Love of my life 💙
2:45 am
Hey Evy-Bear. How have you've been? I'd be lying if I said I was okay, everyone can tell that I'm not who I used to be. Luke's tried to help but.. it doesn't work. I just wish everything can just go back to normal, when us and the guys would laugh over something dumb in gmod or GTA.

I stopped doing YouTube, it reminds me too much of you, the guys understood, of course, they always understood. Do you remember when we first met? Not online, in real life? I do, I remember that I was to excited, I jumped into your arms and you held me tight, I thought that would be the best moment of my life. Then you asked me to be your boyfriend, and of course I said yes, and we kissed under the cherry blossom tree, I still go back to that tree, even after the accident.

I thought I'd never be happier, but then you asked me to marry you under that same tree, our tree, where our first kiss, date, our proposal and wedding, happened. It all happened under that tree. Funny how the best thing in your life can be taken from you so fast. I guess what I'm trying to say is, I love you. So damn much, Evan, can you do something for me, because in your vows you'd say you'd do anything for me? Come back, let me wake up tomorrow in your arms again, like nothing happened, it's a lot, I know, but please, I need you back.

Why am I trying? I know tomorrow I'll wake up alone, again, with a million calls and texts asking if I'm okay, and I won't be, because you're not here. I love you so much Evan, I'll never stop loving you, ever, I guess I failed trying to keep my promise, I can't move on. I'm sorry. But I miss you.. please.. come home... I need you..

My Evy-Bear ❤️
3:45 am
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