PART- 15 (Realisation Of Feelings)
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Baki I have no problem with Shehnaaz and her move on. I love her. And I know she is more focused on her career now. But this shits irritates me a lot. For real. Whatever! Baki usko jab move on karna hai karegi. I just don't want to get hurt that's it. I lost them whom I loved a lot in life. My father, nana, nani, Sidharth too. I love SidNaaz. Just don't wanna loose it too. Or I already lost it. Abhi just fake world mein jee rahi hoon pata nahi. 💔
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"Sidharth!!! What happened??" Sana grasped and runs to pick him up from floor.
He got slipped from treadmill and hits his bump on floor just seeing her in proper gym clothes through mirror. She come back wearing a seamless black sports bra having deep U neck with matching leggings. Her cleavage was visible. Her red heart shaped birthmark near her left side breast was visible too. All ready to kill him.
"Sidharth, get up." She bend down to help him.
His eyes widen as it landed on her naked cleavage but quickly shifted on her face as she pulled him up slowly.
"You okay?" She smirks understanding what just happened to him.
"Yeah! I'm fine. Go and workout now." He said before going to do dumbbells
"He is gone today." She giggle inwardly following him.
"Why is she coming here? Wow! Now she will do dumbbells like me!" He thought as she stands next to him.
"Don't pick that one. You can't do it in one go. Start from 1 or 2 kg. Better go with 1kg." He instructs seeing her picking up a 5kg one.
"Thanks Sidharth. This is why I'm doing with you. So that you can guide me well. I'm new in this. Well for how many years you're doing gym?" She asks picking up two 1kg dumbbell in each hand and followed what Sidharth was doing.
"From last 10 years. When you must be 10 or 11." He chuckles but his heart felt a sharp pain as he said. That's their reality.
"Why he have to say this?" Her mood got off too.
"Hmm! So this body you made, it took 10 years? Huh?" She intentionally asks a stupid question to make the situation light.
"Are you mad? It took 6 month. Otherwise, I do to keep me fit and to maintain this body." He laughs on her stupid question. And she smiled admiring him as her mission got successful.
"I know. You do gym to maintain it. By the way, how many packs do you have? 6, 8 or 10? Just asking." She asks casually hiding her desperation to know and see it.
"Why do you wanna know?" He smirks, and she become nervous but quickly composed herself.
"Why? Can't I ask you? It's a very simple question. I know many boys and man who have 6 and 8 pack abs. They don't ask me, why? They even show me without asking. Did I said, I wanna see how many packs you have?" She smirks, but then giggle seeing his shock reaction.
"People show you their abs? How?" He asked furrowing, hiding his jealousy and anger.
"Nice acting." She thought noticing his eyes which was already red in anger.
"Yes. They show me. I don't even ask them to show. But... they just took off their clothes. I mean top on their own. Those are sexy AF you know. The abs." She replied in dreamy voice and acted lost in their thought to make him more jealous.
"What are you saying? You're a kid. Did you went strip club or something?" He asked sternly forgetting his workout long ago
"No! This is India. Not any western country. I have seen from social media posts. Mans and boys do post there. They like to show off now. To get likes and comment for engagement. But I would love to visit a strip club one day. It's in my bucket list. And I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE. I'll be 21 in few days. I'm an ADULT." She smirks hiding her irritation on the mention of "kid".
Sidharth felt mortified again for getting fooled by her. So, without saying a word he went to do push ups ignoring to look at her.
"Hot!" She gwaked at him shamelessly
"Do your workout." He said sternly feeling her glaze
"I'm doing. Huh!" She smirks
"Excuse me!" She called him as something triggered her from their previous conversation on "strip club".
"Now what Sana?" He asked
"Strip club? Why did you thought so? Did you visited ever when you were in UK? Huh?" She asked curiously hiding her anger and possessiveness thinking he visited one to watch naked women and girls there then maybe got intimate with some random chick too.
"Huh! No. I'm not like that." He replied immediately
"Oh! Ideal Indian man." She said smiling feeling relieved that he didn't visited any strip club.
"She thought I'm a fuck boy? Who go there to fuck random chicks!?" He thought in disbelief
"Good for you baby. Otherwise, I don't know what I would have done with you later. If you wanna see. Then see mine. I won't stop you for it." She smirks and faced him and start doing Plank to distract him and got successful in it too.
"Umm! I'm gonna do.. Pull Ups." He quickly went to do Pull Ups which was in a corner just opposite direction of her.
She smirks then quickly lay down on floor getting imbalanced. She got up to do Mountain Climbers again facing him to see him doing Pull Ups. Hoping to get a glimpse of his abs a little when his t-shirt will go up in process. He groaned inwardly seeing her doing Mountain Climbers facing him. He can see her cleavage well. Her boobs were peaking through her deep neck of her bra. She smiled getting a glimpse of his abs finally.
"Why is she doing this torture on me? There's no escape man. If she is facing you, you will look at her cleavage and boobs. If she will do facing her back to you then your eyes will be fix on her bottom. You're helplessly a pervert accept it. Damn it." He self talked doing Pull ups trying hard not to look at her.
"Finally! Got a glimpse of his sexy abs. I wanna see him topless now. God please make it happen someday. Somehow. Please please. I wanna runs my fingers on it and kiss every part of his chest. He is so damn hot. Brown boys is more sexy and hot than white. Hayee!" She thought taking glance of him inbetween her exercise.
There sneak peak continued for good 45mins doing different style of exercise.
"You will do 45mins for next 3-4 days. Then you can do 1hr like me. Your body need to accept it first. You will feel muscle pain now. But you have to bare it. You can take hot shower too. If you will stop doing from tomorrow then it won't help you. Understand?" He instructs and she nods in agreement.
"Understood. Thank you for your advice and guidance Sidharth. Tomorrow I'll come before you. Just see. And yes.. after getting freshen up. I'll show you my bedroom. You haven't seen it yesterday. Hmm!" Giving a wink Sana left leaving him in shock again
"What's she up to?" He asked himself
Sidharth went to take a cold shower being all sweaty and moreover for her. He had a hard time doing gym. He gets scared thinking he have to go through same tomorrow as well and also for the time he will say here.
"He is driving you crazy Sidharth. Be aware of her a little. She have a crush on you. I can guess. She do stupid things to get my attention. And you're giving her too. Acting like a pervert. Why am I doing this? I'm behaving like a pervert. A teenager. Or college going boy. Young boys do this kind of stuff with their crush. This is wrong. Why do I get affected by her so much? Why can't I control myself around her? Why can't I stop thinking about her either? Why I got jealous that time? WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME? God damn it!!!?" He self talked standing naked under shower taking bath.
His mind went in the moments when Sana was doing gym and in her gym clothes.
"What the fuck!!!" He grasped noticing his erected member as he comes out from his la la land.
"Her thoughts are enough to make me hard!?" He grasped on his own words
"I.. I'm going mad. I should stop thinking about her. Argh!!! But I can't. My fuck¡ng mind is fucked up. Thanks to her." He got irritated on himself
"She have some magic. She cast magic on me. But what do I do with this now? It's still hard... for her. It's so not right. Fuck you Sana. You made me doing it." He got frustrated on himself and helplessly pleasured himself thinking about her
Once he got satisfied, he quickly finish his shower and wrapped his lower body with a towel and comes out busy drying his hair with another one all ready to get another shock.
"Sidharth come... Omg!!" Sana grasped as she entered in his room suddenly and got the best view of her life. Sidharth in towel. His sexy abs and toned body was on display.
"Sana!?" He grasped hearing her voice
"What the fuck are you doing here?" He asked angrily covering himself in hurry but for his shock she was lost on her own world looking at him means his body.
"Sana!!! What are you doing here?" He again asked but in high tone looking for his clothes in cupboard, and she comes back on earth.
"I.. I came here to take you to my bedroom." She replied softly looking at his back
"Why!?!! I'm not going." He freaks out. His mind wasn't thinking straight now. He took it other way.
"Why? I wanted to show you my bedroom. Okay. You change first. We will see later. And I'm sorry for not knocking before entering in your room. I'm not used to it. No one lives here before. Next time I will do for sure." She apologise and left from his room immediately not to embarrass him more.
"Fuck! Fuck this girl. She again didn't wore bra under her top. Why? Why she's doing this torture on me? I need another cold shower now. Thanks to her." He got irritated more as he did noticed her not wearing under garments and his member again got erected getting good view of her tits.
"I hate you Sana. You are making me doing dirty girl." He quickly locked the door and started pleasuring himself again.
Once he got satisfied, he clean himself, and wore his clothes quickly and directly hits his bed and cuddled up with a pillow.
"What's wrong with me? Why she is affecting me so much? She is dragging me towards her. In all sense. Mentally, emotionally and physically. I'm thinking about her nonstop. Having some different feelings for her. It's getting stronger with times. And physically too. I fuck¡ng pleasured myself twice for her. Thinking about her. This is so wrong. But I don't feel disgust and wrong! What the fuck is happening to me?" He questioned himself
"You're falling for him Sidharth." A familiar voice came making him sit up straight in hurry.
"Who the fuck are you? Why do you look like me?" Sidharth asked in shock seeing himself sitting with a smile.
"I'm you. I'm your inner self." He replied
"What's that even mean?" Sidharth asked in confusion
"Don't act dumb Sidharth. I'm a representative of your inner thoughts and feelings. You are falling for her. I mean Sana Gill. You love her." He said making him shock
"What!? Are you crazy? I'm not.. in love with her." Sidharth argues denying his words.
"You're. Have you seen yourself? Your actions? You're getting protective for her. Getting happy seeing her happy. You got happy when she denied going for that guy's birthday. And don't forget the DATE. You were very happy. You were smiling like a fool." He smirks
"That's.. different. She's my best friend's niece. That's why I got protective. She is a KID." Sidharth argued again
"Oh! That KID! For whom you're getting possessive, jealous and what not. You're acting like a pervert. You're checking out her sexy curves, her boobs, her bottom, her lips and on and on. Aren't you? And not to forget you even did masturbation. TWICE! Just accept it Sidharth. You will feel good." He explained calmly making him shock
"This is wrong. I can't have feelings for her." Sidharth said helplessly
"No one asking you to tell her, you love her. I'm asking you to accept the truth. That you love her. That's it. Just enjoy her company. Her friendship. Hmm?" He requests
"Fuck! This girl." Sidharth said in irritation realising he had fall in love with her.
"I know you want to fuck her hard. But control yourself. She is a KID. Remember?" He winks and got vanish in air
"She is a kid. (Mimics himself) But this kid is driving me crazy. I fucking love her. My life is fucked up. Why I came here at first? Why I met her? Why!? Argh!" Getting irked Sidharth lay down to sleep for some time.
"Pinku, why is he behaving odd today? He didn't dare to look at me once in dinner table. I even apologised to him for the inconvenience. I accidentally entered in his room. I know I did wrong that I didn't knocked on his room door. But, you know right. No one lived here before. I used to go anywhere without knocking. Is he still angry on me? I can't take his ignorance. I wanna talk to him. Now. Ask him to talk with me. God! Why are you doing this torture on me? Can't you see me happy a little. My baby is ignoring me." Sana cried hugging Pinku as Sidharth ignored her royally on dinner table and even denied to see her bedroom for his own reasons.
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