wow! I did it." She smile happily, "I'll do the last one too." And winks.

"Of course, you." I kiss her lips briefly then call to the reception and order a hot chocolate for her.

"After having my hot chocolate, we will have another round of sex. Then we will go outside to do the Stargazing. Please." She makes a puppy face in end.

"Sure." I check the time. It's 1 in the morning.

"I wanted to kiss you in front of everyone but, whatever." She shrugs.

"You lied to me that time?" I look at her pointly

"Kinda. Yes. I thought to surprise you. A little." She smiles cheeky

"Not a surprise but definitely a shock. For me as well as for them."

"Yes! But a good one." She smirks

I doubt. "Yeah!"

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