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DELIRIOUS' POV:

Evan kept his hand intertwined with mine, everyone was making jokes and kidding around, it felt as if all the stress had been relieved from my soul as I heard there laughter filling my mind which was thinking of the victory of finally killing Kody, snapping her fragile body which cause me so much hatred and pain, everything was going to normal and happy.

I was tugged away from my thoughts as a pair of warm arms brought me close to a solid body, Evan leaned his head down and started kissing my nose and nuzzling his head into my neck, "Hey Jon." Evan whispered into my skin as I hummed in response, he lifted his head up and looked at me in the eye, "I never got to ask you this before but will you, Jonathan Denis, Be my Boyfriend?" I felt as if my heart skipped a beat when I heard those words roll smoothly off his tongue, Evan delicately kissed my cheeks and leaned his forehead against mine, touching noses we both smiled brightly and I looked at him with pure joy, I could spend every day with him, I always wanted to be with him.

I went to say my response to his life-changing question but my heart shattered when I heard an ear-piercing scream and David call out Lui's name, Evan and I looked over to see the dreaded sight.

Evan started running as we all knew that there was no hope on being able to fight back this time, all the guys started messing around with each other, trying to lighten up the mood as we ran, oh how fast everyone was dying on the inside (emotionally) "Our grenades have all been used besides Jonathan." Lui managed to chock out past the blood that was seeping from his lips.

Evan looked down at me and smiled once again, "Do it." Nervously I grabbed the Grenade out and held the silver pin between my fingers, looking at Evan once more I tugged at the ring and ripped it away, quickly throwing the object off towards the approaching enemy.

"Lets go guys! We have done it!" I happily cheered, I know that the last grenade would count; it'll kill all the people that we wanted to get out of our lives, letting go of Evans hand and running ahead I continued to cheer and jump happily.

We can finally be free; I can finally say what I want to say to Evan.

As I continued to run I noticed something odd, out of all my excitement I was blinded by the real world, None of the guys were cheering behind me, nothing but silence until-

BOOM!

The one sound that stopped my world, turning around I saw the small grenade ignite and all the guys getting held back by soldiers, Evans glassy eyes looking at me for one last time, "EVAN!" I screamed as all the bodies before me got consumed by flames, running towards them I realized it was too late and collapsed onto the ground in tears.

"G-Guys, Evan?!" I called out stumbling back onto my feet, my nose was filled with the intoxicating scent of burning flesh, walking through the flaming grass I looked down on the body pieces that were scattered across the land, I saw all the soldiers and Evan's parents first but that's when I saw the faces that I didn't want to look at.

Lui's body was all mangled and twisted along with David's, their intestine knotted together as there other organs stayed spaced around, Brocks body was stretched across a log like he tried to escape with Brian's hand linked with his own.

All their memorable faces held fear, in which would be carved into my mind for eternity.

Looking around I couldn't see the one I carried so dearly for until I heard a sickening squashing sound from under my shoe, lifted my foot shaking as I looked down to see Evan's head flattened to the bloodied ground, "E-Ev-" my legs became numb as I fell to the ground, grabbing the head I felt his skull was completely shattered and it was only the strength of his burnt skin that was holding the bones in, he's eyes managed to stay open during the explosion, and those Chocolate brown orbs still stared at me like he was actually here... alive

"Y-you asked if i-I wanted to be your Boyfriend... I w-would be honored to, I want to spend m-my w-whole life with y-you-u- m-my Evan." I finished the sentence weakly as I started to cry at the painful thoughts of him and how happy the guys were before all this shit happened.

"Every things going to be A-Okay He said. No Nothing is fucking A-o-shitting-kay." I yelled while holding the head close to my chest, screaming my heart out my hands managed to find there way into his still soft raven black hair, "W-why?"

Getting up I still held Evans flesh close to mine, searching around I finally found every defining piece of Evans body, placing them on the ground together like puzzle pieces I had finally remade Evan to look like he was peacefully laying on the grass, yes he had most of his flesh and organs missing, but did I see that? No. All I saw was his forever lasting beauty. He'll always look perfect to me, no matter what.

Placing all the guys together like Evan I finally fished the work I needed to do, still sobbing and shaking I laid myself down beside my beloved, "E-Evan I'm scared. What do I do?" gulping out I snugged to beside his cold chest.

"I Love you." Even though I said that to him, he'd never hear it, and I'd never hear those sweet words from him either.

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"Over here!" an unfamiliar voice shouted, causing me to try and open my eyes, they slightly cracked open enough for the beaming sun to pour in like acid, shutting them again tightly I felt someone lift me up.

Quickly I panicked and opened my orbs, ignoring the stinging that the light was causing, "Evan!" I yelled out as I noticed I was getting carried away from his body that was now getting covered my a bleached white blanket, "E-evan..."

3RD PERSON POV:

The small male passed out once again but in the arms of the medic that was carrying him to the van, crime investigators inspected the scene and placed out markers to where the explosion happened.

All the officers seemed to mumble silent prayers to the only kid that survived the freak accident, covering all the bodies and identifying them the Crime squad spent hours at the scene while Jonathan was taken to hospital for further examination and tests.

Investigators Found Tyler and Craig dead, Craig suffered sever head injury's that caused an inner brain bleeding to occur, Caused by a knock on the head with a heavy object.

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The incident almost instantly spread to news headlines, the Denis and Fong family businesses were shut down completely and citizens spat on their graves and cursed the two households for what they had done.

10 hours of surgery Jonathan slept in, but yet when he woke up he seemed so dazed, so out of everything, so Delirious.

Doctors said that he'd get over it in a few months worth of recovery and therapy, but we all know that he'll never get better.

It's been one week now and Jonathan still sits there in the scentless hospital room thinking of all the guys and Evan and how he was the cause of everything, he was the one who threw the grenade, he was the one that let go of Evans hand, he was the one who was selfish enough to not look out for his friends.

Everything, his mind drifted away from the real world, never to return.

Only for his grey lifeless eyes to stare at the overly clean ice white walls of the lonely and quiet room surrounding him.

DELIRIOUS' POV:

I rarely sleep, talk, eat or do anything I can't stand the thought on even being able to breathe.

Every single piece of me died with everyone on that day, I am now nothing but a hollow shell that sits on this dreaded place we call home, I'd hear people walk past my room everyday, some crying, some laughing, I feel as if there emotions are towards me, but they aren't. They never are.

Nothing. That's what I deserve and that's what I am, even then it's not enough.

Sleeplessly staring at the wall I heard to nurses stop at my door and start to whisper to each other like they have nothing better to do then gossip of a piece of shit like me;

"Poor kid. I heard he's parents died a while back and he came in with slices down his arms."

"And now he's been put through this... I hope I never have to go through any of that."

"I got told that he was the one to kill all of his friends."

"Really? He was the grenade thrower. What a sick bastard. I honestly regret feeling sorry for him,"

"I bet you he was the one that killed his parents too, it's fucking messed if you ask me."

They both left my room and walked down the hall giggling like nothing happened, but all they said was true, I may as well of been the one to kill my parents, I was always an awful son. A pussy.

I was the one to pull the trigger, the one kill. To kill everyone.

Evan.

It's been a while since I was dragged into this room, I've lost all track of time and mind. I was ready to leave, escape from what feels like hell.

Finally removing my eyes from the wall and Checking to see if any workers around I saw the coast was clear and reached under my bed for the sleeping pills they gave me. I've tried dying this way before but I had someone to come and save me.... This time I don't. He's dead.

Tipping the bottle up a heap of Tablets landed onto my hand, shoving them down my throat I continued to swallow more, not stopping until the bottle was finished.

I wanted to die. I needed to die. I need to suffer for everything that I've done; yet death feels like an escape, laying my frail body against the uncomfortable single mattress my eyes started to fade, dark patched would flicker past me like strobe lights, everything was spinning, dying along with my breath.

"Goodnight Jonathan." Hearing a voice faintly over my ringing ears I strained my head to turn towards the door, I squinted my eyes to try and balance everything, my body tensed up as all my insides started to shut down on me, everything faded away, my breathing stood as I felt my heart beat disappear. Flashes of my life scanned though my soulless body like a movie, seeing all the happy moments with Evan, Mom and Dad, everything, as the film was coming to an end I felt myself traveling away from the earth, the flash back rolled to a conclusion as last thing I saw was the girl standing at my door just before I blacked out.

Kody Breedeen.

All the guys got buried together, Lui and David, Brian and Brock, but did Jonathan and Evan? No. They didn't even get a burial ground. There bodies Never to be completely 'resting in peace' on this dreaded earth.
Never to confess there thoughts on each other, never to hold each other as one.

Never to love each other.

Never.

FIN.